moved.

Had she more time to think about the situation properly, Chacha might have considered just how much the child didn’t actually seem to know what they were really doing here. The girl didn’t seem excited as she was summoned - despite what the servant had previously thought was a well staged coup on the other mage’s setup.

“Huh wassda the matter, Master?”

She couldn’t help but ask, some aching part of her wondering if her new master had wanted someone else than her to seem so flustered. Could it be that even someone as young as she was knew about all the terrible things she’d done in her mortal life? Or maybe they were disappointed in her manifestation? ( Maybe she thinks I’m a weak, good-for-nothing servant! ) 

“Whooaaa! Heeey!! You don’t need to drag Chacha! Chacha’s much faster than you, you know!”

Not quite one for the art of stealth, the princess couldn’t help but whine, caught up in the idea that she might have been perceived as some useless servant, even to a mage as young as this.  

“Come on, I’ll show you! Up-! ” 

That would be about the closest thing to a warning that the berserker would give her new master before she’d scoop up the other girl, hands under her knees and the behind her back. Her class meant she did posses very strong….strength! Which meant she could jump really high! 

Sticking the landing, however, is a bit more of an issue ( especially when this Azai princess had also definitely over estimated  how high she could jump ! ) , so instead of leading her gracefully to the roof support beams, she ends up landing backwards on a pile of crates instead - only a few feet higher from where they started. Maybe just out of reach of that old guy if they were lucky.

“Owwie…” she whines, realizing she might have gotten a bit overconfident. Least she was smart enough to shield her master from the impact. Hopefully. 

“Hmmm- a-actually, Chacha thinks this whole ‘escaping’ thing is lame to begin with. Can’t I just burn him to a crisp instead? Chacha can shoot fire from her hands, you know!” 

🍒　九重りん　 🍒

　there was almost nothing　about the situation that she understood .　why did this girl appear suddenly when she stepped into that circle ?　why does she seem even less concerned about the whole thing even though she’s the one that appeared out of thin air ?　what was that thing that looked like a toy she’d grabbed from the circle ?　why’s she calling her master ?

　not that she had long to think about that before the girl picked her up && leapt into the air higher than she thought was possible for a human　—　much less a kid who appeared to be pretty close to her own age .　the girl’s actions had at least kept rin from hitting the crates beneath them for the most part ,  but it was definitely enough to momentarily knock the breath from her lungs .

　she was still attempting to process what had just happened when she heard the girl mention being able to shoot fire from her hands .　&& between that statement && her superhuman jumping ability　—　rin was growing more && more certain that this girl isn’t a normal human .　might explain why she’d suddenly appeared in the middle of what appeared to be a magic circle ,　but even that didn’t answer all of her thousands of questions .

　she’d shake her head quickly　—　still little idea as to just what was happening .　only knew that guy was still close by && would probably be angry as soon as he figured out something happened .　which would probably be soon considering the amount of noise that fall had just made .　for the moment ,　she would sit up ,　getting off the strange girl as amber eyes scanned the surrounding area before landing back on the girl .　"　you really prob'ly shouldn’t　—　kill him　—　"

so, unfortunately my computer decided to pull some bullshit && i somehow lost all my shit. so all my icons and page caps n stuff are gone. thankfully, i had shared some of my icons for a few of my muses, so i have my base icons for rin, taiga, and schwi.

normally i wouldn't use other people's icons bc rip, but for the time being because classes are about to start soon and i don't want to just stop rping until i can get 17 muses worth of icons made, i'm going to be using icons cropped by other people, who i will credit on my muse page Soon

for now, my icons will be unedited and 100x100. i won't edit any made by other people and, to keep things consistent, i won't edit my own icons until i have at least base icons for most other muses. anyone i cant find icons for from other people and who i use more often will be higher priority compared to those i have icons for.

please excuse my. mess of a blog rn. promise i'm working on it ;; i'll drop a list of muses i have icons for and don't have icons for / the person that made them in another post so ahhhhh rip

new muse !!!

i have no self control and am currently adding chloe von einzbern from fate!kaleid linear prisma illya! tysm to ryan @maestro-of-muses for the icons! i haven't watched fate!stay night yet but i'm going to so pls be a little easy on me for a little bit imma watch it soon.

