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@marsstarsphd
Hello all! :D
My name is Mars, I am currently in my first year therapy internship and studying at the College of Dreamers and Doers! I’m on here to see if I can reach new clients and get them to a breakthrough
My pronouns are She/They
The PhD student is In if you need advice :)
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happy birthdayyyy!
Aww, thank you very much!! ^_^
The doctor sent me flowers as a birthday gift!
I almost forgot it was today, haha! ^^
plenty of therapists benefit from talking things out with someone else in their field, even if life is going good all things considered. you have a lot of weight on you shoulders, please consider it!
Well… yes I suppose that’s true, but I feel like I rely on the Doctor too much! I should be able to resolve some issues myself, right? :(
hey girl havw you considered going to a therapist yourself. thats like kind of not normal what you just said there...
What?? Haha, no, everything is perfectly fine! ^^
Besides, therapy is my passion! I enjoy helping others :D
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maybe you will have tge time now because its summer
Unfortunately a therapist’s work is never done, haha! ^_^
…Mm, maybe I will have a little more time. But I’d feel bad just spending it on myself! :<
i thin k you should play more gamesssss..... enrichmetnnt :D
Oh believe me, I wish I had the time! :d
do yuou ever play games and have fun
…Occasionally? I’m far too busy usually but sometimes when I have a day off I like to sit down with a nice, cozy farm game :}
*A bug? In your office? It's more likely than you think! Lint is peering in from the doorway with his big stupid eyes*
-🧵🐝( @number1cloudspirefan )
*It takes a second, but her eyes wander to the door and a friendly, polite smile spreads across her face as she spots you 🐻🫵🐝*
Ah, Lint! Did you want to come in for a session today? ^^
Um, yes! Sorry it's been so long.
*Lint sits down and ☝️ grabs one of the stress balls 2 play with*
*Mars joins you in the like setup thing in their usual chair with their notepad. yay!*
I’m simply glad to see you! There’s no need to apologize for taking time away no matter the reasoning behind it.
Is there anything specifically that brought you here? Something that you maybe felt like you needed to talk about?
Uuuuh, kind of.. but I don't wanna talk about it yet. Can we talk about something easier first?
Of course! We go at your pace here.
Anything in particular you feel comfortable sharing right now?
I wanna talk about like, school stuff, if that's okay? I've been thinking about it a lot more.
Mhm! Whatever you’d like to share! This is your time.
What have you been thinking about with that?
Well, I'm graduating soon. And I'm happy! But I'm worried about leaving the team. Cloudspire, I mean! Those are- those are my friends, I think, and I'm just... scared, I guess.
I see, graduating is a big change, and worrying about losing a community like your steamsledding team is a valid concern to have!
Is there anything in particular you seem to mainly be scared of concerning graduation?
I-I don't know, I guess it feels like I'm leaving them behind, and I really dont want them to feel that way. But what if they, like, won't even miss me? I want them to care, but we barely talk anymore!
This team is a significant part of your life it seems, It sounds like it’s important to you to feel that you matter to them, is that accurate?
Mm, yeah? I guess. It feels silly...
I see, what specifically feels silly about it to you?
Like- it's a silly thing to want! Or maybe selfish is a better word. I don't know why I feel this way, okay?
That’s perfectly fine, what does it feel like to not have the answer right now?
*Speaking soooo calmstyle to you….. clam down bug…..*
Umm, not good! And I wanna figure it out! :[
Mm, and what would figuring it out consist of?
I-I don't know!! Aren't you supposed to be helping?
Lint, how I help is by first and foremost knowing what I am working with, and to do that I need to know what is going on in your mind when you say something.
But I see that perhaps these aren’t the most important questions to focus on.
You mentioned before that you barely talk to your team, is there a reason as to why?
Sorry.. I know I shouldn't be so harsh.
Well, I just- I guess it's like, because I don't really show up anymore. I hardly show up to practice, and we don't spend much time together outside of that... I don't even remember their birthdays! Or their favorite colors! I swear I used to be more present, but living is so hard now.
Thank you for the apology, though there is no need for it here. You’re more than welcome to share any and all emotions in this space ^^
I see, can you elaborate on what exactly makes living so hard, as you put it?
Everything's just so tiring now, I don't know why. I always feel like I'm half asleep! And it's stupid, I used to have so much more on my plate. Why is it harder for me now that I have a safe home? And a stable job, and a hundred other nice things going for me? It's so dumb!
While you may focus on the positive things you have, are there any stressors or additional responsibilities, like graduation or otherwise, that might contribute to this feeling of tiredness?
I mean, yeah, but it's not like I haven't dealt with this stuff before. I know I can handle it! It should be easier now!
Hm, what makes it feel like it 'should' be easier? What are you comparing this situation to?
