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HEYYY everyonee!! This reading took a lot lot time for me to complete and i genuinely ENJOYED every bit of it!! i went just a lil bit overboard with the word limit 😀 with each pile just cuz the messages kept popping uppp, so I hope y'all don't get bored reading the piles lmaoo. anyway, i hope yall enjoy this!! 💖

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.𖥔 ˖╭ ┆ℙ𝕀𝕃𝔼 𝟙 ╰⊹ ࣪

SOOOO pile 1, let’s start the reading.

starting off, one thing that is VERY clear is that the first 6 months of 2026 were hard on almost EVERYBODY (including most of y'all here)!!! things have been so messed up globally. every other day, something insane is happening, and nobody even knows how long this phase is gonna last. i just hope people stay safe and things settle down soon.

but ANYHOW, getting back to the reading!!

i’m NOT even kidding when i say almost everyone around me also went through some insane shit in these past months 😭 (i am also talking about myself here 😀). meanwhile, for some people it was weirdly calm too, BUT nah NOT U PILE 1 😭 ABSOLUTELY NOT!! y'all could have learned MANY lessons through all of it, some willingly.....some forcefully 💀 but i feel like compared to a lot of other people, y'all HAD IT EXTRAA HARD and i don't know why i am even laughing while writing this (it’s “smiling through pain” i guess), but i can relate because i feel like you people are the type to make jokes out of your own suffering 😭 like, y'all are not the kind of people who would lash out in anger or frustration, trauma dump on people, or maybe you just despise getting pitied. even if your life is actively falling apart, you’ll somehow still crack a joke in the middle of all of it 💀 things could be absolutely TERRIBLE and you’d still be there going, “well damn, this is some character development, huh? 😀” which is hilarious asf too lmaoo but this also says a lot about you as a person. i feel like humor is a coping mechanism for a lot of you people here. or maybe you are just REALLY funny people naturally. ANYWAY, moving on before i start psychoanalysing everybody here 😭

for the next 6 months, i am hearing a specific phrase: “just shut up and do your work.” the universe wants you to actually STFU!!! basically, if you actually wanna achieve anything, don’t let ANYONE know about it unless you have actually achieved it. and honestly, if you haven’t even thought about doing that yet, then maybe this reading itself is your sign!!

ALSO, your intuition is gonna be insanely strong in the next 6 months. your subconscious mind is gonna get SUPER active in the second half of the year. your gut feelings will operate so efficiently!! which by the way, ALSO means this is actually a really fucking good time for manifestation!! if you ACTUALLY put energy into it instead of just daydreaming 😭 you could manifest things surprisingly fast right now!! your mind is very powerful during this phase, so please use that to your advantage!! you’re also gonna start seeing through people VERY easily!! it’ll become RIDICULOUSLY easy for you to understand people’s intentions and get them. BUT the annoying part is, you’ll understand people deeply while not feeling equally understood in return. you'll be able to understand and read people flawlessly, whereas they’ll still fail to understand you properly. and YES babe that’s gonna hurt because it can feel very lonely and unappreciated :(

okay so next, i can see a LOT of y'all could possibly be getting a massive glow-up in the next 6 months. and when i say glow-up here, i SPECIFICALLY mean physically glowing up. PLUS y'all will start looking so much more “romantic” in general, if that makes sense?regardless of your gender, your feminine side is getting stronger as well. ALSOOO, you’re gonna have people confessing their feelings to you left and right, or at least having a major crush on you hehehe!!!! 💗i can see you getting a ton of romantic attention from people around you out of the blue!!! there are also people indirectly trying to make it obvious they like you (which is gonna be the case most of the time because y'all are also gonna come off as quite intimidating to a lot of people lmaoo). moreover, i can actually see so many people hiding their feelings from you (because of the same reason i just mentioned), they’re SCAREDD to come up to you!!! woah pile 1, babe y'all are ACTUALLY glowing the fuck up lmaoooo😛💗

also, your styling and dressing sense gets way better during this phase. like, either you finally figure out what suits you or you finally get access to the kind of stuff you ACTUALLY like, especially things like outfits, makeup, or anything related to that. the venus energy is so strong here, i ma seeing many of yall having taurus/cancer venus placement in your chart. this might be very specific, but maybe some of you are SUPERFANS of Sabrina Carpenter, hehehe 😁

and OKAY, this might sound a little dramatic, but i can sort of see a few people arguing over you 😭 for your attention most likely. also, you might actually end up in a love triangle, square, pentagon IDKK😭😭 for some of you, it’s someone who’s had a one sided crush on you for quite some time now, and they’re finally getting the courage to make a move!! 💘

