babe wake up its time to compare our annotations of illness as metaphor and see if we've been linking it to the same adjacent streams of postmodernist theory
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babe wake up its time to compare our annotations of illness as metaphor and see if we've been linking it to the same adjacent streams of postmodernist theory

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may your suffering be avenged
luckily i passed my french exam for phd primary language requirement. idk why the fuck i would need to take a french exam after spending my entire childhood, prek-grade11, university and early public service experience entirely in french (barring a 4-year english stint in cegep) but. anyway
i forgot my fr-en dictionary AND bescherelle but wasn't too worried. the excerpt was actually super lucky because i had seen the author present her research in a conference style years ago, she works at my undergrad institution. it's about the n*zification of mozart in france and belgium
anyway i was kinda sitting there panicking because apparently a proper table needed an accommodation request and someone else had snagged it. it was one of those rooms with like chair-desks, that require really compressing your coathanger area to get any kind of proper writing angle. it was a 3-hour exam, i missed my pt appointment because the obstacle made me take twice as long, and by the end of it my tmj capsulitis and thoracic outlet syndrome were yelling at me heavy.
but the frustration of reading in my own language about how music was weaponized in the genocide of some of my ancestors, with a) my own language being a colonial imposition here on onoware:ke (incl. those non-defining admixture ancestors) as well as libnan where my friend will forever stay martyred, and b) the text reminding me of how we learned nothing and are now (as a cultural institution, at least) committing the very genocide that martyred my friend in libnan
how fucking hard is it to stop hurting other people & how the fuck is anyone able to continue on with their compliance (incl. me) after spending enough time on earth to know how long people have been doing this to each other.
and none of this can be expressed in a simple, time-sensitive academic translation while my body reminds me that it was only ever injured for the right reasons. i've been slowly getting back into productive rage & i can tell it's noticeable since cruiser5143 has had some. replenished lingering around my frequented spaces
if i fucking hear anyone try to pinkwash these genocidal states ever again i might truly be sent to jail for how i will react tbh
my buddys celebration of life was on sunday and they were looping part of his gay ass playlist. never gonna be able to hear chiquitita again without completely breaking down idk. you make loving fun was on there too so esp. following previous posts i think rumours by fleetwood mac will be forever tainted by the fuckng iof may they all fucking die for doing this to people
it was a mix of his close ones in personal life and people from REDACTED. messages in the book were lovely and heartbreaking. the pictures were beautiful.
as i was headed out idk if it may have been his sister his cousin or his friend but someone approached me to say thanks for coming, i said thanks for..... the words didn't come just standing there in a rended shirt and black keffiyeh. and the implication of it
she said it was a comfort to see how many of us from REDACTED were impacted by him during his life and that people involved actually did care about each other more deeply on a personal level. i didnt really know what to say other than how strange it was to know half a person and not the other, but meeting them through the ones they left behind. she asked if we could share a hug and we did. maybe the two halves will still meet
it's so fuckng unfair

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also i dont rly fw discord or athena idk like athena i only give a fuck because of juicy and discord i guess is on her way to the brick just not quite there yet and omfg girl like ok good for u edgy. google the disco demolition
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and then somewhere within this fog of mourning and disbelief i also say TEAM JUICY LOVE DION WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS
you told us to call you beirut because that's where you're from. now that's where you'll be forever and we won't get to see you again. were you interrupted? are you waiting for the rest of us? did it hurt
you walked up to me and called me brave for talking about hormones in a criminalized environment, but what's braver than going back and staying? there was a little kitten we called gaza who basically lived in your shirt, who felt so comfortable around you because you cared for her properly when no one else would. this isn't even a metaphor, sometimes life just works out that way.
beirut's spirit yelled for me on easter sunday, a holiday i don't even think about or observe under normal circumstances. my partner was away and, since i don't share a phobia of raisins, i ordered what i was craving: kabuli pulao. me and beirut, we ate so much of that together. i wonder what time of day they murdered you. could we have been sharing a meal, in another timeline? will you come back to us?
i remember waking up groggy at 5am a couple years ago, hearing you yell and not understanding that you were in crisis because you had been using your rock bottom to cuss people out for not properly defending women and femmes in the space. that day, you made it through. we were with you and the bombs weren't.
i think of that short film about the port in 2020. there's not much left to feel aside from that. i'll bum another smoke from you in the afterlife. glory to you.
last time i cried listening to the first track of rumours was before i met most of these people, because i learned someone i had a crush on already had a fwb. two years ago. today i'm crying because my good judy was martyred in lebanon which i learned from a mutual sister's instagram story two days ago. secondhand news is an understatement.

