I do have somewhat strong opinions about this: I think if you find dirty talk, sensuality, eroticism, etc is not possible or uncomfortable in your mother tongue, I think there can be immense value in trying to unlearn that notion! I think one of the ways we limit our idea of what our motherland's culture can be is through internalized ideas of what is and isn't a normal mode of thought or expression. "The language just doesn't sound sexy" is a limiting at best, harmful at worst, and most importantly learned idea that can be unlearned, and I think it can expand one's horizons immensely when that is unlearned.
Somewhere we back in the motherland is the sexiest person you'll ever see and they're saying filth and they're not speaking English as they do it, and the things they're saying are gonna hit a different part of you and feel different than English will. There are glorious, beautiful, damp vistas out there should you wish you explore them, and the only cost is unlearning the idea that a language is the exclusive domain of the non-sexual. There is imo genuinely a wealth of cultural connections to be made with the correct erotic material. You CAN become more fluent and learn so much if you can find the right whack-off material
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