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I'm not saying you look like shit, but you really do.

1. Last kiss: A random boy at a party outside of Hogwarts/It'd take a first to get to the last.

2. Last phone call: What's a phone?/Christian.

3. Last text message: What's a text message?/Can't even remember. My phone is dead as well.

4. Last song you listened to: Say Something - A Great Big World/Drunk in Love - Beyonce.

5. Last time you cried: Last time she talked to Miles/When I was having the worst self-esteem issues last month.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: Never/Nope.

7. Been cheated on: No, I'm the cheater/Never.

8. Self harmed: Yes/Yes.

9. Lost someone special: Yes, the person who was the most special to me./Yes.

10. Been depressed: Yes/Yes.

11. Been drunk and threw up: It's sort of an occasional thing now/No.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

12. Had sex: Yes/No.

13. How many people have you had sex with this year?: More than you can count with on one finger... and none of them meant anything to me/No.

15. Made a new friend: Yes/Yes.

17. Laughed until you cried: No/Yes.

18. Met someone who changed you: Yeah... For the better. But, he's gone now/Yes.

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yeah, at the Masquerade/Yes.

20. Found out someone was talking about you: All the time/Kind of what my life is like.

26. What did you do for your last Birthday: Got drunk of my own arse/Family gathering.

27. What time did you wake up today: Didn't sleep/7 AM.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for the next time she sees: Nothing/Dance studio.

30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time: I'm an only child/A couple of minutes ago.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Sticking with how my personality should have been... Or not fucking everything up with the only person that had hope in me/My attitude.

32. What are you listening to right now: Just the rustling of the trees and the wind billowing past/Let Her Go - Jagwar Ma

33. When is the last time you had sex?: Two days ago in Hogsmeade/Never.

34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now: Pretty much everyone/The new kid, Hunter.

35. Most visited webpage: What's a webpage?/Tumblr.

36. Favorite colour: Blue/Black.

37. Nicknames: Maxie, Max/Frankie, Sky, Franch [By Cameron, only., Cheska.

38. Relationship Status: Single/Single.

39. Zodiac sign: Pisces/Virgo.

40. Male or female: Female/Female.

41. Primary school: Homeschooled/Disclosed for privacy purposes.

42. Secondary School: Hogwarts School of Witchcraft & Wizardry/Disclosed for privacy purposes.

43. High school/college: Hogwarts School of Witchcraft & Wizardry/Haven't attended college yet.

44. Eye color: Greenish-Brown/Dark Brown.

46. Height: 5"2/157 cm.

47. Do you have a crush on someone: Not really, no. It's not something you could call a crush/No.

48. What do you like about yourself: Impossible to answer if there's nothing to like/Hard to answer.

49. Piercings: Ears/Ears.

50. Tattoos: None/None.

51. Righty or lefty: Left handed/Right handed.

FIRSTS:

53. First piercing: Ears/Ears.

54. First best friend: Most likey, Felix Perenolde/Gabbie.

55. First hookup: I was probably too drunk to even remember it. It was probably 14 at the time/Never hooked up.

59. Eating: Nothing/Nothing.

60. Drinking: Whiskey/Nothing.

61. I’m about to: Leave the castle/Do my homework, I think. Or make another starter.

62. Listening to: Still the wind passing through the trees/Don't Forget - Demi Lovato.

63. Waiting for: The sun to rise/Me to stop procrastinating.

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids? No, never. I'd just fuck them up too/No, ew.

65. Get married? No, I'd mess up/No, gross.

66. Career: I'd probably do nothing important and helpful. I see myself just living off my family's riches/I don't know: Psychologist, Graphic Designer, Author, Teacher?

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes/Eyes.

68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs/Kisses.

69. Shorter or taller: Taller/Taller.

70. Older or Younger: Round about the same age/Older.

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both/Both.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice Stomach/Nice Arms.

73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive/Both.

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship/Hook-up.

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: Yes/No.

77. Drank hard liquor: Yes/No.

78. Lost glasses/contacts: Don't have either/No.

79. Had sex: Yes/No.

80. Broken someone’s heart: Yes/Don't think so.

82. Been arrested: No/No.

83. Turned someone down: Yes/Yes.

84. Cried when someone died: No/Yes.

85. Fallen for a friend: No.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: No/No.

87. Miracles: No/No.

88. Love at first sight: No/No.

89. Heaven: No/No.

90. Santa Clause: No/No

91. Kiss on the first date: Yes/Yes

92. Angels: No/No.

93. How would you label yourself? Pathetic/Stupid.

94. Someone You Pray Everyday For: No one but myself/No one.

95. Did you sing today: No/Yes.

96. Who From All Your Ex’s have You Cared The Most About: Miles, always him/None.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? Before I screwed up with Miles/I wouldn't. I've fucked up too much.

98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For: To be the person I was meant to be/To be intelligent and stable and talented and not worthless.

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes/No.