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I saw ๐๏ธ Chappelle ๐ Roan ๐ฉ๐ปโ๐ค at a grocery ๐ฝ store ๐ in Los Angeles ๐๏ธ yesterday. ๐ I told ๐ฃ๏ธ him how cool ๐ it was to meet ๐ค him ๐ฉ๐ปโ๐ค in person, ๐ฏ๐ป but I didnโt ๐ want to be a douche ๐ฎโ๐จ and bother ๐ him and ask ๐ him for photos ๐ธ or anything. He ๐ฉ๐ปโ๐ค said, ๐ฃ๏ธ โOh, like youโre ๐ซต๐ป doing now?โ โฑ๏ธ I โ๏ธ was taken aback, ๐ฑ and all ๐คท I could say ๐ฃ๏ธ was โHuh?โ โ๏ธ but he ๐ฉ๐ปโ๐ค kept cutting ๐ช me โ๏ธ off and going โhuh? ๐ค huh? ๐ค huh?โ ๐คand closing ๐ซณ๐ป his hand shut ๐๐ป in front of my face. ๐ฐ I โ๏ธ walked ๐ถ away ๐จ and continued โฑ๏ธ with my shopping, ๐ and I heard ๐ him ๐ฉ๐ปโ๐ค chuckle ๐ as I โ๏ธ walked off. ๐ถ When โฑ๏ธ I โ๏ธ came to pay ๐ฐ for my stuff ๐ฝ up front I saw ๐๏ธ him ๐ฉ๐ปโ๐ค trying to walk ๐ฅท๐ป out the doors ๐ช with like fifteen Milky Ways ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ in his hands ๐๐ป without โ paying. ๐ฐ The girl ๐ง at the counter ๐๏ธ was very nice ๐ about it and professional, ๐ง and was like ๐ฃ๏ธ โSir, ๐ฉ๐ปโ๐ค you ๐ซต need to pay ๐ฐ for those ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ first.โ โฑ๏ธ At first โฑ๏ธ he ๐ฉ๐ปโ๐ค kept pretending ๐ญ to be tired ๐ด and not hear ๐ her, ๐ง but eventually โฑ๏ธ turned back around โช๏ธ and brought them ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ to the counter. ๐๏ธ When she ๐ง took one ๐ซ of the bars and started scanning ๐จ๏ธ it ๐ซ multiple times, ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ he ๐ฉ๐ปโ๐ค stopped ๐ her ๐ง and told ๐ฃ๏ธ her ๐ง to scan ๐จ๏ธ them ๐ซ each ๐ซ individually ๐ซ โto prevent ๐ any electrical ๐ infetterence,โ โก and then turned โฉ๏ธ around and winked ๐ at me. โ๏ธ I donโt ๐ even think ๐ญ thatโs โก a word. ๐ฌ After โฑ๏ธ she ๐ง scanned ๐จ๏ธ each ๐ซ bar ๐ซ and ๐ซ put ๐ซ them ๐ซ in a bag ๐ and started ๐ฌ to say ๐ฃ๏ธ the price, ๐ท๏ธ he ๐ฉ๐ปโ๐ค kept interrupting ๐ช her ๐ง by yawning ๐ฅฑ really loudly. ๐
sry 2 b mtlcore but theres something about a creamy caramel coffee a stale restant of mille-feuilles and a discarded 3/4 salmon bagel from the fridge that just hits different right after 3 bowl rips and before like 6 pills

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