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Phoebe by @melodi-jackson

Theia by @kaiiaberry

Estella by @box-n-bits

Lunay by @missrubyartist

Shailee by @stxr-shine

Laia by @nadinescholtes

Sandi by @eyesofbunnies

Darling by @crybabybell

Sakura by @sassshow

*Sigh* there’s a lot I need to talk about the whole situation of TSBS/TSAMS fandom. So I know I posted about that I needed to take a break from everything of TSBS , but I’m actually serious this time. I’m quitting from TSBS because well, reasons. The lore is absolutely insane and the writing in general is just boring. It just seems that they’re trying too hard to make it enjoyable. The characters don’t even feel like they’re good and some of them were good. Let’s start off with new moon/nexus. Davis confirmed that his whole character arc was poorly written and didn’t have any ideas for it which pissed me off but I’m not going to complain about it. Now I understand it’s hard to run a show like this, especially when they post daily. But with all honesty, they should go slow and take breaks to start a good story. But we have to “trust the process” because of the pattern (if I hear correctly) ‘game-then-lore episodes‘, but due to being low on views they stopped.

Now Tsams has always been a passion project (but I might be mistaken.) by the vas themselves but the fandom has hated the choices they made. They have been told many times that the company is to blame. The company wants money and views. They don’t want good writing quality for a good show. Thats how it usually works for most of them. I feel very bad for Vas writers who suffer from the hate they get from people who don’t understand how hard they put into writing. And they don’t even get paid enough for it. Like seriously? Some TSBS ended or rebranded because they are not paid enough? Blame the companies fault.

I’m afraid to get harassed and threatened by people if I share my opinions on this. It hasn’t happened to me yet. But here’s some news I’ve been wanting to share:

I’ve created a new tumblr blog! privately for my own personal thoughts. Another reason is just to separate my hyper fixations from my main account so that I have more space to share. This blog is well only known for TSBS content. I will still do art and my tsams oc because I still love the characters and still interact with other artists and their artwork.

I’ll repost this with my new blogs name. If you’re interested with my future endeavors, be sure to come over!

Alright yall, that’s all I have to say. This has been a fun journey for me. Thank you so much for everything!

It might be time for me to leave TSAMS/TSBS completely.

Here's why.

Firstly, the general spiral of the show's writing. I noticed a little over a year ago the slow decline in the quality of the writing—big decisions seemed to have been made for no real reason and characters were doing or saying things that would really only make the situation worse, even if they normally wouldn't have done something of that sort, or wouldn't have made that decision so hastily. Then it became apparent that either they either weren't putting in much effort into the show or they simply had no ideas. (I'd like to think they had no ideas, I believe wholeheartedly that Davis and Reed are dedicated hardworking individuals and love the show.) Comparing the writing today to the writing even a year ago, there's a difference. A big difference. I understand that they post daily, and a show like this is hard to run. In all honesty, I prefer that they'd take longer to post than post mediocre content. The system they had with game-then-lore episodes allowed prerecorded content to be posted and more time on storylines (if I'm not mistaken), but they stopped doing that due to "low views".

That's the second thing—the company, "Blackshore". I don't know if they'd always had a company (If I remember correctly, TSAMS was a passion project at some point but I may be wrong), but we've been told many times that decisions that everyone hated were made not on the VAs' or the writers' whims, but on the company's. There's been multiple instances of stolen models, bad management, and overall lack of quality control. They want views, they want money. Not good writing or even a good show. (i.e. the random brainrot, straight up goonerbait, sudden model changes or channels ending) If I remember correctly, one of the main reasons that TEAPS ended was Davis literally wasn't being paid enough. Are we serious? The main guy, THE Davis, not getting paid for HIS characters and voice? Be so real. I used to pin these on the VAs / writers (I formally apologize for that), but it's this damn company.

Third, and personally the most important and detrimental to my decision—the fandom. I've had just horrible experiences with this damn fandom, such as the drama with SillyPers0n (Wenni3) and f1zzyst4r (Sk!ttl3z), where Wennie and I had our works stolen and desecrated by Sk!ttl3z. This will be the only mention of this. DON'T ask. I've been harassed and threatened for my opinions and the ships I enjoy, as well as people tracing, copying, and mocking my art. Don't get me wrong, I've met some of the most amazing, wonderful, and talented people ever in this fandom, but unfortunately the bad outweighs the good in this situation, especially with the severity.

The shows aren't interesting to me anymore—not after TEAPS ended and TSAMS entered this "new era". I can't get myself to watch the episodes anymore and I really only interact with my AUs and my friend's art of the shows.

It's been my thing for years now, I've been here since the damn start, but I think it's time to Old Yeller this old horse, throw out this doll that's torn and moldy.

So what does this mean for the future of my works, and this blog?

