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thank you for tagging me @coolchickblog ❤︎⁠

- last song: my all - mariah carey

- currently watching: the OC

- current obsession: leopard print, big sunglasses, david lynch, and 90s rock (love love love temple of the dog)

- currently reading: jackie: public, private, secret by j. randy taraborrelli

- currently working on: organizing my space and getting back into girlblogging

- currently wearing: university t-shirt and plaid pj shorts

- last google search: adult ballet classes near me

- favorite flower: can't choose between roses, lilies, and peonies

ty for tagging me @lilac-fairyy

last song: brand new city - mitski

currently watching: pretty little liars

current obsession: autumn, mlp: magic princess game, bianca1207, drawing

currently reading: my year of rest & relaxation (still😞)

currently working on: decorating my room & drawing + journaling more frequently

currently wearing: pajamas😛

last google search: i’ll pass

favorite flower: lily of the valley, cherry blossoms, & tulips 🌷

10 people I'd like to get to know

last song: mariners apartment complex - lanita

currently watching: ginny & georgia (rewatch)

current obsession: vibe curation, scarface, writing

currently reading: the bell jar (still 😀), blind willow sleeping woman (by murakami)

currently working on: not letting the voices kill me and my novel

currently wearing: pajamas im not going anywhere 🥲

last google search: rumi poet

fave flower: gladioli, lotuses, water lilies, tulips, roses

Ten ppl I'd like to get to know 🪷🏹🎼💗🌙🪽

● last song - Nina, pretty ballerina- ABBA

● currently watching - heartstopper (rewatch)

● current obsession - Priscilla, girlblogging, the virgin suicides

● currently reading- the virgin suicides

● currently working on - my novel ♡♡♡

● currently wearing - a ugly red jumper and pink shorts

● last Google search- ao3 .....

● fave flower - Lillie's, Daisies, tulips ♡♡♡

10 people I’d like to get to know

•last song: off to the races- Lana Del Rey

•currently watching: rewatching Gilmore Girls

•current obsession: One Direction, Micheal Jackson, Priscilla and Elvis

•currently reading: re-reading the dirt

•currently working on: an oil painting of Elvis, a baby doll dress (I haven’t even designed it yet help)

•currently wearing: ADORABLE denim shorts, a red top and a silver studded belt

•last Google search: Victoria secret jobs (🫩)

•fave flower: roses, babies breath, tulips

• last song: sympathy for the devil by Radiohead

• currently watching: supernatural (first watch) and it has consumed my whole being

• current obsession: Sam Winchester 😭 I love that man

• currently reading: pucking wild by Emily Rath

• currently working on: writing poetry and a book! (+fanfic ofc)

•currently wearing: a black and pink supernatural top with my pink spiderman/hello kitty fluffy pants

• supernatural cc sims 4 (im trying to make their universe 😭)

•fav flower: wisteria and iris’

last song: guns and roses by lana

currently watching: grease and the outsiders!! (for the second time)

current obsession: johnny cade + ponyboy curtis i love my boys :( , lizzy grant, and every single one of my pinterest boards <3

currently reading: a JFK biography

currently working on: a johnnyboy fanfic on ao3!!

currently wearing: white sweater, black shorts, flip flops, and black glasses

last google search: ocd test woahhhhh

favorite flower: probably rosesss

last song: around you - loona

currently watching: skins

current obsession: zelda (botw and totk)

currently reading: the goldfinch

currently working on: some shitty sidlink painting

currently wearing: heart locket, pink floral print shirt, yuri/yaoi bracelet (peak i know), polka dot skirt, white tights, mary janes

last google search: cast of luca (i recognized albertos voice and wasn't didn't know from where)

favorite flower: adahlia

last song: forever now - green day

currently watching: uhhh nothing rn but i gotta finish watching my name and bridgerton s2 (i skipped it when rewatching🥹)

current obsession: franchaela my lesbians

currently reading: toa the dark prophecy

currently working on: my unfinished school projects + studying for the 4 tests I'll have to do tomorrow

