open diary

“Don’t just treat her special when you are alone. Show her she’s the first priority over everyone.”

“If you lose a friend because you’re honest, it wasn’t a good friend.”

“I can’t be shaken anymore, by anyone. I’ve got to that point in my life that if you’re not a good person, and you can’t make me feel good with love and life, then fuck off, basically.”

“I like clingy. I like when someone purposely grabs my hand to show other people I’m theirs. I like that when something exciting happens during the day, I’m the first person you want to tell. I like coming back to an “I miss you” text message when I’m in class or taking a nap. I like that random call at one in the morning just because you wanted to hear my voice. I little gestures that show I’m important, and you enjoy having me in your life.”

“We all need someone who knows how to both, pleasure and respect us.”

“I’m not easy to love. I’ll break down sometimes in the middle of the night and if you’ll ask me what’s wrong, I’ll just shake my head and smile at you. You’ll always here the phrases, “nothing”, “i’m fine”, “it’s okay” coming out from me, even though I obviously show there’s something inside that is bothering me. I got a lot of secrets, that I tell the moon every night and if you think i’d share it to you, think again. I have issues and insecurities, I won’t believe if you say I’m beautiful because I know I’m not. I have flaws that I think everyone shouldn’t see except for me. I’m not easy to love, I’m the most complicated. maybe that’s why they don’t try.”

“Love yourself so much that when someone treats you wrong, you recognize it”