i get off on picking scabs

the more i talk about tomodachi life with other people the more i want it. fuckkkk i cant i cant i cantttt T_T i cant justify spending 60 dollars with no job on the horizon… AAAUGHHHH.

my sister stole the pipe from the Weed Drawer so now i can’t smoke at night anymore. because we can’t All have nice things, only she can. AUGHH.

i feel such shame whenever i ask for food i’m not trying to make people feel like they have to serve me or go to the store i just don’t have money to buy things for myself and i feel weirdly embarrassed admitting i’m hungry i hate having this eating disorder cuz all it really does is make me a picky eater and that’s indefensible

i need to cull the herd

tumblr has made me mostly just angry today. ohhh well

i haven’t eaten i have therapy in 10 minutes my hair is still wet perpetually unemployed lowkey insomniac Going to scream

sometimes i get paranoid that there’s a carbon monoxide leak when i get tired and ill have to check on my family before i can accept it’s okay to lay down

you have to remember some people have jobs, therefor a steady income, and are also choosing to spend it stupidly. you can’t make Assumptions about whether or not they’re rich orIM SO MAD