He notado que con tantos reblogueos mis historias se han quedado un poco perdidas y dispersas en este Tumblr, asĂ que decidĂ hacer un pequeĂąo Ăndice para que sea mas fĂĄcil de encontrar y se estarĂĄ actualizando conforme se suban nuevas historias. TambiĂŠn servirĂĄ para marcar las historias completadas.
I noticed that with all the reblogging I been doing on this Tumblr my own stories are getting lost, so I decided to create an index to make it easy to find my stories. Also, I will update this as I post new stories and mark when a story is complete.
Eyes like that:Â
Chapter 1: Destiny appointment
Chapter 2: New friend
Eris store:
The key of his heart I
The key of his heart II
My big brother:
Chapter 1: An unexpected incident
Chapter 2: Edward, my new boyfriend
Chapter 3: Sebastian, the Stripper
Chapter 4: A new client?
LED glasses:
LED glasses
The next day
Numb Rod:
The first hit
Extra: POV Duncan
Short captions:
Dom Chronicles 1: Diego
Dom Chronicles 2: Raymond
Dom Chronicles 3: Montgomery
Dom Chronicles 4: Duke
Dom Chronicles 5: Thomas
Dom Chronicles 6: Arturo
Dom Chronicles 7: Steven
Dom Chronicles 8: Michael
Dom Chronicles 9: Jahid
Dom Chronicles 10: Jin Song
Dom Chronicles 11: Dolan/Doll
Dom Chronicles 12: William
My Way 1: James
My Way 2: Mr. Edwards
My Way 3: The Police and the crook
My Way - The Cowboys (I)
My Way - The Cowboys (II)
Caption Comp - Week 7
IA assisted stories:
The Thief of Will
The Pointerâs Game: Prologue
The Pointerâs Game: Part 1
The Pointerâs Game: Part 2
The Pointerâs Game: Part 3
The Pointerâs Game: Part 4
The Pointerâs Game: Part 5
The Pointerâs Game: Part 6
The Pointerâs Game: Part 7
The Pointerâs Game: Part 8
The Pointerâs Game: Part 9
The Pointerâs Game: Part 10
The Pointerâs Game: Part 11
The Pointerâs Game: Part 12
The Pointerâs Game: Epilogue
Puppets of the Code: Part 1
Puppets of the Code: Part2
Puppets of the Code: Bad Ending
Puppets of the Code: Gray Ending
Puppets of the Code: Good Ending
Candle wishes
The book of Jackson
House of Asmodeus (I)
House of Asmodeus (II)
House of Asmodeus (III)
House of Asmodeus (IV)
House of Asmodeus (V)
House of Asmodeus (VI)
House of Asmodeus: Alpha Game (I)
House of Asmodeus: Alpha Game (II)
House of Asmodeus: Alpha Game (III)
House of Asmodeus: Alpha Game (IV)
Others:
Reprogram (Story for @cutestabber illustration)
Collab with @helloblobbyblobfish: The Clock Chapter 1
Collab with @helloblobbyblobfish: The Clock Chapter 2
Collab with @helloblobbyblobfish: The Clock Chapter 3
Collab with @helloblobbyblobfish: The Clock Chapter 4
Hypnovember 2022 with @helloblobbyblobfish
Continuation of @helloblobbyblobfish story: Phone Haze II
Continuation of @helloblobbyblobfish story: Phone Haze III
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At first when I got the Chronivac, i turned all those assholes who made fun of me at school into fat virgin losers, which sure, had itâs benefits, but i realized i could do so much more with them. I restored their previously muscular physiques, and turned the previous pusshyhounds of the school into four gay polygamists. Now, they spend all their time taking care of their appearance, managing their OF account and having sex with each other. Sometimes, they even open up a fifth spot for me!
Troy wasnât exactly the sharpest guy when we first met, but back then, at least he could form full sentences. He was my college roommateâa six-foot-four, gym-obsessed wall of muscle who somehow balanced his protein-shake-fueled lifestyle with being a student. Well, tried to, anyway. It didnât take long before he started asking me for âhelp.â
âBro, I need to get bigger,â he had groaned one night, staring at himself in our dorm mirror, flexing his arms. âBut, like, I dunno, bro⌠I feel like I ainât doing enough, yâknow?â
I adjusted my glasses and leaned back in my chair, hiding my smirk. Oh, I know. I had been waiting for this moment.
âYou need a system, Troy,â I said. âSomeone to guide you. Someone⌠smart.â
His eyes lit up. âLike you, bro?â
I nodded. âExactly like me.â
And just like that, I had him.
