“You are worth finding. Worth knowing. Worth loving. You and all your one million layers.”

When the eyes are tired, we cannot see. When the mind is tired, we cannot think. But when the heart is tired, we cannot anything.

When you check your follower count and 5 new porn bots have followed you

And it’s always an “I’ll call you later,” and a “I’m sorry, I been busy all day.” It’s days without talking and short one minute phone calls where sometimes they don’t always say I love you back. So you tell yourself it’ll get better. You love them. They love you. But it doesn’t get better and soon “I’ll always be there.” turns into “I think we should take a break.” and you’re crying again, crying, crying, and always crying.

“I have done nothing all summer but wait for myself to be myself again —”