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I'm living in a very unsafe place. I live in a severe hoarding situation, and this is actually the best it has ever been. Earlier this year the hoard was worse but my family cleared a lot if it out which only made my grandmother panic and she has actually gotten worse. I've been physically stuck, buried and trapped in this hoard before, the white on the left photo is the ceiling. It almost crushed me to death.

This is really awful for me in so many ways. Rats and mice are everywhere, I see one every day. The building structure of the house itself is collapsed in two rooms next to my room and my room is collapsing now. I dont have any electricity in my room... I have a broken window and I live in Wisconsin. When winter comes I will freeze to death because I'm disabled and cant regulate my body temperature. I cant cook food here because next to the stove behind me in the third photo is where most of the rats run from and I'm afraid everything will fall on me. I can't even safely use the toilet because the toilet isnt secure into the floor. We dont even have an actual floor. :(

I'm getting really sick because of the decades of mold and decay and vermin in this house. The stairs are majorly blocked by hoard and has no railing, I have almost fallen and for me that would mean something dislocated and broken.

Please please be an angel to me and help me escape here :( my friend is trying to help me move into her home in Wyoming. I'm trying to move around November 17th, before it gets too cold for me to stay alive. We need money for the travel ticket and to send the sentimental possessions I have over to hopefully start my first healthy safe life.

My ko-fi is https://ko-fi.com/liquidsnake

My PayPal is paypal.me/temptationrevelation

My friend's PayPal: paypal.me/lavaeris

(Mindful of our deadnames)

I’m a disabled WOC who is asking for help.

I am asking for help because I am in desperate need of a laparoscopic surgery to remove adhesions and I cannot afford it. right now I experience severe pain every single day. this surgery would improve my quality of life.

you may know me from my previous donation post

This is URGENT !!

I am currently waiting for insurance approval but even with insurance it’d still cost thousands of dollars... I really need help getting these funds. im so sorry, but I don’t have any other choice than to ask for help.

Here’s how you can donate if you are able to:

Cashapp: $emmar0seg

Venmo: @emmar0seg

PayPal

Gofundme (using the gofundme I had made for my previous donation posts so it mentions my hepatitis C)

(just in case you would like to donate thru there)

And here are some of the links they provided:

https://www.supportlrc.app/

https://www.gofundme.com/f/prevent-suicides-due-to-poverty-and-unemployment

https://www.gofundme.com/f/medical-relief-to-lebanon

https://www.gofundme.com/f/hope-for-lebanon

https://www.gofundme.com/f/lebanonneedsorg

http://www.caritas.org.lb/get_involved/donate

https://beitelbaraka.net/donation/pay/

https://gogetfunding.com/beirut-emergency-relief/

https://www.justgiving.com/crowdfunding/lebanon-relief

https://www.givingloop.org/offrejoie

https://www.gofundme.com/f/beirut-explosion-emergency-disaster-relief

Also Vitallia Animal Hospital is treating injured pets AND people. I can’t find a link to donate to them due to the language barrier, but they are in need of supplies and help. If anyone can add a link that would be great!

i will never know what it is like to buy a binder or a packer. and i have never seen a post about buying your first bra/gaff.

i dont know what its like to feel proud of having a flat chest. and i have seen posts saying to not be ashamed if you cant bind. but i have never seen one that says not to be ashamed if you do have a flat chest.

i have seen maybe 3 posts about tucking in my 5+ years on this website but i see about a dozen posts a month about binding and how that is something every trans person needs to be careful about.