My main AUs (MGNS, Plushie Possession <- which i haven't written yet, and some others) as well as my TSAMS OCs will remain unchanged. MGNS, however, is on a short hiatus due to my mental health and schoolwork, but will continue as it was soon enough. I will continue to interact with other works and art from the fandom since I still love the characters and their lore as it used to be, just not the newer stuff nor will I be making more content of my own besides the previously mentioned projects.

I'm thinking of making a new blog, since I know I'm really only known for my TSBS content, so I'll reblog this later with the new blog's name, if you're interested in my future endeavors.

Thank you, and goodbye. <3

DCA Bee and Puppycat AU

i quickly put together some designs for a bee and puppycat dca au. its inspired by the show bee and puppycat by Natasha Allegri

there's two versions, their normal forms and then there lil creature forms. starting off we got them as lil guys!

alright next here is their normal forms.

basically the rough plot is that when someone is looking at them they look like lil creatures but when no one can see them they turn into there normal forms. its some sorta weird curse they are under.

their bells can glow to btw

i also have an eclipse design for this au but its in more WIP stages if ya wanna take a look. (im holding a poll for a bit to help pick colors)

i ramble on a lil more about this au below

Pistanthrophobia

The fear of trusting people due to past experiences with relationships gone bad.

Sun could have a gajillion of fears. Canonically, this Suns most true fear. He’s had A LOT of bad relationships and the most toxic relationship he’s had is moon. Sun could have a I think it’s true he has this type of phobia but what do you think?

I don't know the name of the fear phobia much but yes lol, he definitely has that.

I mean, that dude is the amount of trauma and C-ptsd fused in one person, all his plot life can make his therapist go traumatized and I'm not kidding.

And you know how Nexus mentioned getting hard?

Because this is what Sun sensitive about, it is his pain. And he was so vulnerable to tell that to Moon, and Moon back then was so tender with Sun about that.

It was Moon who said it is not his fault.

It is Moon who said Sun couldn't control it and you did a good job.

But it is gone.

The moment Sun makes Moon angry , Moon immediately points the finger at Sun, saying it all his fault.

Signed by an Anon who doesn’t want to get jumped for saying this but really needs to get this thought out before they explode.

Moon always has an victims mentality, he just subtly about it.

Let's check the box:

- Often placing blame on external factors or other people when things go wrong

(The moment he is mad, Sun is directly blamed. Moon might say It is not anyone's fault, but then he immediately points his finger at Sun or Nexus or Killcode. )

I blocked my emotions, treated Sun terribly because I got locked in Sun's head. It is not Sun's fault but still it is why I'm like this. (Every damn time of his excuse)

- Having trouble taking personal responsibility or seeing how you may have contributed to a situation

Sun, I have tried to apologise for you multiple times, you just didn't listen. (You mean like how you get angry when Sun ignores you and call him an idiot?)

- I hide things from you because remember back then when you killed me, yes it was out of your control but again, when you killed me? I know you are so focused and stubborn

- I would leave the house that I bought and make everyone upset with you because you couldn't move on because I think it would be better if my feelings lay on your hand?

- I hit you because I couldn't stop Eclipse and I am stressed over it?

- It is not my fault I am an asshole to you, it is Killcode fault that makes me aggressive and you are the only one here for me to get frustrated and you need to understand I am not mean to?

- Being overly critical of yourself or others

I hate myself. I am a parasite. Sun, your only good job is cleaning after my mess. I am unfeeling terribly machine deserves the hate from everyone

Sun I should leave and kill myself because Nexus torture me. What? You need me? Lol, I only live because of you and nothing else.

I'm useless and my only good is my tech and this is who I am and you are better than me

Self-sabotage

Literally every moment of his entire life. Even now with the whole I locked emotions because I want Sun to feel better instead of actively making up for Sun

associating only with people who think like you

Have you ever seen Solar or Monty or Molten say things or do things opposite Moon wants or likes? They had to sugarcoat it to the point it has to be Sun and Moon fault and not entirely Moon fault

Anagapesis means ‘no longer feeling any affection for someone you once loved.’

This word describes how it fits perfectly with sun and moon’s relationship except sun still loves moon but it’s not how he used to love him. Sun always wanted a brother ’that help kids fall asleep. The one that soothes him when bad stuff happens in his own head.’ He did have a good brother, he had nexus. But sun needed love from the one that he always had. But moon always fall back on his words, he can’t keep any of his promises, he’s still treats him like crap even though he tries so hard to not be like how he was before. But sun still can’t get any of it. He can’t trust moon anymore. He gives up.

I hadn't heard of it, but I wholly agree it describes their current relationship to a T. Sun is angry, he's exhausted, he's been betrayed so many times by his brothers and now he's just done with it all. He has no forgiveness left, no love left to give, even though everyone expects him to muster something from nothing and forgive Moon once again because, "he's your brother, you love him." Like it's not Moon's fault that Sun is giving up on him to start with, because Sun forgave so much and loved so much and Moon only ever took it for granted.