OKAYYY UHM ONTO THE SPICY STUFF 🫷🏻😀🫸🏻 (this was unexpected, ahhh!) you are gonna be sexually quite active during the next 6 months 💀 for a lot of y'all, THEE best sex of your life in the next 6 months, or even losing your virginity for some of you 🤪 (BUTTT please be safe and don’t get pregnant if that’s not the plan lmao 😭 ✋🏻 because the chances are actually pretty high!!) EITHER WAYY, make sure to enjoy yourself, babe!! in all honesty though pile 1!! i am genuinely so happy and excited for you!!! PLS PLS make sure to make the MOST out of it!! <3

up until now, you know what’s actually the craziest part about this whole reading is the way the message of manifestation just keeps coming over and over again 😭 i am NOT kidding when i say your manifestation power in the next 6 months is gonna be insane as hell!!!! and the energy keeps telling me that if you don’t use this properly or don’t make the absolute best out of it, you’re gonna regret it later because this feels like a HUGE opportunity being handed to you. it's as if the universe is literally opening doors for you right now, handing you the opportunity to ask whatever you want from it!! whatever the fuck you want in your life right now, it doesn’t even matter what area honestly, it feels so easy for you to manifest during this time. and one of the easiest methods i personally feel would work really well for you is scripting. i just feel like scripting is one of the easiest and most effective things ever!! also subliminals, listening to subliminals + scripting together works amazingly well, so i would definitely recommend that.

also, moving onto more specific messages, i keep seeing you wanting to connect way more with nature. some of y'all are definitely going on a trip or vacation where nature is a huge part, somewhere with forests, plants, animals, greenery, maybe even jungle safaris!! and i keep feeling like you might finally see certain animals you have wanted to see for a really long time irl?? tigers could be that animal for a lot of you. and honestly, this whole vacation feels SOOOO healing for you. you're finally going to be able to connect with yourself. i know that sounds cliché, but it's 100% true for you here!!!

because i feel like until recently, life has been feeling kinda “cloudy,” “confusing,” or just messy in general. so being out in nature, seeing animals, and touching grass literally LMFAOO 😭 is gonna help a lot!!! put more plants around you!! more flowers, greenery, indoor plants, literally WHATEVER!!! i don’t even fully know why this message is SOOO strong, but it keeps repeating. having plants around your house is gonna lift your mood so much and help you mentally a lot as well. if you live somewhere where plants die easily or the climate makes it hard to keep them healthy, indoor plants work too!!

also, i feel like you're finally moving on from something too, which you were attached to for the longest time? it could be anything. so now, finally, you are gathering the courage to let that shit GO and move on from it. and honestly, i just feel like life itself is going to be very fair towards you in the next 6 months.

BUT BUT one warning though, i do keep seeing arguments/fights around you, and you specifically being involved in some one-on-one conflict with someone. so please avoid messy situations, drama, arguments, and all that exhausting stuff 😭 because honestly, it could interfere with your glow-up journey, which by the way is VERY MUCH happening in the next 6 months. some of y'all are definitely thinking about coloring your hair in funky colors 😭 especially pink omg. pink keeps showing up SO much. pink, purple, and blonde too. and i feel like some of y'all are inspired by celebrity crushes or celebrity hairstyles and wanna recreate them. tbh if that’s on your to-do list, then maybe this is a sign, hahahha!!! because i believe those colours would suit you so well!!! <3 and please don’t come for me if the hair turns out ugly, LMFAOO 😀🙏🏻 the chances of it looking bad feel low, but STILL. forgive me in advance! :’))

and i am also hearing that you recently (in the last few months) had some kind of breakup or “moving on” situation. someone either said something really hurtful, or you found out something you truly did NOT wanna know and it hurt like hell. but i do feel like in the next 6 months you're finally moving on from it naturally. and tbh it makes sense because there’s so much good stuff entering your life now, so moving on becomes easier because life itself starts giving you better things to focus on.

i’m not really seeing a serious relationship in the next 6 months. it feels more like enjoying yourself. this whole period is about YOU. you are enjoying your own company more. you are centering yourself as the main character finally instead of revolving your whole life around someone else. because honestly, i feel like until now, someone else might’ve been the center of your world. but NOTT anymore. now everything revolves around you instead 🫶🏻 also, water keeps coming through too, so you might be around water bodies A LOT. and please, for the love of god, drink MORE. WATER. that message came through so randomly, but the universe was adamant about it, so uh yeah 😭 stay hydrated babe!!!

