Menial Ace

TAG YOUR MOOTS AND MAKE THEM EXPLAIN THEIR USERNAMES LORE

Starting with me:

Hyyl18 because when i was youngest i had a group in a random app with some friends and i didnt knew qhat username to use so i decided to create one with things i used to read since we were talking abt fanfic in this group so: Hot Yaoi Yuri Lemon +18 stuff (i was in my dirty era dont dare to judge me). Hyyl18 thats it. Now i use it everywhere yay

(i removed previous reblogs to keep the chain short)

I'll try to keep this short and not bore everyone with technical details

My username comes from quantum physics and im using it as a metaphor to describe my metastable state irl.

technical stuff below👇

in quantum field theory, a vacuum isn't just empty space.. it's a state of energy. and there are two states: true vacuum and false vacuum. the first one is the absolute lowest energy state possible (this is completely stable and can't be disrupted) the second one is a state that looks stable and secure on the surface but actually contains hidden reservoir of high energy. it's a local minimum meaning it's stable for now but only bc a barrier is holding back. if a false vacuum gets just a little bit of a nudge (this is a process called quantum tunneling) it will suddenly collapse into a true vacuum. this release of energy would trigger a "vacuum decay" which is a bubble of destruction expanding at the speed of the light that reshapes the laws of physics and destroys everything in its path

personal stuff below 👇

as for me, i use this to describe myself to express a deep sense of hidden instability and it implies that: -i look completely fine, stable and functional on the outside. im getting through the day but it's a facade -i feel like im one bad day, one stressful event or one minor inconvenience away from a collapse -im holding onto a massive amount of internal stress, trauma and anxiety and it takes a lot of energy to maintain this current stable state and i feel like a ticking bomb -also im on the verge of a massive reality shifting identity change. once i collapse out of my current state i will never be the same person again

TL;DR

my username is a poetic nerdy way of saying i look perfectly fine rn but im structurally unstable and fundamentally overwhelmed

more about my blog 👇

i consider this blog my alter ego. it's everything that im not in real life. it's a personal space to explore sides of me that i can't navigate irl. so everything you see from me here is just my second hidden personality

im tagging all my beautiful mooties (if you got tagged twice please ignore), but if any of you don't like this kind of posts, feel free to ignore or even tell me to stop tagging you in the future. no pressure to respond at all. i love you all mooties 🙃

About the blog itself, well, I try to keep it mostly fandom (right now Resident Evil and Baldur's Gate 3) related. I also am trying to develop creative expression that doesn't rely on yarn.

But inevitably some other shit will make its way in because either because its just to funny to not share or I am out of other reasonable venues to vent/share.

I pretty much refuse to do any personal/authentic posting on any social media. I don't mind hearing about other people's issues or lives, I just...don't want to share mine? The closest i get is vague blogging and I will try hard to maintain that because fuck people monetizing my data where I'm a bitchy little loser. If someone is going to make money off of that it should be me. My suffering should solely be mine to exploit.

Tagging: @m3ll1sa, @jortwearingjester, @d-angerboys, @sweetwaterpearlz

Lots of love to all y'all!

My username came from an inside joke in a short story I was writing, where one character is making fun of another for wearing embroidered jean shorts. The jorts conversation stuck in my head, and because I have a love of clowns and their medieval counterparts, the image of a jester wearing long jorts has lived rent free in my head ever since!

Umm... I used to have a different account & went by "State" for short. Old account got hacked so had to delete everything but I still wanted to go by State (I had that account for literal years, the name felt like a part of me) so I came up with Stately, then ofc I'm on Tumblr and therefore aspire to be a cryptid, so decided to dress for the job I want

tagging @jjiioouupp88 to join in

ok here’s the situation; I feel like in a large percentage of fan art on the pvp side of mcyt fanart lacks the muscles that fit with the type of physicality they art doing. First off, this isn’t like a bodybuilder type build. Most people who frequently train with weapons have more functional muscle that isn’t as noticeable as your usual gym bro, but it still does exist.

One of my most specific examples I have for fanart that I feel doesn’t do a character justice is uu!wemmbu. (Also feel the need to note I’m not shitting on anyone’s art and I really like a lot of people’s representations of uu!wemmbu, this is just a minor rant of mine) When you look at a mace in real like it is a heavy spiked ball of iron and it takes some work to lift. If you have someone who uses that frequently their shoulders are going to be defined and strong because that takes work to do. Additionally with the uu!wemmbu example flying, even with an elytra, does require core strength and balance which should be physically represented.