bear with me

I'm going to be completely honest I'm not a big fic reader, and when I do its usually the one shots/short fics. The main exception to this is the writing Ceres sends in our tiny two person spn server, and ngl thats usually enough to sustain me. I'm very picky about the way people write lucifer and a lot of fic just doesn't hit that for me.

How To Fall by Alas_Horatio

"'I’ve been falling for some time, through darkness, and pain, and fire. And then I saw you, shining through the shadows, and I knew you would catch me one day. But you didn’t, I fell right past you, further than I ever imagined I could, and now I wonder if I’ve finally hit the ground.”'

When a spell goes wrong Sam ends up stranded in the north Canadian wilderness with nothing to do but bunker down and wait for rescue, which wouldn't be so bad if it weren't for the broken angel he's accidentally brought along for the ride.

A favorite of my since the begining. A 2013 hit, I've read this over the course of 13 years probably ..... An embarrassing amount. Sometimes I remember lines or scenes in this and I'm just struck all over again

Good Reasons to Freeze to Death by fightlikeagirl

2014!verse. Sam takes himself to Detroit, looking for the only being in all of Creation that he thinks will be happy to see him: Lucifer.

A shorter one, but no less beautiful. Very good at that sorta hopelessness and despair but still love filled way Lucifer and Sam could be

Smoke and Mirrors by itallstartedwithdefenestration

Sam spends most of his dreams with Lucifer trying to prove that they're nothing alike. Until he realizes that they are, and that maybe, just maybe, he's sick of denying it.

I <333333 the use of the dreams in Samifer fics so much and this one really uses it. Lucifer is so soft and sincere and pathetic but also a very powerful archangel who doesn't really care for humans. Also Sam wants to be wanted sooooo bad and he kinda hates himself a bit for it. Oops!

knowing your enemy, or: how to stop the apocalypse by averycoolguy

In a desperate attempt to get Sam's yes, Lucifer traps him outside of time. But Sam has other plans: somehow persuading the world's first rebel to rebel again.

Finally a fic that talks about how strangely human Lucifer was! A fic that deals with morality and what it means for completely different species! Lucifer getting drunk off cocktails! Lucifer who's kinda oblivious/naive bc most of his life has been in a cage!

Devour by anactoria

AU from 5x14 ("My Bloody Valentine"). It isn't just some two-bit demons who find Sam chained up in the motel room, Jonesing for demon blood. It's Lucifer -- and he's here with an offer Sam can't refuse.

Blood blood blood blood!!! Desire and hunger as one! Lucifer who is so bad down for Sam it's wild! A silly one off line max and I say everytime we watch My Bloody Valentine!

And there more more I'm really fond of but this is a long post RN so. Message me for more if you want!

now that I'm off work & actually had time to go through my bookmarks I did also want to shout out this fic by @samiferboy

Its rougher than I usually have my samifers but its still a great time and I do like the way they were written here plus it gets an A+ for fantastic woundfucking & lucifer bottoming and kind of pathetically bad at jerking off

also since theyre too shy to do it i want to highlight this really short but excellent samifer fic ceres wrote a little while ago