BUTTT at the same time, one warning i do have is that your emotions look VERY strong during this phase, we have already talked about this earlier. at certain points, you might get overly sentimental or emotional, and because of that, there could be moments where you become overly emotional or impulsive and do something without fully thinking it through first 😭 i can see y’all becoming more expressive emotionally, but sometimes maybe TOO expressive 😭 so just try not to make huge decisions in the heat of the moment!!! i really don’t want you to make a decision that makes you feel embarrassed later. but to be real with you, i feel like there’s ONE SPECIFIC event coming for most of you in the next 6 months where you’re DEFINITELY gonna be “impulsive.” i can’t tell you the outcome yet because it’s a general reading, but this event is gonna be a MAJOR one. keep an eye on the 5th of any month, that’s gonna be important for you.

and despite all the romance and fun stuff happening, i really feel like the universe wants me to remind y'all to focus on your career and finances too. the next 6 months are actually so important for that. don’t let any temporary temptations distract you from your ACTUAL life path. and you know what? the best part is, you don’t even have to work THAT hard at it, you’re already super strong “manifestation-wise” right now, plus luck is on your side, so even a little effort goes a long way! but please, DO PAY ATTENTION!!

so yeahhh, enjoy your life wholeheartedly, have fun, do WHATEVER the fuck your heart wants 😭 but also make sure the important parts of your life aren’t getting completely ignored!! 💗

let me know through the comments, what you thought about the reading and how it resonates with y'all!!! thank you SOO MUCH for reading till here angel! i hope you have an amazing day/night! byee untill then!! 💖 <3

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.𖥔 ˖╭ ┆ℙ𝕀𝕃𝔼 𝟚. ╰⊹ ࣪

first of all omg 😭 the biggest thing i NEED to tell u abt the next 6 months is that luck is literally ON YOUR SIDE. undoubtedly. From how i see it, it looks like luck has straight up fallen into ur lap and now it’s just sitting there waiting for u to notice it and actually USE IT 😭 cuz this period feels insanely lucky for u. It’s almost like doors are opening left and right for you BUT you need to get yourself up and walk through them cuz this is the period for you to make movements. Although like is by your side, spoonfeeding of the opportunities is NOT the option unfortunately

These next 6 months is especially good for those of u who are students, planning for higher studies, or working in fields related to writing, communication, media and so on. this period feels SOOO important career wise and academically, whichever aligns with you. opportunities are gonna start showing up left and right and i absolutely reccomend you to TAKE ADVANTAGE OF EACH OF THEM!!!  i’m seeing yall becoming wayyyyy more bold and confident in your life to. well..more like, being forced to become like that. and that confidence alone is gonna attract most of these opportunities towards u. stop worrying about “what if i fail” or “what if i’m not good enough yet” because experience is EVERYTHING. apply for things. accept opportunities. TAKE risks (calculated risks plsss 🙏🏻). PUT yourself out there. gain experience from EVERYTHING, whatever comes in your way, which you think would be helpful even in the slightest. cuz TRUST ME when i say experience is one of the BIGGEST things in life. almost everything u do, every action u take, every decision u make later in life gets shaped by ur experiences.

and it’s actually funny/frustating asf because even you look at it from a career or job point of view, the ONE thing everyone keeps asking for, even for newcomers is EXPERIENCE 😭 i really don’t get HOW is someone supposed to get experience if nobody gives them a chance?!?!? but yeah that’s exactly why i’m saying, grab every opportunity u can. don’t sit there doubting urself too much.

alsoooo i’m heavily seeing movement happening for you. physical movement. For a lot of u, i am seeing that you are gonna move away from ur parents or from a place you have been living in for a really long time? it feels like you're leaving behind some kind of “familiarity”. And it matches with how we saw the higher studies or new job part above.  There’s also sooo much travel happening for you as well. specifically short term/distance travel. little trips, work travel is significant, and that

ALSO comes with REALLYYY chaotic schedules. and honestly this also tells me a lot of yall might either already be in jobs that require travelling or ur entering a phase where work/studies are gonna have u moving around a LOT???? and if i’m being fully honest with you… ur schedule in the next 6 months looks chaotic ASFFF😭 ALL OVER THE PLACE (good luck cuties ;’)). i’m not seeing a fixed routine naturally happening for the most of you. which means you HAVE to CONSCIOUSLY build discipline for yourself cuz if u DONT, it could start affecting ur physical and mental health too!!! a lot actually.