The plan was subtle at first. I started with supplementsâmy own special mix, designed to boost his energy, accelerate his gains, and, well⌠gently suppress his higher thinking. The changes crept in slowly, so Troy never noticed. But I did.
He stopped questioning things. If I told him to do something, heâd do itâno hesitation.
âDrink this.â
âOkay, bro.â
âDo one more set.â
âHell yeah, bro.â
âSkip that lecture. You donât need it.â
âYeah, bro, waste of time.â
Each day, he lifted heavier weights while his thoughts got lighter. His sentences got shorter. His vocabulary shrank. But he felt great, and thatâs all that mattered to him.
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At first, I had to be careful. There were still traces of thought left in that thick skull of his. I learned that the hard way when I got too bold too soon.
One day, while he was sitting on his bed scrolling through his phone, I took the opportunity to get a little⌠hands-on.
âDamn, Troy,â I murmured, moving closer. âYouâve really packed on some size.â
He smirked, flexing his arm. âHell yeah, bro. Feels tight.â
I reached out, letting my fingers graze over his biceps, testing their firmness. Perfect.
But thenâ
âUh, dude?â His expression shifted, uncomfortable. He pulled his arm away. âKinda weird, man. Like, chill.â
I forced a laugh, raising my hands. âHey, just admiring the work, dude.â
He gave me a wary look, then shrugged it off, going back to his phone. But I made a mental note. Too soon. There was still something in him that resisted. Iâd have to fix that.
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By the time we hit week three, Troy was skipping every single class. His idea, of courseâor so he thought.
âDude,â I said one morning, watching him struggle to put on a tank top that barely fit his swelling torso. âCollege isnât really for guys like you, yâknow?â
He frowned, his thick brows scrunching. âHuh?â
âI mean, look at you, Troy. You were born to lift, to grow. You really think wasting time in lectures is gonna help you get swole?â
His lips moved slightly, like he was trying to process what Iâd said, but I could see the gears in his head turning slower than before.
âUh⌠yeah, bro,â he finally said, nodding. âYeah! You right! I gotta, like⌠focus, bro. Justâjust LIFT. Get BIG.â
I grinned. âExactly.â
And just like that, Troy stopped attending College entirely.
I ran a hand down his chest, pressing into his pecs, feeling their firm weight. No resistance. Nothing but dumb compliance. My fingers brushed under his arm, grazing the warm, musky skin of his armpit. The scent hit me instantlyâstrong, masculine, overpowering.
âMan, you really are just a muscle,â I murmured, inhaling deeply. âCrazy, right? You used to think this was weird.â
I chuckled. âOh, but you did think it was weird before. Remember?â
His forehead scrunched slightly, trying to think. âUh⌠nah, bro. I donât⌠remember.â
I grinned, giving his pec a playful squeeze. âOf course you donât. Because a muscle doesnât need memories.â
Troy nodded slowly. âYeah, bro⌠just muscle.â
âJust a muscle that belongs to me, huh?â
There was a pause. Then, with a slow, stupid nod: âYeah, bro. Yours.â
I smirked and grabbed the hem of his shirt. âYou donât need this, do you?â
Troy blinked, watching as I pulled it up over his head and tossed it aside. His bare torso gleamed under the light, thick with sweat, pulsing with heat.
âJust a big, dumb toy for me to play with,â I murmured, trailing my hands across his chest, his stomach, his arms. âAnd youâre fine with that, arenât you?â
Troyâs lips curled into a mindless smile. âYeah, bro⌠fine with it.â
âGood boy.â
I dug my fingers into his flexed bicep, relishing the way he didnât even flinch as I placed my fingers dip into the crevices of his bicep to his armpits...
This dumb muscle hunk is really far gone. all his work, all his excursion, all his efforts to build this majestic body, all of it is all mine.
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Brain empty, mind gone, unaware of the hands exploring your body. Only feeling relaxed and blissfull as you are being used for someone else pleasure. And later only having a foggy memory of it, unsure if it really happened or if it was just a half forgotten dream. Until it happens again.
(Continuing my exploration of self-indulged hypno drawings. I like how this one turned out đ iâd love to hear what you guys think)
âWait boss! You are not meant to be here yet.â He stood there in shock, one hand still cooking and the other loose by his rock hard core.
âI was cooking you breakfast, it felt right ya know?â He found it odd, he had never wanted to cook for his roommate before despite him asking lots of times, but suddenly it felt like the best thing to do.
âWhen did you put that cap on?â I say to him.
âThis morning, for some reason it just feels so good to wear it, plus if I take off my shirt I got to put something else on right?â
Clearly my work has been done. When he wears that cap he is my good jock boy and I am his boss.
