Some songs/interludes have been missed out for a lack of feasible writing prompts, and minor wording changes have been made in places.Β Feel free to change pronouns/wording to suit your muse!Β Minor TW for suicide references, mental health complications, obsession.
β I see shadows on the walls. β
β Everything gets fuzzy when you come around. β
β Iβm really not a bad guy. β
β Said a little prayer for you. β
β My brain just needs a little bit of cleaning. β
β I really had a good time. β
β Iβm running and I canβt stay here. β
β I think people like me better when Iβm hurt inside. β
β I think Iβm halfway there but my heart feels off. β
β Whatβs the point of being great if Iβm great and alone? β
β I want a brain that doesnβt hate me. β
β I wanna see my stupid fucking friends daily. β
β Iβm highkey and lowkey as hell. β
β I just wanna see ya. β
β How can I be a black hole and your favourite constellation? β
β Motherfucker, I look good today. β
β Self-care, [colour] hair, looking cute today! β
β Either way, Iβm in the conversation. β
β You only like me when Iβm numb. β
β The more I wrap myself up, the more Iβm coming undone. β
β You hate to laugh, youβreΒ βtoo coolβ for me. β
β You freak me out. β
β Iβm not a stalker. β
β You love me in such weird ways. β
β The way you tease is unfair. β
β Iβd break your knees to keep you here with me. β
β Iβm not leaving any signs, like the kind you think you find. β
β Whyβd you wake me? β
β I was having that same old dream again. β
β People miss the old you. β
β They hate everything that they all changed you into. β
β Iβve been dead since 2016. β
β Fuck my plans. β
β I think you need more from me. β
β I wish I was dead sometimes. [Hahaaa, just kidding!] β
β Hahaaa, just kidding! β
β I like how your hair smells. β
β If you look then you could see inside. β
β Iβm numb but still Iβm hurting. β
β You canβt kill what you canβt see. β
β Iβll take on every little thing you hand me. β
THEΒ SECRETΒ LIFEΒ OFΒ ME:
β First Iβd find my evil twin, then I would make best friends with him. β
β We complete each othersβ lines because our stupid brains connect. β
β I think I need a life or maybe nine,Β βcause I feel like Iβm running out of time. β
β Iβve seen a place Iβd like to stay. β
β Maybe paradise is somewhere deep inside. β
β Real life never feels like itβs mine. β
β Iβll dissociate until Iβm fine. β
β Maybe the world was made in six days, but I could ruin mine by Monday. β
β Maybe I should try to live one normal day. β
β Youβve been reading all about me. β
β If you need me, Iβm here now. β
β Iβll pack a suitcase, follow if you want. β
β Usually, Iβm all Iβve got. β
YOUβDΒ BEΒ PARANOIDΒ TOO:
β Youβd be paranoid too if everyone you knew was out to get you. β
β People treat me like Iβm an asshole, but I donβt text when I drive though. β
β I havenβt slept in days but whoβs counting? β
β BUT, I bought a bunch of candy.Β As much as they would give me. β
β Whoops!Β I got a little dark. β
β Iβm a little bit of a little bitch.Β So? β
β I might turn around and say some stupid shit. β
β Iβm sorry in advance for that shit. β
β When you talk, itβs in cursive to me. β
β Itβs like that shit was written in gel pen - and I love those.Β β
β Itβs true, Iβm a little bitch for you now. β
β I bought these really sick lights if you wanna come over. β
β For you, Iβd brave all the traffic outside. β
β Oh, shoot.Β I fucked that up! β
β I did great, you shouldβve been there. β
β Iβm the last one left on my good side. β
β Iβm magnetic to the things I hate the most. β
β Youβre all I want and more. β
β Iβm projecting big through a tiny screen. β
β What the fuckβd I do it for? β
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