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“Just stop it!” She finally yelled at her, though she immediately regretted it. But this was getting to be way too much. “Just..stop teasing me already! My heart..can’t take this! You have no idea how much I want to!”

It was more likely Rin knew exactly how she felt, but she may have pushed her into a corner a bit too much this time.

“I can’t take it…You can’t just..do all that stuff, cuddling, kissing my head, tell me you have a crush on me and ask me to kiss you…We can’t…We’re both girls..a-and you…You like sensei, don’t you? So why? Why do you torture me like this when you know how I feel?!”

Her emotions were going crazy, she wasn’t even sure what she’s saying at this point. She was saying all this without thinking first, she just knew she had to get her feelings out now.

🌹　九重りん　🌹

　she's right ,　of course .　it was mean to tease her like this .　something rin knew well enough .　nothing could ever really come of it ,　&& maybe that was why she was doing this .　because her crush on sensei was too painful now .　too dangerous now .　because even if she had a chance with him ,　he wasn't the one who needed her .　he wasn't the one who would die without her .

　maybe that was why she'd gone to kuro .　because now that she was trying to keep sensei at arm's length ,　that pit of loneliness residing in her chest that she thought she'd grown so familiar with only felt even deeper .　maybe she was hoping kuro could help .　that because they're both girls　—　because they can't really be together　—　it would be alright .　neither could expect it to last forever ,　so when it didn't ,　it would be okay .

　but that was a hope borne of sheer desperation　—　the selfish desire to still have someone who might love her even when she knew she couldn't .　it was stupid ,　though .　something all too clear now as wide amber eyes met deep violet　—　shock shifting quickly to a resigned understanding .　didn't know why kuro's rejection stung so badly when she hadn't even thought very hard about what she was doing .

@memoryrot ( Rin ) ll Plotted

Don’t wanna. Chacha doesn’t want to go with him…

It took all her concentration to keep herself from manifesting before him - her spirit origin stuck somewhere between the throne of heroes and the real world. She had just barely had a chance to see the Azai bean bags that had been placed in the center of the summoning circle the older Mage had drawn to call her forth. 

She didn’t really know if any other heroic spirit had ever refused a call from a catalyst before, but she was determined to give it everything she had. As much as those beanbags ( representative of the last innocent memory she could enjoy sharing with her two sisters before tragedy would consume all of them ) drew her temptation, she refused to materialize. 

Mages were selfish. They wanted to use servants for wars and other violent ends that Chacha wasn’t interested in. She just wanted to keep this form - to be young and innocent again. Why was that so much to ask for-?

ugh. Chacha doesn’t want to be taken in by another creepy old man…

Everything was starting to hurt. She didn’t have form of magical resistance, so that sort of thing should have been expected. It’s not like servants were meant to resist their own summons.

Even if had stopped chanting his stupid verses, she it’d probably be only a matter of time before he started a new attempt. Who knew what he’d done - or what he’d paid - to get his catalyst, after all. He’d stepped out, but he’d be back. And all she could do was wait - stuck in the place between worlds, stubbornly maintaining her non-physical, spirit form  to refuse him his command seals for just a few minutes more. 

But just as she was starting to resign herself to her fate, she feels a new surge of mana, which lit up the circle the previous mage had drawn for her. She gets to see the face of the the one responsible for just a second - ah! It’s a girl! A child! Perfect! 

This time, she doesn’t hesitate to respond to the catalyst. A bright glow of light accompanies her as she materializes, standing proudly with her hands on her hips in triumph.

“Whahaha! You’re such a sneaky opportunist! Chacha admires your scheming ways! Way to go! Hurray, hurray! ” She couldn’t help but clap, stopping only to pocket the three bean bags on the floor. No way she was leaving them here to be found by someone else. Stupid adult mages and their catalysts! It was no fair!