See, a LOT of amazing stuff is happening for you in the next 6 months. career wise, academically, opportunities coming in… but emotionally and mentally i do feel like there’s gonna be moments where you could get super overwhelmed if u don’t take care of urself properly. so pls take yourself seriously 😭 do whatever calms your brain and body. whatever little rituals, habits, routines, literally ANYTHING that helps calm ur brain down. DO IT.  whatever makes u feel grounded again?? maybe journaling, skincare, listening to music, walking, watching web series, reading books of your comfort genre, meditation, gaming,  SLEEPING PROPERLY for once (non negotiable btw), literally WHATEVERRR for you the best. just make sure you have SOMETHING that keeps u emotionally stable amidst all this chaos💗

Because, okay, i understand, maintaining a proper routine would feel insanely difficult for u during this phase BUT i keep hearing that if u don’t actively try to create balance, work life balance, ur brain might start feeling overloaded from everything happening at once. everything in your life is gonna start moving VERY rapidly soon. to the point where things might happen before you even fully process the previous thing that happened. You might end up thinking “wait wtf is even going on anymore” 🥲

so honestly i feel like universe is just warning you beforehand, through this reading, so that you are mentally prepared for this energy instead of getting completely blindsided by it. becase things ARE ACTUALLY changing for u. At a speed which might be too fast for you to process. and even tho it might feel overwhelming sometimes, this whole phase still feels extremely important for ur growth and future overall!! 

november feels SUPER important for a lot of you. the month itself seems an important one (if you are reading this at any point of time where november just passed or might not be coming up in the next 6 months, but i would still insist that it would be an important month for you. The next November that comes up after you read this reading). Okay, so for many of you, i feel like your birthday could be in november too. and specifically the 21st of some month (doesn't have to resonate with everyone) or it could turn out to be an important date or number for yall so pls pay attention to that date cuz it feels significant for some reason!!  also… jackets. idk why the hell that came through so randomly the second i started pulling cards but it did. jackets. maybe someone wears one, maybe u buy one, maybe it becomes important somehow, idk. But it is going to be significant for some reason. Brown jackets specifically. 

Moving on, there is DEFINITELY someone coming into your life in the next 6 months. and no i don’t feel like this is someone already around u. this feels like a completely new person entering ur energy. you might be meeting them during one of the short trips i mentioned earlier, could also be a work trip for some of you, and if not, then it’s definitely gonna be some kind of boring environment 😭 but somehow… yall end up getting unexpectedly close. initially, neither of you would plan for it, neither of u saw it coming, but the chemistry starts building naturally over time. personally, to me this chemistry here feels like ocean waves, which flow smoothly, timed perfectly, and under no one's control 🫠 also this person might have great communication skills. they KNOW how to talk. they know how to keep conversations flowing (very crucial skill trust me 🤚🏻) . and weirdly enough, this person also seems like a very lucky person for u in some way? as in, when they enter your life, opportunities, prosperity, career related stuff, academic opportunities or useful connections could also come into ur life through them (not like they are bringing them). even if indirectly. and honestly i don’t even think ur first reaction to them is gonna be attraction because the cards + the energy are making it very obvious that initially you probably wouldn't even plan/want anything romantic with them at all. one of the big reasons being, this person might not exactly give “green flag” vibes from the outside AT ALL. like yk how sometimes u meet ppl who LOOK like they rob banks as a job or do some kind of shady stuff, but then they end up being the sweetest person ever 😭😭😭 that’s literally the energy here LMFAOO.

their appearance or overall vibe might feel intimidating and suspicious at first. BUTTT at the same time i do feel like this person naturally has manipulative tendencies too. not necessarily maliciously evil or anything, but more like… it’s built into them 😭 like they emotionally trauma dump naturally. they unconsciously know how to emotionally influence people around them.

and i think THAT’S why u won’t immediately trust them or get attached to them from the get go. YES the chemistry would develop eventually, YES there’s potential for a long term connection, but i still see u keeping some distance initially. uand after your first interaction, i’m seeing multiple more interactions happening pretty quickly after that. not huge time gaps in between. and those repeated interactions slowly help u understand who this person ACTUALLY is beneath the surface. for a lot of yall, if this is a guy, he feels TALL TALL. brown hair too. and for some of u they might own a black car? 