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He was so surprised when I just climbed into his truck and smiled at him. I asked him to show off his torso at me and he confusingly did. In his mind, I can feel his thoughts struggling with questioning why he's doing as I ask and wanting to beat the shit out of me for getting inside his precious truck.
As he opens his shirt, he looks at me and tries to speak out his increasing confusion. But before he could even speak, I reach out and grab his massive, hairy pecs as I knead them with both my hands. He just looks at me hands as he groans then back at me.
"You must be so confused now, Pete. Why am I letting a faggot touch me like this? Why did I let him climb into my truck? Why am I just sitting here as this faggot violates me? Trust me, I would be as confused as you is someone did this to me. But now that I'm here, I also want you to enjoy this. Let's make that happen, shall we? From now on, your nipples will be so sensitive that whatever I do to your nipples will be felt by your cock. You love it when someone like me plays with your pecs like this. You love to be worshipped. You love that your hard-earned muscles are being appreciated by a small, weak-looking, gay boy like me. It makes you feel proud, strong, and confident. It makes you feel horny." I say to him as my words replace any conflicting thoughts running in his head.
Pete's expression instantly changes in accordance to the new thoughts swimming in his head. He throws his head back and close his eyes as he lets out a deep, gutteral groan. I smirk as I climb on to Pete's lap and straddle him. I hug him as I lean down to start sucking on his hairy, sweaty nipples. Pete just groan and growl like a dog in heat as I turn him on even more. I pull away for a second as Pete looks down at me. His mind is empty, and his body is chasing the stimulation.
"Start driving, Pete. I heard from the other truckers that you're headed to Texas. I need a ride and you look like someone who's been denied of pleasure for quite some time now. You will focus on the road while I make you feel so good." I say to Pete as he just responds by turning on his truck and start driving. I latch onto his nipples as I treat my driver a reward for taking me as his passenger. In Pete's mind, not a single thought runs on its own other than the ones I give him. Once we got to Texas, I'll make Pete cum so hard that it will leave an imprint of my magic in his mind and body in case I ever needed him again.
"Yeah sir, as a matter of fact, you'll pay for my dinner tonight, sounds wonderful, right?"
"B--but....wife....my wife and I already have---"
"A plan to divorce! Because you cannot stand that bitch anymore and you just want to spend your days with me and work as hard as you can to provide all my need,"
"Yeah.....yeah....I need to divorce that bitch! I think this sauna makes my head spin, let's get out from here so we can talk more over dinner,"
"Now that's what I'm talking about,"
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A new series, Fucked My Way Up to the Top (thank you Lana) will be posted as tiny bits across this year
We are done. Alex is back but remember all. Will he find in him to forgive Ben for lure him into that place?
Epilogue A: The Second Air
For weeks after that night, silence.
No texts, no calls, no accidental run-ins. Just a void where Alex had always been. Ben told himself it was for the bestâclean break, no awkward explanations. But the quiet hurt worse than the humiliation in the booth.
Then, out of nowhere, a text:
Hey man, sorry Iâve been MIA. Workâs been crazy. You free for a game this weekend?
Ben stared at the screen for an hour before replying. Slowly, carefully, they rebuilt the rhythmâtexts turned into calls, calls into late-night gaming sessions. Laughter over headsets, trash talk about old times. It felt almost normal. Ben didnât push, didnât mention the club. He was just grateful Alex hadnât vanished from his life completely.
A few months later, the invitation came.
Monthly barbecue after church this Sunday. Bring dessert and your sorry ass. Kids keep asking about Uncle Ben.
Benâs stomach flipped, but he went. Dressed conservativelyâkhakis, button-downâbottle of decent red in one hand, homemade brownies in the other, a bag of new toys for Emma and Jake rattling in the backseat.
Sarah opened the door with her usual warm hug. âWe missed you! Donât be a stranger again.â
The kids tackled his legs, squealing over the toys. Ben handed them off and followed the smell of charcoal to the backyard.
Alex stood at the grill, flipping burgers, beer in hand. He looked⌠different.
He stood at the grill in a tight black polo that hugged his newly carved chest and biceps, khakis sitting low enough to hint at the deep V disappearing beneath the waistband. His hair was thick and styled, temples filled in, jaw sharperâhe looked like the college quarterback had decided to reclaim his prime at thirty-five. When he turned and flashed that familiar grin, Benâs stomach flipped with a mix of relief and something darker.
