Its not fun and cute to be Me anymore. It's not cool and zany to be Me anymore. It's hard now

the amount of damage I did to myself thinking I wasn’t going to live past like 23…

healing happens in circles, not lines. you will return to old places with new eyes.

seeing my 'failures' as redirections has brought me so much peace about the things I thought I 'missed out on' in life. sometimes, you just don't know what you're being protected from—or what you're being set up for—until you can look back from a new vantage point. all you can do is trust that clarity will come when the time is right. and it will.

daydreaming isn’t enough i need it to happen to me in real life

oh we can't turn back time? that's cool, I'll spend the rest of my life wishing I could though