i feel like for the past few months u’ve kinda been living in isolation mode? doing things like hiding away from people, staying in your comfort zone as much as possible. “I'm protecting myself, protecting my peace and just building…healthy boundaries”. THIS is what you told yourself. THIS is how you convinced yourself. BUT tbh i do think some of yall genuinely WERE hurt badly before this. that’s why u retreated into ur little bubble. but lovely, the energy here is strictly saying that phase HAS to end now 😭 if i had to explain the image i have in my mind rn, here how it goes: you are inside a small house hiding away from the world while outside the door there’s this future version of you banging aggressively on the door yelling: “get the fuck outside 😭 the weather is beautiful. why are u wasting ur life hiding in here??" lmaoooo

trust me babe, time feels super important for you. there are certain stuff about life which we as humans fail to realize early. one of them being the value of time and how short life actually is. and omg I'm not trying to terrify you or anything 😭🤚🏻 what I'm tryna say is, life moves fast. time passes quickly. and we deserve to EXPERIENCE life instead of spending all ur time trapped in sadness, fear, depression, isolation or overthinking. and one thing i  REALLY want you to remember is this: your inner self DIRECTLY dictates ur outer self!! if internally you constantly feel miserable, hopeless, negative, disconnected, eventually ur external life starts reflecting that energy too. but when u slowly start healing internally and allowing good things into your mind, it directly changes how life unfolds around you externally too. so plss try, even on difficult days, to look for small good things too 🫶🏻 even if u have to fake it at first!! i know it's not easy, but not impossible! even if you have to convince yourself slowly. because ur mindset genuinely matters a LOT during this phase!

i do NOT see u being overly comfortable in the next 6 months 😭 this period feels super busy and i feel tried while channeling this so yeah 😭🤚🏻 BUTTTT… it still feels worth it!!  because everything happening to you during the next 6 months feels directly connected to your long term growth. just PLEASEEE don’t ignore ur health in the process 😭  it’s way better to take care of yourself NOW than ending up in a hospital room later because pushed ur body way beyond what it could physically handle. (speaking from experience 🥲🙏🏻) 

NOW, because you are finally stepping out of this comfort zone/ little den you have been hiding yourself in for so long, there ARE gonna be moments where u suddenly feel insecure, underconfident, rejected or emotionally dejected at times.  there are gonna be situations, opportunities, environments, interactions, places where u suddenly start questioning yourself? “am i even good enough for this?” or “do i even belong here?”. and tbh it makes sense cuz u are being pushed into sooo many new situations at once.

you want a easy yet highly crucial advice? u HAVE to start convincing yourself that u are lucky!!! 😀✨ i KNOW this sounds a little delusionalbut trust me… manifestation literally works like that sometimes!! you almost have to lie to yourself about good things until those lies slowly become reality. even if u don’t fully believe it at first, no matter how unreal it might sound, the more u repeat those things, the more your external reality slowly starts shifting to match it. fake it until the universe is forced to make it real lmfooo

OKAY the BESTTT part is that ur guardian angels are SUPER close to u during this phase. you would actually feel a connection to them. they would constantly give you signs in various ways to show they are ready to help you and they are always protecting you!! so if st any point you sre confused about anything, feel free to ask them for signs!! ask for specific signs. ask for help. ask for confirmation. because they’re listening WAY more than u think rn!! they’re protecting u so heavily during this period tooo! like even when bad things happen, u somehow overcome them faster than expected. 

BUTTTTT spirit is also throwing a very serious warning at u rn!!! pls do NOT get involved in ANYTHING illegal or take any financial risks!! it might backfire in the worst way possible!! because it's VERY clear how any reckless action will destabilize ur life financially if u’re not careful!! also pls don’t spend money recklessly, focus more on saving rather than spending during this time!! 

BASICALLY this is the whole pattern happening to you:

when u stay calm -> opportunities flow towards u naturally!

when u panic or get greedy -> u start dismantling ur own life!! 

another thing i’m seeing is that you seriously need to love yourself more!! and i know “love yourself” sounds soooo cliché and annoying sometimes!! trust me i KNOW. but genuinely that’s one of the biggest lessons coming through in this reading.

 i feel like a lot of yall went through some REALLY rough mental/emotional periods recently or at some point in ur life. there was either a specific person or a specific situation that triggered a lot of this pain inside u. but the universe believes that now it's high time you stop grieving about your pain and MOVE ON. i know, this sounds easier said than done. when u’ve been attached to someone or something for a very long time, letting go feels terrifying as hell, and painful as well. but sweetie, trust me you have to do this one day!! spirits keep telling me that, the longer u stay stuck there, the harder it becomes to leave later 😭 so pls… choose yourself this time. 💗🫶🏻

let me know through the comments what you thought about the reading and how it resonates with y'all!!! Thank you SOO MUCH for reading till here angel! i hope you have an amazing day/night! byee untill then!! 💖 <3

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HEYYY pile 3!!! 