currently wearing: black shirt + my school uniform pants

last google search: trials of apollo books bc i only knew the names in my native language and i forgot which one i was reading😭

favorite flower: idk i like peonies but im not sure they're my favorite i used to have a favorite but i forgot

last song: heat lighting by mitski

currently watching: sherlock and brigerton

current obssesion: valgrace (its worse guys)

currently reading: wrath of the triple goddess

currently working on: staying with my shit together and not to keep thinking about my problems (or I'll probably have a burnout or lots anxiety attacks).... and, yeah, school projects

currently wearing: pjs and socks

last google search: undertale soul quiz (o really want to know even though i've never played the game and don't know anything about it)

favorite flower: no idea

last song: bottom by mccafferty

currently watching: rewatching 'arcane' + am almost finished 'everything now'

current obsession: my OCs + project hail mary + riordanverse + art

currently reading: mark of athena (3rd heroes of olympus book) + sharks of the world: a complete guide (600 pages with details of all the shark species currently discovered, they update it every 7 years or so so that it's up to date)

currently working on: improving my singing, guitar and art skills + making a twins at the carousel stop-start animation of my OCs

currently wearing: pyjamas (plaid green trousers and a grey long sleeved top)

last google search: *insert the name of where i'm going on a residential (i'm not doxxing myself)*

favorite flower: thistle, dandelion or sunflower

last song: cool by morris day & the time

currently watching: friends

current obsession: parliament funkadelic my belovedddd,,,,

currently reading: I don't read much but the last book I finished was the perks of being a wallflower

currently working on: learning how to make kandi, improving my mental health, etc

currently wearing: pink tank top and shorts that I've had for Ever

last google search: "what do bootsy's eyes look like" (💀)

favorite flower: lavender!!!!!!!!

Currently watching: a lot of fucking YouTube videos

Current obsession: The Mechanisms, Leviathan Trilogy, my wife

Currently reading: last book I read was Lackadaisy volume 2

Currently working on: sleep, drawing, not being a depressed pos

Wearing: Hadestown shirt and briefs

Last google search: how to add a second proxy in pluralkit

Favorite flower: daylilies

Currently watching: Arcane (again)

Current obsession: Six of crows

Currently working on : Fixing my ability to sleep, learning about wolves, and drawing

Wearing: Gloves, sweatpants, t-shirt and flannel

last google search: No clue my history doesn't save and I forgot

Favorite flowers: None (I'm boring)

@kaiissillyingmeowmeow

@kassia244

@dont-let-me-kms

@coffee--spill

@astro1343556

@spark-the-angel-dragon

watching - uh idk nothing really

Obsession- a Roblox shooter

Currently working on- physical/mental health

Wearing- shorts and my blanket lol

Last google search- oil change kit

currently watching: nothin much

current obsession: deer, starfleshcore, deer cryptids

currently reading: nothing surprisingly (I’ve been traveling too much

currently working on: designing deer cryptids for my oc lore

currently wearing: pajamas

last google search: tumblr (bc i use the web)

favorite flower: dahlias, irises, bluebells, spider Lilies, nightshade (sometimes… love hate relationship)

Last song- Just Existing by daysofmay

Currently watching- chernobyl, clarkson’s farm, spider-noir

Current obsession- DREDGE.

Currently reading- uhhhh, does an illustrated guide to bushcraft count? (also lots of fanfic)

Currently working on- dredge fish paintings, Halloween costume

Currently wearing- pjs

last google search- dredge all aberrations

fav flower- brugmansia vulcanicola! I also rlly like snapdragons and sunflowers and honeysuckles

Last song: Blow My Brain Out by Tikkle Me

Currently Watching: nothing

Current obsession; tloz

Currently reading: various fanfics.

