Erl

I don't want to be awake.

I can’t bring myself to tell my friends how bad I really got.

I can’t go to bed. Not until I’m exhausted. I can’t risk lying in the dark and having time to think, and regret, and feel, and think some more.

I can’t go to bed. Not until I’m exhausted. I can’t risk lying in the dark and having time to think, and regret, and feel, and think some more.

I was walking outside this morning, but everything seemed a little too much for me today.  Tears started filling up my eyes, and as they started dripping down my cheek, all I could think was how tired I am of this world. All I wanted was to drop on the ground and yell at the world how exhausted I am of everything.