“Hehe, now what do you say we get out of here before that old geezer comes back, Master~?” 

🌹　九重りん　🌹

it had been luck that made her stumble upon the ritual && curiosity that made her stay .　that managed to convince her to approach when the man standing at the circle wandered off　—　seemingly frustrated .　didn’t seem to be going how he wanted it to .　not surprising ,　considering the fact that nothing seemed to have happened .　but she’d never seen this kind of thing in real life ,　before .　wasn’t familiar with magic or how it worked .

so it was natural that she was interested .　approached quietly ,　careful eye kept on the nearby mage .　but she was quickly distracted by the sudden ,　bright light that materialized before her　—　amber eyes widened as something in the circle seemed to react to her presence .　&& right away ,　she was terrified that she would be caught　—　that she’d done something to mess things up .　that he’d get angry at her over it .

but then the other young girl appeared before her ,　right in the blinding light as that glow began to fade .   she watched in confused awe as the newly - manifested girl picked up the bags on the floor ,　trying to understand what she was saying .　after all ,　rin was far from a sneaky opportunist .　moreso a curious trespasser ,　but this girl ,　whoever she was ,　was probably on the right track .　if the bright light hadn’t gotten the man’s attention ,　the sound of voices probably would ,　&& rin certainly didn’t want to be around when the guy came back .　especially now that something had actually happened .

it didn’t nullify her shock or confusion ,　though .　especially not when this girl was calling her master .　because what did that mean ?　was certain she didn’t know her .　but that might have to be something she’d address later ,　considering the close proximity of the aforementioned old geezer .　“　um　—　yeah .　we need to get outta here before he notices　—　you .　”　&& probably that the girl had stolen whatever those bags in the center of the circle were .

🌹　九重りん　🌹

　her walk home　was so familiar it was easy to find herself following it without even considering the directions .　a left here .　after crossing three streets ,　a right .　then the dusk - lit park .　a pretty one ,　but it was always all but abandoned by the time she reached it .　would barely hear the chirping of crickets past the dull haze that would cloud her thoughts ,　because it was better than thinking .　sometimes that haze would be shattered by a text message .　the vibration of her phone in her pocket that demanded her attention .　but more often than not ,　she would find herself at the door ,　surrealist haze ebbing as she’d make herself focus on homework .

　normally ,　that was how it went .　but today ,　something else managed to pull her attention away from nothing .

　it was the same park it always was　—　empty except for a distant chatter of giggling high - schoolers　&&　a figure at the edge of the fountain ,　leaning over it .　reaching out ,　as if to grab something .　watched as the girl seemed to retrieve something from it .　a book or a notebook or something .　didn’t take a genius to figure out what was going on .　that it was probably not because of an accident .

　she’d close the distance between herself　&&　the large fountain easily ,　pulling herself up onto the edge near the older girl to look into the water .　she’d barely thought about what she was doing ,　really　—　impulsivity in the face of these kinds of situations something not entirely uncommon .　she has time ,　anyways .　would otherwise be home alone for another few hours ,　anyways .

　the rest of the books were too far to reach for the other girl　—　not to mention too far for her ,　considering her own shorter arms .　but the water wasn’t too deep　—　maybe just enough to reach her knees .　&&　probably cold .　unpleasant when the temperature was already beginning to fall as the sun set .　she’d abandon her backpack ,　shoes ,　&&　socks on the ground behind her .　“　i’ll get it .　”　should be easy enough to keep the rest of her clothes from getting wet .

