Last post on this tumblr app.
I really like tumblr. Iāve been on here on and off for years-since before I came to faith.
I deleted it for multiple reasons like idolatry, identity issues and sexual immorality.
I think Iām deleting it for good this time now. Tumblr is a good pasttime but I donāt think I need anything to past time. Time is too precious. Too valuable. Iām learning to say āTeach us to number our days so that we may apply our hearts to your wisdomā because God gives us so much time in a day.
And tbh, tumblr isnāt very productive. The input and output are off. Iām not getting any other type of satisfaction other than a few likes and relogs and people liking my profile pic. I reached 100 reblogs on a few original posts. Thatās cool but Iām not getting paid or anything like that. Iāve seen some people get 20,000 reblogs and likes and I think āfor what?ā And Most importantly I donāt think the Kingdom was advanced at all because I only blogged for aesthetic reasons.
I really need to learn my own aesthetic though.
I may still blog on my computer but that may be rare rare. I think I need to move on from dope visuals and lofty dreams of traveling and seeing the world and fly fashion. Thereās more to life. Iām in my late 20s and Iām really ready to live a sacrificial life for the Most High.
Iāve seen some of my fav blogs now be defunct and just not be used anymore. Blogs like American Gentility (mines used to be called āHumbled Gentitlityā so we were like bros in preppy fashion) and another about architecture. I liked preppy stuff and the idea of being upper class but the reality is that Iām a solid low middle class lol.
Iām not rich in wealth. But Iām rich in life. Iām learning to believe that.
The more that I get closer to The Most High, the more that the things of the world (that were once pure) become more beige and then khaki and then just downright dirty and impure. I can discern their true inner selves.
But anyway, Iām just writing. By the way, if youāre this specific Homegirl that I hit up in messages, please call that number. Right now I might have eyes only for you.
Grace and Peace,
MM