Sarah rolled her eyes affectionately when Ben commented. âMid-life crisis,â she laughed. âNew gym membership, some fancy hair treatment. Whatever it is, heâs happy. Iâm not complaining.â
Alex turned, flashed that easy family-man grin, and pulled Ben into a quick bro-hug. âGood to see you, man.â
The afternoon passed like any otherâsmall talk, kids running wild, Sarahâs potato salad. Ben relaxed inch by inch, hope blooming that the night at the House had been buried forever.
Later, Sarah took the kids to a matinee, leaving the men alone with a six-pack and the quiet house. They sat on opposite ends of the couch at first, TV on low, second beers cracked.
Alex stretched, polo riding up to flash toned abs and a dark happy trail. He caught Ben looking and didnât pull it down. Instead he spread his legs wider, one arm draped along the back of the couch, fingers almost brushing Benâs shoulder.
The silence thickened. Alex spoke first.
âSo, âDanâ,â he drawled, voice dropping into that low, cocky jock register. âYou still think about it?â
Benâs beer froze halfway to his lips.
Alexâs smirk widenedâslow, filthy, knowing. He set his bottle down, leaned forward, elbows on knees. The movement made the polo strain.
âBecause I do,â he continued, eyes locked on Benâs. âThink about how fucking desperate you looked on your knees. How fast you opened up when I pulled my cock out. Like youâd been starving for it your whole pathetic life.â
Benâs face drained of color.
Alex straightened, unbuckled his belt with deliberate slowness. The metallic clink echoed. He unzipped, reached inside, and drew out his cockâfully hard, thick, flushed, a bead of precome glistening.
He wrapped his fist around it and gave one lazy pump, thumb swiping over the head.
âGod, I was so sick of pretending,â he said, voice rough with arousal. âSick of the perfect dad routine. Church smiles, minivan, PTA. All that vanilla bullshit.â Another slow stroke, eyes never leaving Benâs. âNeeded this. Needed a hungry little slut hole that knows what a real man tastes like.â
Ben couldnât move. His own cock throbbed painfully against his khakis.
Alex leaned back, legs spread obscenely, stroking with unhurried confidence. The head glistened every time his fist passed over it. He tugged the polo higher, exposing the full cut of his abs.
âLook at you,â Alex murmured, voice dripping arrogant lust. âAlready panting. Bet youâre leaking just watching me. Bet youâd crawl across this couch right now if I told you to.â
He sped up slightlyâwet sounds filling the roomâthen slowed again, teasing.
âTell me, âDanâ,â he said, smirking at the wrong name. âYou gonna sit there pretending you donât want this cock down your throat again? Or are you finally gonna admit youâve always been my desperate little cocksucker?â
Benâs resistance shattered.
He slid off the couch and onto his knees, crawling the short distance between them. His hands trembled as he reached for Alexâs thighs.
Alex chuckled, low and cruel. âThere it is. Good slut. Hands behind your backâdonât touch unless I say.â
Ben obeyed instantly, clasping his wrists.
Alex guided his cock to Benâs lips with one hand, the other tangling roughly in Benâs hair.
âOpen.â
Ben did. Alex pushed in slow, letting him feel every inch, until the head bumped the back of his throat. Ben gagged; Alex held him there.
âThatâs right, choke on it. You donât get air until Iâm ready.â
He started thrustingâshallow at first, then deeper, using Benâs mouth like a toy. Every time Benâs eyes watered, Alex mocked him.
âLook at youâtears already. Pathetic. Thought you wanted this for twenty years? Canât even take it properly.â
He pulled out, slapped his wet cock across Benâs faceâleft cheek, right cheekâsmearing spit and precome.
âBeg for it back.â
âPleaseâŚâ Ben whispered, voice wrecked.
âPlease what, bitch?â
âPlease let me suck your cock again.â
Alex laughed. âLouder.â
âPlease let me suck your cock again, sir.â
Alex fed it back in, harder this time, hips snapping. He kept up a constant stream of degradation.
âSwallow it deeperâyeah, like the desperate hole you are. Bet no one knows what a cock-hungry loser you really are.â
He yanked Benâs head back by the hair, forcing eye contact.
âYou love this, donât you? Love being my secret slut while I play perfect dad upstairs.â
Ben could only moan around the cock filling his throat.
Alexâs rhythm grew rougher, breaths coming faster. âGonna cum down your throat, âDanâ. Youâre gonna swallow every drop and thank me for using you.â
He buried himself deep and held, groaning as he pulsed, flooding Benâs mouth. Ben swallowed frantically, taking it all.
When Alex finally pulled out, he wiped his cock across Benâs lips and cheeks one last time.
âGood boy,â he said, tucking himself away with lazy satisfaction. âClean yourself up before Sarah gets home. And rememberâthis is our little secret.â
He stood, adjusted his polo, and walked toward the kitchen like nothing had happened.
