#meadcwcroft :: ind. sel. 18+ only oc with original lore. HEAVILY UNDER CONSTRUCTION
PERSONALS DNI. MUTUALS ONLY.
a study in devotion, body horror, religious trauma, generational curses, learned kindess, and the burdens that befall the parents of the chosen one
gabriel || she/they || 25
CONTENT WARNING: body horror, gore, religious imagery, general horror elements, and most nsft things. blogger discretion advised.
interest tracker || memes || headcanons || open starters || wanted plots
rules and about under the cut until i get a carrd made
rules
one. don’t be a dick. all usual rules apply (no godmodding, no bigotry, ect)
two. tag your shit, i’ll tag mine
three. anon hate will not be tolerated.
four. i will not ship silas with any muses under 25. this number may change.
five. i ship chemistry. don’t follow assuming you’ll get a ship.
six. feel free to fuck silas up. the angel cannot be fucked up, but in the immortal words of matt mercer, you can certainly try.
seven. enjoy the boy!
about
name: silas meadowcroft
age: 33
height: 6’4”
species: human possessed by an angel
occupation: verse dependant. blacksmith in main/fantasy verses, welder in modern verses
special abilities: harbors an angel – specifically a virtue – in his chest. when activated, the angel tears through his body and unleashes a holy rage upon the surrounding area. the angel invulnerable, impossibly strong, and difficult to control. it also wields a flaming sword created from silas’ ulna bone. when the angel is deactivated, silas must grow back body system by body system starting with the skeletal system, nervous, ect until he is fully regrown. the process is long, difficult, painful, and leaves silas incredibly vulnerable.
backstory: silas grew up in an unstable home, and spent every night praying to any god that would listen to protect him. one day, an angel answered, and told the boy (then eight) it would protect him if he allowed it into his heart. desperate and not knowing any better, silas allowed the possession. what the boy wasn’t told, however, was that the angel will never leave, and is fueled by a desire to destroy all that’s unholy and resembles injustice. from a young age with no help, silas had to learn to keep the angel within him, and has learned how to keep it under wraps.
when silas was twelve, he and four other children were chosen for a process called the god cycle: every generation, five children are selected to fight the child god – an abomination that will bring the end of all things if released. no group has ever survived, and only by silas losing grip on the angel and turning it loose, did he and one other survive. they were not praised, and were instead shunned. the children had always died when facing the child god, and silas and the other – a witch named johanna – surviving was seen as an omen. silas was banished from his home, and johanna shunned by her coven. both went their separate ways
eventually, silas settled down, got married to a witch name sophitia, had two children, lost the eldest to a murderer, got divorced, and got sole custody of the youngest. determined to be a good father to his remaining daughter, silas gave her all he could. her happiness became his reason for living.
until the day she was chosen for the god cycle. now he, along with johanna and the families of the other four children, must find a way to put the child god down for good. no one else’s children will die if he can help it.
personality: silas is a very serious man, but has his goofy moments (though they are rare.) he is distrusting, but when that trust is earned, he is fiercely loyal and devoted. once his favor is lost, however, its lost forever. on the surface he seems very grumpy and stoic, but deep down, he’s still the scared boy who made a deal that ruined his life.
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very suddenly and violently had an epiphany about the angel: for it to break lose, it requires blocking of all senses and sensations. that's what the black liquid that leaks from silas is: it's designed to block the five senses and induce panic in its host, forcing it to disassociate and be unable to block the angel from escaping the body (this is definitely something i planned from the beginning and not something i threw in to make silas more Not Normal that finally has a canon explanation)
me realizing writing the book instead of fantasizing about writing the book means i need to actually come up with the origins of the angel in silas' chest:
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“You people are really bad at this, aren't you?” came a new voice. The trio looked up to see two figures: a man and a woman. The man was the shorter of the two with short, dark hair and sunburnt skin. His eyes appeared to be a deep brown until the sun hit them just right, revealing them to be closer to the color of dried blood. On the left side of his face was the trademark black tendril tattoo of a Death Talker, though it didn't seem to be quite finished, as if he'd never finished his final trials.
Beside him, the woman — the taller of the two — was pale like she'd barely seen sun. Her shockingly white hair was cut into short, curly tufts that framed a sharp, nearly gaunt face. When the clouds in the sky shifted with the winds of fall, so did the cool grey of her eyes to a light blue. The air around her seemed to buzz as if she herself were a lightning storm. Both people had matching silver bands on their ring fingers, and neither looked very impressed by the trio on the ground.
as infuriating as it is, it's also low key rewarding seeing how quickly things change whilst writing a manuscript. silas himself is a big example: originally, the story was going to be about the kids and their training with the adults on their quest to stop the prophecy as a sideline. now it's reversed and the story is stronger for it. i've been trying to write this damned thing for going on six years now and the current draft is the closest i've ever gotten to actually feeling like i'm going to get it written. it's a nice feeling.
i have always imagined ephriam (one of the the other members of silas' party) being l.in m.anuel miranda. the cringe dad with a good heart and a permanent vague look of being haunted forever by forces unknown vibes were just too on the nose.
however, the more i write my beloved eef the more a different man has begun to take the ham man's place in my brain:
i am seriously considering making a sideblog for silas' other party members (theo, joel, the honeycutts, and the twins) but they keep changing so like 🧍♂️
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listen gang. i have to pick up my dead's mom's stuff from my abusive dad's house tomorrow so i am straight up not having a good time. good vibes and distractions would be appreciated.
my goal with the novel is not only to finish it and actually publish it but bask in the glorious day when i confirm the heights of all my characters on social media then turn my phone off
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