📚      𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒶𝓀𝑜 𝒾𝓀𝑒𝓏𝒶𝓌𝒶 .      📚

          she   doesn’t   understand   why      lily   was   so   insistent   on   focusing   so   much   on   her .      still   so   embarrassed   letting   lily   touch   her   like   this .      felt   guilty   that   the   other’s   touch   felt   so   incredible .      couldn’t   help   but   feel   like   she   didn’t   deserve   her .      definitely   didn’t   deserve   so   much   attention .      but   that   guilt   was   overridden   by   the   selfish   desire   to   let   lily   keep   going .      felt   so   much   better   than   anything   else   she’d   ever   really   felt .      an   intense ,      overwhelming   heat   that   started   deep   in   her   stomach ,      enveloping   her   whole   body      —      felt   like   even   her   brain   was   melting ,      but   in   the   most   indescribably   incredible   way .

☄️      𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒈𝒂 𝒂𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒌𝒂 .      ☄️

          she   couldn’t   think      about   much   of   anything   anymore .      nothing   outside   of   him   &&   his   touch   &&   the   heat   of   his   body      —      breath   came   heavy   &&   panting   as   she   dug   her   nails   into   his   back ,      pulling   him   down   to   meet   his   lips   with   her   own .      every   nerve   in   her   body   so   much   more   sensitive   than   she   ever   thought   possible      —      pleasure   almost   bordering   on   pain ,      every   brush   of   his   fingers   against   her   clit   sending   making   her   entire   body   shudder ,      low   moan   escaping   her   as   slender   thighs   squeezed   against   his   sides   as   her   back   arched .

          she   wasn’t   entirely   sure   how   more   she   could   take ,      but   she   didn’t   want   to   stop .      &&   he   didn’t   seem   to   be   planning   to ,      either .      instead   felt   him   shift ,      pressing   the   head   of   his   dick   against   her   entrance      —      &&   as   he   pushed   inside   her ,      she   already   felt   her   next   climax   building ,      insides   squeezing   him   tightly   as   her   thighs   quivered ,      muscles   in   her   stomach   tightening   as   she’d   curl   her   fingers   into   his   hair ,      other   hand   digging   nails   into   his   back ,      trying   to   hold   on   to   him ,      pulling   him   closer.

“W-Wha…”

She was quite torn betweeen embarrassment and confusion as her friend suddenly walked up and squished her cheeks. The occasional odd, playful gesture from Rin wasn’t out of the ordinary, but sometimes unexpected.

God I’ll never wash my face again.

“Whawha…What’re you doing..? I-Is my face that squishy?”

🌹 𝓻𝓲𝓷 𝓴𝓸𝓴𝓸𝓷𝓸𝓮 . 🌹

she’d giggle as she squished her friend’s cheeks — grinned back at her squished cheeks . it’s really cute . almost too cute . all part of kuro’s doll - like charm . like a soft , warm baby doll . “ you just look extra cute today , so i had to . you’re cheeks ’re just so soft && squishy looking . see ? ”

☄️      𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒈𝒂 𝒂𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒌𝒂 .      ☄️

          it   took   a   moment      for   her   to   realize   just   what   he   was   talking   about      —      but   when   it   hit   her ,      amber   eyes   would  widen ,      blush   rose   to   her   cheeks   almost   instantaneously   as   she   instinctively   started   working   on   trying   to   get   it   off ,      albeit   her   sudden   panic   wasn’t   exactly   making   her   any   less   clumsy .      “      what ?      crap      —      come   on ,      you   gotta   help   me   take   it   off .      ”      didn’t   entirely   know   what   it   said   about   her   that   she   hadn’t   even   noticed   she   was   still   wearing   the   thing   until   he   mentioned   it .      

☄️      𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒈𝒂 𝒂𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒌𝒂 .      ☄️

          she   shouldn’t   be   blushing      at   something   so   small ,      &&   yet ,      she   couldn’t   stop   herself .      couldn’t   help   the   effect   his   words   had   on   her .      felt   the   heat   of   his   breath   at   the   crown   of   her   head      —      the   feeling   of   his   lips   at   her   hair ,      sending   shivers   down   her   spine ,      breath   heavy   as   she   pressed   her   hips  down   to   meet   his   own ,      slick   inner   walls   squeezing   around   him .