SO. as i look at this, one thing stands out to me instantly: it's ALL about YOU. i feel like for the next six months, you are going to be your own biggest focus now. you'll be thinking about yourself, questioning yourself, trying to understand yourself, wondering why you feel the way you do, and just spending so much time inside your own head, contemplating about yourself, and somehow, your relationship with yourself becomes the main thing/topic for you for the next 6 months!! 

Right now as i am doing this reading, i can feel this cold breeze brushing past me (and the weather here isn’t even good rn🥲) when i close my eyes, i see sooo many shades of blue, white light, almost like glitter reflecting off water, i also see different shades of glitter (i can also hear the song " Formula " from the show euphoria?) BUT despite all this, there's this sense of “uncertainty” or some kind of vagueness hanging in the air. there's a lot of “moon like energy” here for some reason, which is interesting because i don't even have the moon card infront of me. This tells me how the next 6 months might be very muddled up for most of you.

OH BOY😭 if you've been avoiding looking within yourself and introspection, THEN the next six months might not give you much choice cuties 😋 i really feel like life is going to push you towards self reflection whether you planned for it or not.

i do feel like there are moments where your actions, your emotions, or even your reactions could influence situations more than you realise. at the same time though, i also see YOU being manipulated by other people. it's almost like both things are happening simultaneously.

But on a serious note, there may be situations where you truly feel like the victim (sadly, people would actually plot against you for whatever reason) there would be situations that make you feel completely frustrated, confused, or just absolutely drive you NUTS. but because you naturally carry such an empathetic and understanding presence, people may also find it easy to project things onto you or sway your perceptions.

i also see you living in your own fantasy world quite a bit during these six months. there could be periods where you become slightly delusional (or maybe a LOT 🫠)  i don't know why but the energy reminds me so much of autumn and winter. it's actually funny because a lot of people associate daydreaming with summer, but personally i always associate it with winter. That is the time when the days get shorter, whereas the nights are longer, when people spend more time alone, when you're wrapped up in your own thoughts most of the time. and that's EXACTLY the feeling i'm getting here!!

and wow, your artistic side is showing up VERY strongly here. i feel like your creativity is going to flare up in ways that surprise even YOU!!! some of you may return to old creative hobbies, while others may discover new ways of exploring yourself. there's such a beautiful “imaginative” energy surrounding you. and because of that, you may also appear incredibly attractive to other people.

i genuinely feel like you'll be admired a lot for your beauty, your aura, your presence particularly. I am seeing that some of you have this almost angelic, fairy like energy about you. regardless of your gender, it's this ethereal sort of aura that makes people stare at you or want to be around you. but interestingly enough, it also feels like people won't quite know how to approach you. It’s like, they are scared to me misjudged by you and in doing that they are misjududging you? 😭 (this part is SOOO difficult to explain i’m sooo sorry 😭) i'm picking up pisces placements, pisces moons, pisces mars placements for many of you. 

but here's the thing. people are also going to misunderstand you quite a lot actually. they may completely misjudge your intentions or create an image of you in their mind that doesn't AT ALL align with who you really are. and despite the fact that i'm seeing all this introspection and self reflection going on, i'm also seeing insecurities becoming LOUDER. Well that may actually be WHY you're spending so much time analysing yourself. because underneath everything, there seems to be a fear of not fully understanding who you are anymore. 🥲 ( i am sending soooo much love and protection your way lovliess 🫂)

i actually see you becoming MORE intuitive. your intuition isn't disappearing,  if anything, it's getting STRONGER. the problem is that there are so many things happening at once that you don't know what information to trust. there's noise everywhere, you want to contemplate, analyze and understand every DAMN SINGLE THING (plsss pile 3, let yourself breathhhh 😭) AND BECAUSE you're CONFUSED by this overtime with your brain, your judgments can become a little cloudy. 😀