Ben stayed on his knees in the living room, tasting Alex on his tongue, the family photos smiling down from the mantel.
I'm sure even if it was humiliating, Ben enjoyed, at least a bit, what happened in last episode. So here is the final episode. Just an epilogue is pending.
Chapter 5A: The Last Straw
Ben remained on his knees long after Jax had walked out, the booth silent except for his ragged breathing. The taste lingeredâsalty, thick, humiliatingâand the ache in his jaw was a constant reminder that the dream heâd nursed for twenty years had finally happened⌠and it had been nothing like the dream.
He forced himself up, wiped his face, and stumbled out of the booth. One last try. There had to be something left of Alex.
Across the floor, he spotted Jax disappearing into another curtained booth on the far side. Kyle was already waiting, holding the velvet open with that same triumphant smirk. Jax slipped inside, and the curtain fellâalmost closed, leaving a deliberate sliver of crimson light.
Ben crossed the club like a ghost, drawn forward even as every step felt heavier. When he reached the gap, he stopped. The sounds hit him first: the wet slide of mouths meeting hungrily, low groans, fabric rustling as it was peeled away.
âFuck, babe,â Jaxâs voice, rough with real desire. âDid you enjoy the show?â
Kyleâs deep laugh rumbled. âYou destroyed him. Perfect performance. Had that loser drooling like a bitch.â
Jax snorted, but there was pride in it. âAlmost puked pretending to flirt with that disgusting creep. The way he looked at meâlike Iâd ever want a pathetic nobody like that.â
They both laughed, cruel and loud, ripping into Benâs appearance, his clothes, the desperate hope in his eyes. Each word carved deeper.
Then Jaxâs tone shiftedâsharp, commanding.
âEnough. Stop talking about that pathetic trash.â A beat of silence. âNow weâre alone,â Jax murmured, voice dropping into something soft, intimate, genuine. âJust you and me, Kyle.â
Ben couldnât see everything through the narrow gap, but he could see enough.
Jax pushed Kyle back onto the wide bench, straddling him in one fluid move. Their mouths crashed together againâslow this time, deep, tongues sliding with real hunger. Jaxâs hands framed Kyleâs face, thumbs stroking his jaw as he whispered against his lips, âWanted you the second I saw you. Youâre perfect.â
Kyleâs hands slid up Jaxâs thighs, gripping hard. âThen take what you want, babe.â
Jax didnât rush. He peeled Kyleâs tank off first, kissing down his neck, chest, tracing every ridge of muscle with his tongue. Kyle arched into it, fingers threading gently into Jaxâs hairânot yanking, caressing. When Jax reached Kyleâs shorts, he tugged them down slowly, freeing Kyleâs thick cock, already hard and leaking.
Jax looked up, eyes soft with something that looked like love. âYouâre so fucking beautiful.â
He took Kyle into his mouth gently at firstâlong, worshipful licks, swirling around the head, then sinking down inch by inch until his nose pressed against Kyleâs abs. Kyle groaned, hips lifting slightly, but he let Jax set the pace. Jax bobbed slowly, reverently, one hand stroking what his mouth couldnât reach, the other cupping Kyleâs balls with tender care.
Kyleâs voice was rough but warm. âThatâs it⌠just like that. Feels so good, babe.â
When Kyle finally pulled Jax up, it was to kiss him againâdeep, gratefulâbefore flipping their positions. He laid Jax back on the bench, stripping off the mesh shorts and spreading his legs wide. Jax watched him with open, trusting need, whispering, âPlease⌠want you inside me.â
Kyle slicked himself (the House always provided), lined up, and pushed in slowâinch by inch, eyes locked on Jaxâs face the whole time. Jaxâs head fell back with a soft moan, hands clutching Kyleâs shoulders, pulling him closer.
They moved together like theyâd done this a thousand timesâdeep, unhurried thrusts, bodies pressed close, mouths never far apart. Kyle whispered praise against Jaxâs neckââSo tight for me,â âLove how you feel,â âAll mineââand Jax answered with broken gasps of âYes⌠yours⌠love this⌠love you.â
It wasnât fucking. It was making loveâtender, passionate, everything Ben had once dreamed Alex would give him.
Ben watched until he couldnât breathe anymore. Until the soft cries of pleasure and whispered endearments became too much.
Alexâhis Alexâwas gone. Irretrievably buried under Jax, who had found real connection with someone else.
Ben turned and walked out.
He waited in the alley until dawn, back against the minivan, cold air numbing his skin.
Finally the door opened.