Sun did have a good brother in Nexus, at first, but considering the fact that Nexus very quickly made it clear he wasn't the same Moon, of course having his love wasn't the same as having the love of the old Moon. They've never been interchangeable, even in the past.

And I'm sorry, I don't want to sound rude but I have to remark on this because ignoring it is a personal pet peeve of mine: Nexus didn't do much better by Sun.

He took Sun's love and forgiveness for granted, and even before his villain arc he fell into the same bad habits Sun is angry with Moon for now.

Pushing him away, treating him like a child, like an idiot, like he needed to be protected. Running off to do things on his own or taking help from anyone but Sun, almost like he'd rather die than take Sun's help. He outright told Eclipse, "you either report to me or Solar" when Sun was standing right there. He also literally disappeared for a whole week once without telling Sun where he went- in fact, pretty sure he only told Solar where he went.

And having had to go through all that with Nexus too is, I'm fairly certain, a big part of the reason why Sun is so drained and has no mercy for Moon anymore. Because history keeps teaching him, these guys don't respect him or his boundaries. And while neither of them deserve to be punished for the other's mistakes, they both have had a major hand in draining Sun overall.

Sadly it's only making Moon trauma getting mentioned harder and I get tired of Moon doesn't change and keep using that shit over and over.

Like Moon needs help to be better yes.

But also... How many times people help him and he just... Unchanging?

He was aware of his problem but refused to ever fix it .

Getting hallucinations only another shoe in the box proving that Oh I am Moon and I am monster and look, my hallucinations make me insane!!!!

But if Moon gets hallucinations and then break down immediately, I would be so mad because remember back then when Sun hallucinations BM and Nexus ?

What did Moon say?

Oh yeah, I have that too. And immediately joke about shipping Sun with BM.

No hug, no comfort.

Only when come at Nexus, did he tell Sun to numb off all his feeling.

And that MF also jokes about Nexus death like three times per week

Meanwhile, nexus in super hell gets to enjoy moon suffering all while being impressed with sun as he’d reject moon. Sun gets a bit feeling that something or someone is near him, he could hear laughter from empty air. He could tell that certain someone is watching all this time and he put on a good show for them. Sun just gives a light smirk that nexus enjoyed it.

That so hot. I suddenly have a funny idea. What if the moment Moon unlocks his emotions, Sun is the one who actually locks it.

It would be so funny when Moon starts crying and talks about feeling (he still does it now but in this moment, he actually knows how to stop being a selfish prick) and Sun just doesn't care.

Like, my boy is just tired and thinks secretly if he can do more things useful than just looking at Moon be in distress.

I uh…….im not sure what I did. But I made hazard and modrolith child?? I’m not sure if it’s what it looks like but I tried.

Hope it’s good 👍

Omg baby! <3 <3

Aaaaaaaaaa I love them so much, look at the bab. One of my first Haz x Mo fan children

Mo and Haz loving their new baby. And some of their other children come to look at new sib

Though little correction sorry. Hazard and Modrolith have no biological children. Adopted and claimed by Hazard? Yes. Biological? no.

Nexus: “Sun, I think the cycle only ends when you find the will to walk away” This is the only way, it’s only a matter of time before he snaps at you again. He’s close to being me, ironic isn’t it? How he made a clone to fix his own problems and always talk shit about me and I was clearly a better brother than him, I never got any credit for anything I’ve done. I comforted you, protect you, we did things together, we were… just trying to make it work for us. What does moon do? Lying, Backstabbing, making excuse after excuse, tells you ‘I only call you if I need you’ makes you feel like you’re not a victim but he is right about one thing, it is your fault that I’m like this. Oh sun…. I know how much you prefer me over him and you I’ll just be mocking you, but know this…it’ll be hilarious if you reject him as brother and I’ll be laughing at that. Maybe…. I won’t hate you anymore, we are the same after all.

If sun goes on a villain arc, nexus would either be proud or jealous or maybe just both.

Damyum.... It's delicious angst. Nexus will definitely be concerned lol

Nexus: “Sun, I think the cycle only ends when you find the will to walk away” This is the only way, it’s only a matter of time before he snaps at you again. He’s close to being me, ironic isn’t it? How he made a clone to fix his own problems and always talk shit about me and I was clearly a better brother than him, I never got any credit for anything I’ve done. I comforted you, protect you, we did things together, we were… just trying to make it work for us. What does moon do? Lying, Backstabbing, making excuse after excuse, tells you ‘I only call you if I need you’ makes you feel like you’re not a victim but he is right about one thing, it is your fault that I’m like this. Oh sun…. I know how much you prefer me over him and you I’ll just be mocking you, but know this…it’ll be hilarious if you reject him as brother and I’ll be laughing at that. Maybe…. I won’t hate you anymore, we are the same after all.

If sun goes on a villain arc, nexus would either be proud or jealous or maybe just both.

Damyum.... It's delicious angst. Nexus will definitely be concerned lol