??? Gender

My voice is getting so low. It’s at ~100 Hz now. I’m getting so muscular and losing a lot of fat. My waist and hips are pretty slim now and my ass has flattened a bit.

My acne was annoying but I figured out if I wash my pillowcases every 5-ish days (switching sides every 2 days) my skin is almost completely clear.

I am STARVING. I feel like I could eat an entire pantry. My stomach feels empty even if I’ve just eaten.

I’m starting to get the tiniest bit of fuzz on my belly and upper thighs (was completely hairless there before).

I’ve grown an Adam’s Apple, which is kind of crazy to me. I wish it was more pronounced but you can see it when I lift my chin.

Feeling so good about this. Top surgery is in 4 months which isn’t far at all!

There was a specific moment a few weeks ago where my mood stabilized. For a second everything was very angsty and I was crying a lot. Now I feel very solid. I’m more confident and assertive. It’s easier to express what I need and not change my boundaries if pressured.

I’ve got a couple of the finest, light brown mustache hairs above the corners of my mouth. Other than that I am still pretty much hairless. My chin has acne but seeing as I did Accutane twice and had severe cystic acne as a teen, this is nothing. I have to use salicylic acid to control oil and help with those surface pimples I’m getting now.

I have an Adam’s Apple if I tilt my chin back, which I think is my favorite thing. Maybe my face shape is changing too.

My voice d r o p p e d really dramatically in the last week or two. People are starting to point it out. I can’t yell unless I do it from my chest, and I can’t baby talk at the dogs anymore. It’s all very crackly and my throat gets sore.

Bottom growth has grown more and it’s extremely fun and euphoric. Makes pleasure way easier too. I do have atrophy already so I’m starting estrogen cream tonight (first sign was itching that did not improve with infection treatments).

I have more energy and I actually look kinda buff. I’m loving it. My fat distribution is changing, less on the hips, lower-outer back, and thighs, a little more on the front of my belly but I’ve been controlling my caloric intake so it’s not much. My chest seems to have lost some mass too which makes taping easier.

I am feeling really good. I can’t wait to see some more changes!!