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❛ i’d be so lost without you. ❜ ❛ i don’t know what i would have done if i’d lost you. ❜ ❛ i want you to remember me exactly like this. ❜ ❛ forever isn’t meant for people like us. ❜ ❛ do you think i’m just going to move on without you ? ❜ ❛ i almost lost you. ❜ ❛ i get too busy trying to make all these memories with you that i forget to live in the present. ❜ ❛ why can’t you see how much you mean to me ? ❜ ❛ i wish you’d stop being so reckless with your life. ❜ ❛ you could have died ! what were you thinking ?! ❜ ❛ if the price is losing you then i wouldn’t dare pay it. ❜ ❛ i think if you love someone enough they’ll live forever. ❜ ❛ i’m never going to let you go. ❜ ❛ you still don’t realize it, do you ? your death is mine. ❜ ❛ please - don’t do this. ❜ ❛ they say when you die your life flashes before you eyes and i hope they’re right - i’d get to see you one last time. ❜ ❛ i’ll always be with you. ❜ ❛ you’re the last thing i thought of before the world went dark. ❜ ❛ our love is epic. a fairytale. nothing can keep us apart. ❜ ❛ i am going to apologize in advance for what i’ll do to keep you safe. ❜ ❛ don’t scare me like that again ! ❜ ❛ none of this matters without you ! ❜ ❛ without you there’s nothing left to fight for. ❜ ❛ i know we’ll meet again. we always find each other. ❜ ❛ i don’t know how to say goodbye to you. ❜ ❛ you’re the only good i’ve ever known. ❜ ❛ stay with me ! come on -  ❜ ❛ never forget how much i love you. ❜ ❛ do me a favour. promise me that you’ll live well. ❜ ❛ don’t cry. we still have so much life to live yet. ❜ ❛ i wish i could keep you. ❜

— Katherine Mansfield, in a letter to Dorothy Brett, dated August 14 1918 (via luthienne)

DRUIG & MAKKARI in ETERNALS (2021)

❛ why do i need you so damn much ? ❜   ❛ this is just for one night. ❜ ❛ it’s one kiss. what harm can come from one kiss ? ❜ ❛ i think we’re going to have to be secretly in love with each other and that’s that. ❜ ❛ timing is a bitch, huh ? ❜ ❛ everything i’ve done, every change that i’ve made - it’s been for you. ❜ ❛ falling in love with you has made me hate myself. ❜ ❛ you’re in my veins. you’re under my skin. ❜ ❛ just let me go. ❜ ❛ this. us. it will get us killed and you know it. don’t you care ? ❜ ❛ you are my favourite secret. ❜ ❛ tell me that you don’t want this - lie to yourself. ❜ ❛ we crave what we can’t have. ❜ ❛ you’re just an itch i need to scratch. ❜ ❛ i need to get you out of my system. ❜ ❛ i can’t just … unlove you. i wish i could. ❜ ❛ are you ever going to choose me ? ❜ ❛ you are my weakness and my strength. ❜ ❛ shh … be quiet or they’ll hear us. ❜ ❛ i didn’t expect you to show. ❜ ❛ we can run away together. ❜ ❛ this is us that we’re talking about. nothing else matters but us. ❜ ❛ i hope that we meet again in another life. ❜ ❛ none of this makes sense but you - you’re the only thing that makes this world less crazy. ❜ ❛ i don’t care anymore. all i care about is you. ❜ ❛ what would we do if we could have a happily ever after ? ❜ ❛ i know i can’t have you but it kills me to see you happy without me. ❜ ❛ i belong to you. ❜ ❛ we were never going to work. ❜ ❛ we were just playing pretend. ❜ ❛ i’ve tried hating you but every time i expect to find a flaw i just end up loving you even more. ❜ ❛ i know i shouldn’t be here but … i just needed to see you. ❜ ❛ just tell me that you love me. i want to hear you say it - just once. ❜ ❛ i know that they’ll kill me but being without you is a kind of death anyways. ❜

you  can  keep  rearranging  the  deck  chairs  of  the  titanic  if  it  makes  you  feel  better.  but  the  fact  remains  that  we  are  too  late.  it’s  over.  we  failed.  #futureadapted   —  ind.  priv.  sel.  five  hargreeves.  penned  by  alex. 

this   city’s   angry   and   scarred.   like   me.   our   scars   can   destroy   us,   even   after   the   physical   wounds   have   healed.   but   if   we   can   survive   them,   they   can   transform   us.   they   can   give   us   the   power   to   endure,   and   the   strength   to   fight.   //   bruce   wayne   of   the   batman.   unmasked   by   rowan.     ©