MH4

• three songs written

• a crazy amount of personal self-discovery and growth compressed within a week’s time

A song about seeing remnants of someone in places you'd never expect. Stream on all platforms :)

Download:

https://mh4tunes.bandcamp.com/track/vestiges

my discord status has been "how beautiful it is to be anything at all" for maybe like two or three years now? and i feel that reflected back at me in my quietest moments

how beautiful it is to struggle, and to fall in love, and to sit at my computer hunched over doing homework. how beautiful it is to pick up my coworkers for work, and feel the sun in my face on a cloudy day, and to get snow cones with a friend, and to bend over funny and hurt my back, and to miss seeing a friend who lives countless miles away

how beautiful is it that we can experience anything at all? By the grace of God, I can experience. By the grace of God, I have experienced firsthand and witnessed secondhand varying forms of hardship so I can have a frame of reference for how privileged I am. By the grace of God, my suffering brings me joy, in the sense that I am alive to have suffered, I am alive to no longer suffer, and one day I will be more alive than ever to no longer suffer.

My heart is full. My cup runneth over. I am well, I am at peace, and I am blessed.

like yes someone may be “an avoidant” but that is not “just who they are.” the defenders AND the mockers fundamentally misunderstand that attachment is malleable and SHOULD be changed and worked on when unhealthy.

for now though here's one of the songs :)