SO HERE'S THE ADVICE I HAVE FOR YOU. please don't put your foot into everybody's business. 😭 and im sooo serious when i say this. LET people make their own choices. even if it's a very VERY close friend. if you already know that someone isn't going to listen to your advice and is determined to make their own decisions then let them BABEE. allow people to experience the consequences of their own choices. allow them to learn their own lessons. because i feel like one of the biggest traps for you over these next six months is overanalysing other people's situations to the point where you lose sight of your own. and when that happens, you start missing the bigger picture of your own life. you start investing energy into things that aren't even yours to carry. and that can slowly pull you away from your own path.

if there's a certain toxic comfort zone, unhealthy coping mechanism, or particular source of instant gratification you've been relying on lately, i feel like the next six months may slowly pull you away from it. and because of that, life might feel a bit boring at times and less exciting than what you're used to. For some yof you, it’s most likely that this particular “coping mechanism” is belong taken away from you against your own will, as if you HAD TO do it, not that you wanted to. 

you know when you've become SOO DAMN accustomed to chaos that peace suddenly feels strange? yeah... that's the energy i'm getting here. but i feel like it's happening for your own good. because as i move further into this whole thing, things start making a lot more sense.

one of the strongest things i'm seeing is that during the beginning phase of these six months, especially the first few months, stability starts entering your life rather quickly. and i'm seeing money here too. for many of you, this isn't just about receiving money, though. it's about what you DO with it. The advice i am hearing for you is, invest your money wisely for long term gains. Future YOU will thank present YOU for it 👏🏻

This could be a very specific message but here’s what i am hearing: there's been a piece of advice you've heard over and over and OVER again throughout your life. maybe friends have told you, maybe family and maybe even strangers. and every single time you heard it, you would clench your jaw internally because you were SICK SICK of hearing it 😭 BUT then life happens. and suddenly you experience something firsthand, and you sit there thinking… "oh…..THAT'S what they meant." and THAT’S the energy i'm seeing. it's finally understanding that repeated advice it through a very lived experience.

another thing i'm noticing is that so many of you naturally have a “service oriented” nature. yall actually care about and love helping people. you may even work in healing professions, psychology, therapy, healthcare, counselling, teaching, coaching, or any role where you're supporting others in some way. and even if your actual job has nothing to do with any of those things, i still feel like people constantly come to you for advice. you know exactly the type of person i'm talking about. the friend everybody messages when they're having a hard time, the friend everybody runs to when they don't know what to do, the friend who somehow ends up being everyone's unpaid therapist, the friend who ends up being the relationship counceller and sometimes even the mediator  😭🙏🏻 yes that's what i'm seeing lmaooo.

and then we get to something that honestly made me smile while reading these cards!!! because i keep seeing some sort of happy ending by the end of this period. earlier in the reading, i talked about all this confusion, this lack of self-awareness, this feeling of becoming detached from yourself. and while pulling these cards, i kept asking myself (and my spirits): "what EXACTLY causing this, it can’t just be all these reasons?" because, as i said, i don't really see you spending enough time alone.

and for some of you, i also keep wondering whether there's a particular person involved? someone who contributes to this confusion? AND now, this message might not apply to everyone. but if there IS someone important currently playing that role in your life, then i genuinely feel like there could be a happy ending between the two of you by the end of these six months. (woahhhh i really can’t express the happiness as i write this line 😭🫶🏻 gurllll i started giggling as i wrote this line, so i can only imagine how happy yall are gonna be when you actually experience this particular phase omfgggggg jrisjgisngosjon) but i HAVE to mention it because it kept coming through. throughout this reading, i kept being reminded of a particular kdrama. the vibe of your reading kept pulling me back to it again and again. something about your next six months mirrors the themes of that show so STRONGLY AHAHAHAHA. and i feel like some of you may end up relating to it deeply. It’s called, “DESTINED WITH YOU” (I LOVEEEEE THAT KDRAMAAA, i have rewatched it several times and mind you, it’s conig from someone who barely ever rewaches a movie or a show 😋) 

february keeps standing out to me. 14th february especially. or simply the number 14. it could be a date that becomes significant somehow. take that however it resonates.