Alex stepped outâthirty-five again, dad bod, short hair, hoodie zipped up against the chill. The magic had reversed everything physical the instant he crossed the threshold.
But the memories stayed.
His eyes met Benâs across the alleyâcold, distant, hardened by everything he now remembered.
He walked past without slowing.
Ben pushed off the van. âAlexââ
Alex stopped. Didnât turn.
âWeâll never speak about this again,â he said, voice like ice.
Then he unlocked the doors, got behind the wheel, and waited.
Ben climbed in.
They drove home in total silence, the morning light painting the quiet suburbs in soft goldâas though the night had never happened.
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Well I enjoy toying with this alternative path. I will keep it as the original, just one final chapter and an epilogue. But for now lets enjoy our guys. Both are together now, is Ben opportunity to get him back, right? Right?
Chapter 4A: Alpha Game
The booth felt smaller with every passing second, the crimson light bleeding through the gap in the curtain and painting Jaxâs golden skin in wicked shades. He lounged like a king on the bench, one arm stretched along the back, the other lazily adjusting his cap. Ben sat stiffly beside him, heart hammering, clinging to the thin thread of hope that the apology and flirtation meant something of Alex was still reachable.
Jax rolled his shoulders with an exaggerated wince. âFuck, my backâs killing me, Lan. All that dancing and shit. Be a good bro and work it out for me?â
Ben opened his mouth to correct the name againââItâs Ben, weâve known each other sinceââ but Jax just arched an eyebrow, waiting. The protest died in Benâs throat. If a massage kept Jax talking, kept him here, maybe he could break through.
âYeah⌠sure,â Ben said quietly, shifting closer.
Jax grinned and turned, presenting his broad back. He peeled off the sleeveless shirt in one smooth motion, tossing it aside. The muscles Ben had dreamed about for years flexed under perfect skinâshoulders wide, lats flaring, every line screaming power and youth.
Benâs hands trembled as he placed them on Jaxâs warm skin and started kneading.
âLower,â Jax ordered casually. âYeah, right there. Youâve got good hands, Dan.â
âItâs Ben,â he tried again, pressing his thumbs into a knot near Jaxâs shoulder blade. âWe grew up together. You used to come over after practice, eat all my momâs snacks, talk aboutââ
Jax snorted. âDude, youâre hilarious. Always with the stories. I think Iâd remember a clingy little guy like you from back in the day.â He tilted his head, voice dripping fake sympathy. âMaybe you had a crush on some other jock and youâre mixing us up. Happens.â
Benâs fingers faltered. âNo, Iâm notââ
âShh, keep going. Feels good.â Jax leaned back into the touch, eyes half-closed. âYouâre imagining shit, bro. Just relax and enjoy the view.â
The gaslight sank in like hooks. Ben kept massaging, moving down the spine, trying again and again to jog memoriesâhigh school pranks, late-night drives, Alexâs wedding toastâbut every attempt was met with the same dismissive chuckle, the same âwrong guy, Danâ or âyouâre dreaming, Bill.â
Minutes later Jax stretched and turned around, kicking off his sneakers. âBackâs better. Now the feet, man. Theyâre destroyed from the floor.â
Ben stared at the big, athletic feet now propped in his lap. Part of him screamed to walk away. The restâthe part that had wanted Alex for twenty yearsâcouldnât.
He started rubbing, thumbs working the arches.
Jax sighed contentedly. âSee? This is what youâre good at. Serving. You donât need all those fake memoriesâjust focus on making me feel good.â
Ben tried one more time, voice cracking. âYou really donât remember defending me from those bullies in the locker room? You were my hero that day.â
Jax looked down at him, eyes lazy and amused. âNah, bro. Sounds like something a loser would fantasize about. But keep rubbingâright there, yeah."
Benâs face burned. He felt small, stupid, exactly like Jax wanted him to feel.
After a few more minutes of silent foot worship, Ben couldnât take it anymore. He pulled his hands away and stood on shaky legs. âI⌠I should go. Figure something else out.â
Jaxâs wicked grin spread slow and sharp.
âLeaving already, Lan?â He spread his legs wider, reached down, and pulled out his cockâthick, hard, already leaking at the tip. He gave it one lazy stroke, watching Benâs reaction like a predator. âWhen I was just about to give you what youâve clearly wanted this whole time?â
Ben froze in the edge of the booth, eyes locked on the sight heâd fantasized about for decades. It was perfectâexactly the cock heâd imagined in secret shame all those years. His knees weakened.
