Let me be your Ruler

Biggest lie ever.

[Emmeline grinned softly and shook her head, grabbing a bottle of whiskey and taking a long sip from it.] You’re so modest..

I have always been so modest.

Why of course.. I love it.. A lot.

I told you, you were special to me

It’s beautiful.. absolutely beautiful.. [She ran her fingers along the lights and smiled softly.] No one’s ever done something like this for me.

....Wait-Really?

I.. I know.. Can we just enjoy tonight? Before we go back to reality?

Well I did make this all for you. Make yourself at home, honey.

Thank you.. for this.. [She stood hesitantly and wrapped her arms around her, pulling her in for a warm hug. She kissed her cheek lightly and pulled back.] I..I get it.. I’m not going to be forgiving most of the time.. and i’m going to say things I don’t mean..but thank you, for giving me that much..

{She hugged back tightly, and pulling away, she blushed} You don't have to be...I-I do like you Em..I just..I just need to decide for myself.

[Emmeline sat down, reading the letter and tucking a strand of blonde hair behind her ear. She sucked in a deep breath and looked around in the dark room, licking her lips.] Come out here you mong.

{She appears out of nowhere, and bites her lip}

[Emmeline had no idea what the whole deal was for her having to go to the tower. She didn’t want to see Juliette. She was in no mood. The girl basically told her to get over her feelings, there’d be no relationship blooming between the two. Emmeline pulled her robe around her body tightly and let out a breath, making her way to the Astronomy tower. She opened the door and clasped her hand onto her mouth, the tower looked absolutely amazing. She looked around then noticed a letter, grasping it and beginning to read the words scratched on the page.]

The letter read-

Maybe I do! What’s it matter anymore? It’s all gone to shit.

I-I don't want to be with you yet.

Fine. Then I won’t devote any of me to you. I thought maybe you could try, for me, but clearly that’s not happening.

What do you want me to try Emmeline?! Fucking try and be with you?!

I’m not going to just be a hookup anymore. It’s either all of me or none of me. I need to look out for myself and I don’t want to get hurt..

...But...I don't want to devote myself to you...I-I'm not...like that.

Well then it’s not going to be me anymore. I can’t kiss you, or do anything with you anymore.

Why?

Next it’s going to be some other boy, or maybe another girl.. You’re never going to just stop and care.

I care about you...But I can fuck another boy and girl whenever I want. I'm single.

You say that every time Juliette.. Every time. 

How does kissing one guy change my mind?

Same day we had sex, how nice. Whatever. I’m not going to be just another fucking toy to you Juliette.

Jasper and I meant nothing. He came onto me.