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“She’s so sweet she’s always going out of her way to help others” quick someone give that girl all the love and safe space she deserves before being “sweet” (pathological people pleasing as a trauma response) destroys her and leaves behind a bitter empty shell of a person

making it through the day but at what cost

"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

I hope i dont wake up tomorrow. I hope i die tonight. If any day was good enough to die itd be today. So please, let me die tonight. I pray I die tonight.

“surely this will not cause my chronic illness to flare up,” i say, actively doing something that has never failed to flare my chronic illness

some of u bitches r trying your hardest to stay positive and hopeful despite all the bullshit you’ve been going thru and it really shows and i’m proud of u

therapists saying you're surprisingly self aware is like being called a pleasure to have in class for adults