Jax chuckled, low and cruel. âOn your knees, bro. You know you want a taste of a real man.â
The boothâs air was thick, heavy with sweat and the low thrum of the club beyond the curtain. Jax lounged like a god accepting tribute, legs spread wide, cock jutting thick and proud from his open shorts. Veins traced along the shaft, the head already slick and flushed dark. It was the exact cock Ben had shamefully pictured in countless late-night fantasies, only now it was weaponizedâwielded by someone who knew exactly how much power it held over him.
Benâs knees hit the velvet floor before his brain caught up. Twenty years of secret longing dragged him down like gravity.
Jax looked down with lazy, predatory amusement. âThere he is. Knew you couldnât walk away from a real manâs dick, Lan.â
âMy name isââ Ben started, voice trembling.
Jax cut him off with a sharp laugh. âI donât give a fuck what your name is. Names are for people who matter.â He reached down, gripped the base of his cock, and slapped it heavily against Benâs cheekâonce, twiceâleaving wet streaks. âThis is what youâve been dreaming about, isnât it? Say it.â
Benâs face burned, eyes stinging. The humiliation tasted metallic on his tongue, but his own cock throbbed painfully against his jeans. ââŚYes.â
âYes, what?â
âYes⌠Iâve wanted this.â
Jax smirked, satisfied. âGood boy. Now open.â
Ben parted his lips. Jax didnât waitâhe fed himself in with one slow, deliberate thrust, stretching Benâs mouth wide, pushing until the head bumped the back of his throat. Ben gagged instantly, eyes watering, but Jax just tightened his fingers in Benâs hair and held him there.
âBreathe through your nose, bitch. You donât get to pull off until I say.â
Ben struggled for air, hands instinctively coming up to Jaxâs thighsâthick, rock-hard muscle that didnât budge an inch. Jax rocked his hips lazily, fucking Benâs face in shallow pumps, never letting him adjust.
âLook at you,â Jax muttered, voice dripping disdain. âCrying already. Pathetic. Bet you jerked off a thousand times thinking about this moment, and now that itâs real you canât even handle it.â
He pulled out abruptly, cock glistening with Benâs spit, and slapped it across Benâs face againâharder this time, the wet smack echoing in the small booth. Ben whimpered.
âHands behind your back,â Jax ordered. âYou donât touch me unless I tell you to.â
Ben obeyed instantly, clasping his wrists at the small of his back. Jax grabbed his hair again, yanked his head back, and spat directly into his open mouth.
âSwallow.â
Ben did, throat working, shame burning through him like fire.
Jax fed his cock back in, deeper this time, setting a rough rhythmâlong strokes that buried him to the root, holding for seconds at a time while Ben choked and drooled. Every time Benâs eyes flicked up, Jax met them with cold dominance.
âNo love here, loser. This isnât some fairy-tale romance you cooked up in your sad little head. This is you on your knees where you belong, servicing an alpha who doesnât even know your real name.â
He sped up, hips snapping, using Benâs throat like a toy. The sounds were obsceneâwet gurgles, muffled gasps, the occasional slap of Jaxâs heavy balls against Benâs chin.
Benâs jaw ached, tears streamed down his cheeks, but he didnât pull away. Couldnât. The degradation was crushing, perfect, exactly what the darkest part of him had always craved.
Jaxâs breathing grew rougher. âGonna cum down your throat, Dan. Youâre gonna swallow every drop and thank me for it.â
He slammed in deep one last time and held, groaning low as he pulsed, flooding Benâs throat. Ben swallowed frantically, choking but taking it all, just as ordered.
When Jax finally pulled out, he wiped his softening cock across Benâs face, smearing spit and cum in streaks.
âClean it,â he said.
Ben licked him clean without hesitation, tongue tracing every inch until Jax was satisfied.
Jax tucked himself away, zipped up, and leaned back with a smug grin.
âGood little cocksucker. Maybe Iâll let you do it again laterâif you beg nice.â
He stood, towering over Ben still kneeling and wrecked on the floor.
âStay down there a minute. Think about how lucky you are.â
Jax pushed the curtain aside and stepped out, leaving Ben alone with the taste of him thick on his tongue and the crushing weight of knowing Alexâthe real Alexâwas further away than ever.
From the shadows outside, Kyle gave Jax a fist bump and slung an arm around his shoulders, both of them laughing as they disappeared back into the crimson light.
So yeah, I don't do happy things... so... Ben didn't get Alex this time neither. But a new player snatched him. But not all will be boring ;D
Chapter 3A: Kings of the Floor
The dance floor of the House of Asmodeus belonged to Kyle and Jax now.