Currently working on: master sword

Currently wearing; tank top and shorts

Last google search: archiveofourown

Fav flower: Aqua and Seth iykyk

Tagging:

Currently watching: iron lung

current obsession: khandi

Currently reading: rereading tmr again lol

currently working on: training for my 1500m swim

currently wearing: navy blue cargo sweatpants and a tan tank top

last google search: When does mw4 come out?

fave flower: daisies

Last Song: Dizziful Bliss by Lemon Demon

Currently Watching: None

Current Obsession: Vocaloid and Papa Louie

Currently Reading: None (planning to read Shadow Reaper by Lynette Noni)

Currently Working On: Too much stuff to count

Currently Wearing: Anime tee and leggings

Last Search: Does Lemon Demon have a song with the lyrics everybody likes you

Fav Flower: Bluebell

Last song: I don't know

Currently Watching: My dad driving us home (sorry I don't watch any series 🥹)

Current obssesion:

TREBLE

Currently reading: my phone

Currently working on: a drawing for cat

Currently wearing: uuhm le shirt 👔 but without tie and long sleeves and black jeans

Last search: Treble papa louie

Fav Flower: that one

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currently watching: Sailor moon (OG)

last song: Hey Ya! by OutKast

current obsession: Papa Louie, pokemon, and sailor moon

currently reading: the sailor moon manga (do we see a pattern on my fav anime?)

currently working on: stupid math online school

currently wearing: middle school graduation tee and shorts

last search: “what is the worst sleeping position you can be in” the answer was your stomach, by the way.

fav flower: none. I’m not too much of a gardener type of guy.

last song - flay my skin by crustsox

currently watching - nothing ive finished everything ive watched. my favorite movie though is project hail mary

current obsession - mathony b sneffary. Mathonyyy......... I love uouu..... ugly freak.... compile gentoo with me mathony.....

currently reading - linux for dummies all in one. deadass

currently working on - animation. drawing. Fun! Happy!

currently wearing - a madoka magica shirt and jeans with bracelets a pocket chain and a carabiner that has my blade and an arch linux bootable usb

last search - artful die of death. i was drawing him

fav flower - lavender

last song - don't remind me (car seat headrest. obviously)

currently watching - not watching any shows but ive been getting more pretentious with movies. last thing i watched was 12 angry men which was really good

current obsession - car seat headrest album joe's story!!!!!

currently reading - nothing...

currently working on - joe/trait fanfiction that i published to ao3...... it's my current pride and joy

currently wearing - blue checkered boxers and white socks. also two chains i guess

last search - kaixo how to pronounce (which is hello in basque, a language i dont speak)

last song - white teeth teens by lorde

currently watching - house and community,,, i love abed man

current obsession - idk homestuck?? csh?? nothing really atm

currently working on - first part of a comic i plan on releasing next year yayyy

currently wearing - blue tank and grey shorts

last search - jeopardy answer format (im doing a crossword)

fav flower - hyacinths or chaconias

Last song - xo by fall out boy

Currently watching - supernatural (started season three!!)

Current obsession - reading emo yaoi about men who are 40 💔

Currently working on - bedazzling my sketchbook cover and drawing

Currently wearing - PYJAMAS IM A LAZY CHUD 🙏

Last search - connections the New York Times game

Fav flower - idk I like most flowers 🥺 my favessss are probably lilies or lupins or forget me nots

@averys-a-loser @stabbythebosscat @loveandobsession648 @vampirekittykat13 @sh3epishwolves @veryprettyodd @slzzpy-peachez @localnoname @ghostflower99 @getagripcole @runningfromdragonflies @planetxpluto

last song - all i wanted by paramore

currently watching - heartstopper movie😓 plz dont judge i just wanted to see how it ended bc that was my shit in middle school

current obsession - eating chocolate while crying to ryden edits on my phone

currently working on - literally nothing (EDIT: IM CURRENTLY WORKING ON GETTING THAT ONE PANIC! MAGAZINE FROM BARNES AND NOBLE)