Now, darling, i would be lying if i sat here and told you that the next six months are going to be the happiest six months of your entire life.

because…that's not what i'm seeing. at least not from the current perspective my spirits are showing me. this reading is FILLEDDD WITH contrasts. one minute we're talking about intuition, the next minute we're talking about confusion. one minute we're talking about self-awareness, the next we're talking about losing touch with yourself. it's a VERY VERY contradictory energy. that's exactly why the neptune energy feels SO strong here. it's everywhere.

i'm also seeing that some of you may lose certain people you don’t resonate with anymore. or you could also distance yourself from these people. and in some cases, you may even blame yourself for it ☹️ you may carry guilt that doesn't AT ALL belong to you!!  But despite all of this... you do not lose yourself. and THANK GOD for that 😭🙏🏻

Because that’s undoubtably, one of my favourite things about you i've seen in this entire reading. you struggle, you get confused, make mistakes, overthink, cry, BUT you don't abandon yourself and that matters more than you realise!!!! 

because the biggest piece of advice i want to leave you with is this: you have to become your OWN SUGAR MOMMY!! 😭 because speaking frankly, nobody is coming to rescue you. I don’t mean that you are getting abandoned or smth. Basically i mean, if we're being real, most people don't get saved. YOU are the one who picks oneself up, YOU are the one who decides to keep going, and if you're unwilling to show up for yourself, nobody else can do that work for you!!! not your friends, not your partner, not even god himself!! don't depend on somebody else for your peace!!! (terrible TERRIBLE decision trust me 😀🫸🏻) don't hand over the keys to your emotions to another human, don't EVERRRR allow another person to become responsible for regulating your emotions.

because i genuinely see people testing your patience over the next six months, and interestingly, it doesn't feel like friends. it feels more connected to your professional environment? It could be colleagues, classmates., people connected to work etc. those are the individuals i see frustrating you the most. and YES there will be moments where they get under your skin, there will be moments where you're exhausted, moments where you want to scream into a pillow or beat the shit out of a person 😭 (pls don’t cuz we don’t wanna end up in jail) 

another very specific message i'm channeling right now is about friendship. this might end up being one of the sweetest things i see in this entire reading. 🥹💕 because i really feel like a lot of you either already have or are about to have a very special group of friends entering your life. for some of you, this group already exists. for others, these people haven't arrived yet. BUT REGARDLESS, these are the people who are going to support you the MOST throughout the next six months. for many of you, these friendships feel predominantly feminine in nature. that doesn't necessarily mean female friends for every single person, but there is a very nurturing, compassionate, emotionally intelligent energy surrounding these connections. these are people who ACTUALLY understand you!! and the BEST thing is that while i was pulling these cards, i suddenly got reminded of legally blonde 😭 specifically, elle woods and the friendships she had throughout her journey. and every single time i think about those friendships, my heart melts a little. because regardless of whether those people fully understood what she was doing...regardless of whether they understood every little detail of her dreams...they STILL supported her,  rooted for her. even when she was essentially fighting for her case alone, they came to support her (cutesttt scene in the entire movie omlll) regardless of how excluded you may feel in certain environments over the next six months, these people are going to remind you that you have someone whom you can lean on!!  that you're loved. and i truly think that's one of the most beautiful things happening for you during this period.

i keep getting this image of finally seeing the light at the end of a tunnel. or honestly, more like seeing sunlight after being stuck inside a cave for ages✨ i can literally see that image reflected in the cards themselves!!!

and what's interesting is that there are actually plenty of happy moments scattered throughout this journey too. the problem isn't that those moments aren't there, the problem is that i keep seeing you struggling to fully enjoy them 😭 because i keep seeing this self critisizing tendencies, this tendency to stay inside your own head. this habit of mentally wandering off even when something lovely is happening right in front of you.

for example, i can see some of you attending parties, going out with friends., being invited to events, being surrounded by people who care about you. and yet your mind is somewhere else entirely?  you're sitting there wondering about life. so if i could give you one gentle reminder here, it would be this: please don't miss the little moments🥹 please DON’T!!!!  there may not be hundreds of opportunities for joy during this period, but the ones that DO appear? BE. PRESENT. FOR. THEM. mentally, emotionally and ofc, physically. squeeze EVERY DROP of happiness out of them!! because they matter far more than you realise.

 one thing i noticed while trying to channel this reading was that huge portions of your next six months felt... unwritten. and that's actually one of the reasons this reading was so difficult to channel 😭 there were so many blank spaces, it tells me that a significant portion of what happens next depends on YOU.

and as i reach the end, that's honestly the biggest message spirit keeps repeating. everything is eventually in your hands. EVERYTHING.

let me know through the comments, what you thought about the reading and how it resonates with y'all!!! thank you SOO MUCH for reading till here angel! i hope you have an amazing day/night! byee untill then!! 💖 <3

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