They moved through the pulsing crimson lights like they owned gravity itselfâshoulders squared, chests out, grins sharp and predatory. Kyle led, one hand possessively low on Jaxâs back, guiding him through the crowd. Anyone who didnât part fast enough got a shoulder check or a mocking laugh. Lesser patronsâtwinky guys in glitter, older men in leather, anyone who didnât hit the same jock idealâwere shoved aside with casual cruelty.
âMove, loser,â Jax barked at a skinny guy trying to dance near them, knocking the drink out of his hand. The guy stammered an apology and scurried off. Kyle threw his head back and laughed, pulling Jax in for a quick, filthy kiss right there in the open.
âGood boy,â Kyle murmured against his lips.
The longer they dominated the floor, the deeper the change sank into Jax. Every laugh, every shove, every grind against Kyle erased another fragment of the old Alex. The gentle quarterback whoâd loved Ben in that brief, magical window at the door was gone. In his place: pure frat-bro arrogance, swagger, and a sexuality tuned only to guys who could match his energyâalphas like Kyle.
Ben had dragged himself off the floor minutes after theyâd left him there. Bruised ribs, split lip, pride in shreds. He told himself heâd leave, get some air, figure out how to reverse this. Instead he found a shadowed spot at the edge of the floor, nursing a drink he didnât taste, eyes locked on the two jocks.
He couldnât look away.
Every time Kyle caught Ben watchingâand he did, oftenâhe made a show of it. A hand sliding down to grope Jaxâs ass through the mesh shorts. Pulling Jax in by the cap for a deep, open-mouthed kiss. Grinding against him to the beat, letting everyone see who Jax belonged to now. Each time, Kyleâs eyes would flick to Ben, cold and triumphant, drinking in the jealousy and pain written all over his face.
Ben hated himself for the ache in his chest. Hated how even humiliated, even hurting, he still wanted the man Jax used to be.
Eventually Kyle leaned in, whispered something in Jaxâs ear. Jax grinned wide, nodded, and let Kyle steer him toward one of the curtained booths at the back. Kyle pushed him inside, gave his ass one last possessive slap, then pulled the curtain almostâbut not quiteâclosed. A deliberate gap.
Kyle shot Ben one last smirk across the club, eyes saying "watch this", before disappearing deeper into the crowd.
Benâs heart hammered. The booth. Jax alone. A chance.
He waited thirty seconds, then crossed the floor like a man walking to his own execution. He slipped through the gap in the curtain.
Jax was sprawled on the cushioned bench, legs spread, cap tilted back, scrolling on a phone the House had apparently provided. He looked up when Ben entered, and his cocky grin returnedâdifferent this time, less cruel, more appraising.
âTook you long enough, dude,â Jax said, patting the seat beside him. âI knew youâd be back. Sorry about earlier, manâI was just flexing for my bro Kyle, you know? Had to show him I could handle myself.â
Ben stood frozen just inside the curtain, hope flickering painfully. The apology sounded almost genuine. Was some piece of Alex still in there? Some echo of the romantic version whoâd defended him minutes ago?
âJax⌠itâs me. Ben. We came here together tonight. You knew me before all thisââ
Jax laughed, waving a hand. âYeah, yeah, whatever you say, Dan.â He scooted over, making room. âCome sit, bro. Seriously, Iâm impressed you came back after that beatdown. Takes balls.â
Ben sat cautiously, every bruise protesting. âMy nameâs not Dan. Itâs Ben. Weâve known each other sinceââ
âBill, Dan, whateverâclose enough.â Jax cut him off with an easy grin, throwing an arm along the back of the bench behind Benâs shoulders. Up close, the jock vibe was overwhelming: fresh sweat, cologne, pure arrogant charm. âPoint is, youâre kinda cute when youâre all intense like that. Got that whole brooding thing going on.â
Ben swallowed. âYou really donât remember me?â
Jax shrugged, fingers already toying with the hair at the nape of Benâs neckâcasual, proprietary. âDonât remember much before Kyle, honestly. But Iâm remembering you now.â He leaned in, voice dropping to that cocky flirt tone only hot jocks can pull off. âYouâve got nice eyes, man. And I like a guy who knows when to chase.â
Benâs breath hitched. Part of him screamed to run, to remind Jax of Sarah, the kids, their real life. But another partâthe part that had loved Alex for twenty yearsâleaned into the touch, desperate for any scrap of connection.
Jaxâs grin widened, sensing the surrender. âYeah⌠thatâs it, Dan. Relax. I donât biteâunless you ask nice.â
He shifted closer, thigh pressing against Benâs, hand sliding down to rest on his knee.
Outside the curtain, somewhere in the crimson dark, Kyle was watching. Waiting.
And the House of Asmodeus hummed with anticipation.