currently wearing- pajamas too because i just woke up

last search- when is the world cup final

fav flower- white tiger lily

last song- after the last midtown show by tai

currently watching- lovely complex🥹

current obsession- bunch of friends😸😸

currently working on- a ryden genderbend fic

currently wearing- a strokes t shirt and some shorts

last search- the academy is concerts 2026

fav flower- stargazer lilies

last song- walz (better than fine) by fiona apple

currently watching- buffy the vampire slayer and doctor who

current obsession- bunch of friends 😋

currently working on- making a film of my summer and gifts for my friends

currently wearing- stripy pink&brown shirt and shorts and wallace and gromit socks

last search- list of supermarket chains in the united kingdom

fav flower- droopy ones like fuschias or wisteria

last song: big news day- annabelle dinda

currently watching: the summer hikaru died

current obsession: bunch of friends!!!

currently working on: writing songs & articles for my writing blog and doing art fight

currently wearing: brown coat, jeans, wool socks

last search: youtube to mp4 converter

fav flower: daffodil

TAGS (completely optional) @kittercritter @coymixx @ur-fav-disapointment @umm0lly @absoluteconfusionanddespair

last song: hey brendon - ayesha erotica

currently watching: attack on titan (i am like 20 episodes from finishing :D)

current obsession(s): bunch of friends, falsettos

currently working on: like 2 million bof fics

currently wearing: grey t-shirt, blue jeans, and socks

last search: emma nolan/joy kwon ao3

fav flower: bellflowers

last song: you make loving fun - fleetwood mac

currently watching: ER (im on season 3 episode 13 i think)

current obsession(s): BUNCH OF FRIENDSSS oh and fleetwood mac

currently working on: a lot of bof fics

currently wearing: my snoopy pj set

last search: stevie nicks and lindsey buckingham relationship timeline

fav flower: pink tulips

last song- cigarette smoke by olivia rodrigo (😭)

currently watching- well i finished rewatching next to normal like twenty minuites ago (again) (i sobbed my guts out) (i love that musical so much) so like that i guessess

current obsessions - next to normal, leviticus, yspsfagsil, and the fact that i go to theatre camp tomorrow (!!!)

currently working on - packing for camp (i leave tommorow and am a notorious overpacker) also painting my backpack because i paint everything oops

currently wearing - dance studio pants and my sports bra ✌️ oh yea

last search - vulcan neck pinch (dont ask ok)

fav flower - RED CARNATION OMIGOD

ook yippe i really love doing those

@itsian4 @oddandalarmingsexualfeelings @darlingxxdeer @wishbonesnclovers @anotherlonelydancer @monk3y-f33t @ariaxuwr @pete-da-cat @spongydust @imkindasleepdeprived @lauren-does-stuff @scribbledstars16

last song: "belong to someone" from the lost boys (it's my current on-repeat song, i'm literally listening to it as i write this lol)

currently watching: nothing much honestly, though i did rewatch hamilton a little while ago if that counts

current obsessions: next to normal, hadestown, bunch of friends (also my fic idea if that counts)

currently working on: said n2n fic, summer homework (😔)

currently wearing: my pajamas (😭), some shirt i got from a competition + gray shorts

last search: how does generalized anxiety manifest in teens (it's for fic research ok)

fav flower: baby's breath and pink hibiscus

last song: Maroon by Taylor Swift ♥️

currently watching: outerbanks! just finished season 4 with my brother and currently waiting on season 5 🥹🥹

current obsessions: cabaret, hadestown, outerbanks, the outsiders, football (larped so hard im going to watch club football soon)

currently working on: nothing lmao, i mean i have ideas buttt idkkk

currently wearing: my pajamas! its 12 am 🫶🫶

last search: drew starkey bleached eyebrows (it wouldnt have looked bad if he had just used some toner 💔💔)

fav flower: Asian bleeding heart! so pretty!

tags: @ziggysbolterxx, @rafesdaydream, @kirikoisreal, @rafesribbon, @izzyapricot, @trans-marvin, @punishyourlocalbrat, @catsandantiques + anyone else !!

last song: the knife by gracie abrams (everyone go listen to daughter from hell rn 👹)

currently watching: bridgerton s1 (again bc it is the best season, i will not take no for an answer, bring daphne backkkkk), also a bonus: random dance moms clips on yt bc it is the most entertaining thing ever 🤭😭

current obsessions: rafe cameron (this is a given at any point in time), gracie abrams (also a given), about you by the 1975 (idk if that counts but that song is sooo good), daydreaming (i mean 😭)

currently working on: all the requests in my inbox (i promise ill get to them all), western nights part four anyone? 👀

currently wearing: my pjs bc they're all i wear when im home lol

last search: crazy girl gracie abrams lyrics lmao 😭 (its so good i need it on streaming rn gracie)

fav flower: red roses (ik ik im so boring but i feel like roses are so overrated in a way that no one really loves them anymore so im here to fix that), also like lotuses (idk how to spell the plural 😃)

this ended up being a whole rant 🥲

Last song: This Night Has Opened My Eyes by The Smiths

Currently watching: OBX S4 and avoiding the last episode of Euphoria (Idk how I’ve made it this long without spoilers)

Current obsessions: Drew’s bald spot. Hello Kitty Donut Squishies!! Idk what’s up with that but I need the pumpkin one. Froyo, the bestie and I have been going crazy over that too. Baths, I need a hot one everyDAY!

Currently working on: DILF!Rafe fic that I’m trying not to force myself to rewrite 🥲

Currently wearing: Pajamas! I just woke up.

Last search: Autism in women 😭 bruh oh my god

Fav flower: Roses, any kind but black ones are especially majestic to me.

Thank you @babydollrafe for the tag 🥰

Last song: Levitate by Twenty One Pilots

Currently watching: Season 2 of Riverdale

Current obsessions: Moonlight Peaks, Sonny Angel unboxing videos (coerced me into buying some😭), and as always, Twenty One Pilots

Currently working on: pt. 2 of my stepbro!rafe church fic and another stepbro!rafe fic😛

Currently wearing: Daisy printed shorts and a green tube top

Last search: Wow! Wow! Wubbzy! (I was trying to find a game I used to play on the computer when I was a kid😭)

Fav flower: orange Gerbera daisy 🧡

10 tags of people I’d like to get to know better 💌:

last song: prfct by sabrina carpenter

currently watching: rewatching obx!

current obsessions: instagram reels , sturniolos , obx , pretty makeup (like colourful and glittery. i haven’t tried it myself but i probably will soon!) , yoghurt bowls

currently working on: nothing at the moment yikes i’m on break but i’ll be back soon hopefully

currently wearing: pyjamas lol

last search: oliver disney movie (i was trying to find the name of oliver & company!!)

fav flower: lilies and tulips (especially pink orange and yellow omg)

ten people i’d like to get to know!! sorry if you’ve already been tagged and i’ve probably forgot some people sigh

last song : dracula by tame impala

currently watching : i’m rewatching off campus !

current obsessions : brandy melville, making boards for my series pairings, electric guitars, dunkin refreshers, charli d’amelio vlogs on youtube, kenzie from love island

currently working on : dealer!chris x doll!reader

currently wearing : in my pj’s still lol

last search : driving skills test guide in my county

fav flower : lilies and peonies

and ten people i’d like to know ! 𝜗𝜚

★────────────────────────★ #00 PRODUCTION LOG // DIRTY LITTLE SECRET ✦ AU 🎬 ★──────────────────────── ★

// ADVISORIES: [ suggestive, swearing, drinking, smoking, smut, parties, secret relationship. ]

this is a work of fiction. not everything represented in this will be accurate. not a representation of UCLA football/cheer/athletics. not affiliated with UCLA. some OC's will be named for the sake of flow (this does not include reader) fic suggested/character developed with: @mattsdollie

// TRAILER: fbp!matt got a lot of attention from girls he didn't care for, he'd always had eyes for cheer!reader. dating fbp!matt would be perfect... if cheer!reader didn't have to hide it from her cousin (as close as siblings) and Matt's best friend, Nate.