I don't know, I have a lot more support now. So I shouldn't be struggling so hard anymore. I hate it!
I see.
Let’s sit with that hate for a moment. What do you believe that part of you is trying to tell you?
That I should try harder? Like, obviously.
Mm, can you elaborate on what you mean by obviously?
Uugh, I feel like I'm repeating myself.
I used to do so much more, and I didn't need all of the support I have now. So I'm clearly not trying as hard as I used to!
I hear the frustration at the fact we tend to come back to this topic a lot.
Hm, is it that you’re not trying as hard, as you said, or could it be that your needs are simply different now?
Maybe, but why would they be different now? That's annoying!
Great question! Why would your needs be different now? Is there anything that you believe could be the root of this?
I-I don't know!! I don't feel like I've changed at all, but now everything is confusing and difficult! :[
I know it's normal for people to change like this, probably, but like... I wish it wouldn't happen to me! I don't want to relearn who I am every couple of months, you know? It's so frustrating.
It makes sense to feel hesitant about changing. Change is rarely linear, and it often feels harder right before it gets easier.
Do you feel comfortable continuing on this topic or would you prefer a more manageable one?
Umm, something easier would be nice. If that's okay! I'm sorry..
More than okay! This space is meant for you to go at whatever pace feels comfortable for you, and if what you feel is best for you is taking some steps back, then that’s what we’ll do!
Anything in particular you want to discuss?
Well, I guess it isn't any more simple, but- um, I've been journaling... or, we? Like, I-I've been able to communicate with my system. A little bit. And I don't wanna talk about it, but I'll feel really bad if I don't :/
Oh? What do you feel comfortable sharing about that experience, if anything?
*Intrigued beargirl….. writing this thang down*
Well, uum.. there's more of them than I thought? And... I-I don't know if I'm ready for this, actually. I'm sorry.
That’s perfectly alright!
What goes through your mind when you think of talking about this topic?
Uunm.. a lot of fear? But I don't wanna be scared!! This stuff is the whole reason I came in today! :(
I see, is there anything in particular that makes you fearful of sharing this stuff?
I don't know.. I don't think I trust you enough :<
Thank you for sharing that with me, Lint.
What do you need from me for this space to feel safer?
Hmhmm, I don't know! I just- I can't do this! Not right now!
I'm sorry, I really think I should leave. It's not your fault, I just- I don't know how to- I need more time..
I see, I hear that you are feeling overwhelmed and need to leave. It’s okay to need more time.
Would it help to take two minutes to breathe and ground ourselves before you go, so you feel safe leaving?
*Shaking he head :(*
I just wanna go home.
That’s quite alright, we can end the session here if that’s what you prefer!
I’m proud of what we managed to focus on and I hope we can continue working on making this a place you feel comfortable sharing.
*You get the feeling that she’d let you take the stress ball with you*
*A bug? In your office? It's more likely than you think! Lint is peering in from the doorway with his big stupid eyes*
-🧵🐝( @number1cloudspirefan )
*It takes a second, but her eyes wander to the door and a friendly, polite smile spreads across her face as she spots you 🐻🫵🐝*
Ah, Lint! Did you want to come in for a session today? ^^
Um, yes! Sorry it's been so long.
*Lint sits down and ☝️ grabs one of the stress balls 2 play with*
*Mars joins you in the like setup thing in their usual chair with their notepad. yay!*
I’m simply glad to see you! There’s no need to apologize for taking time away no matter the reasoning behind it.
Is there anything specifically that brought you here? Something that you maybe felt like you needed to talk about?
Uuuuh, kind of.. but I don't wanna talk about it yet. Can we talk about something easier first?
Of course! We go at your pace here.
Anything in particular you feel comfortable sharing right now?
I wanna talk about like, school stuff, if that's okay? I've been thinking about it a lot more.
Mhm! Whatever you’d like to share! This is your time.
What have you been thinking about with that?
Well, I'm graduating soon. And I'm happy! But I'm worried about leaving the team. Cloudspire, I mean! Those are- those are my friends, I think, and I'm just... scared, I guess.
I see, graduating is a big change, and worrying about losing a community like your steamsledding team is a valid concern to have!
Is there anything in particular you seem to mainly be scared of concerning graduation?
I-I don't know, I guess it feels like I'm leaving them behind, and I really dont want them to feel that way. But what if they, like, won't even miss me? I want them to care, but we barely talk anymore!
This team is a significant part of your life it seems, It sounds like it’s important to you to feel that you matter to them, is that accurate?
Mm, yeah? I guess. It feels silly...
I see, what specifically feels silly about it to you?
Like- it's a silly thing to want! Or maybe selfish is a better word. I don't know why I feel this way, okay?
That’s perfectly fine, what does it feel like to not have the answer right now?
*Speaking soooo calmstyle to you….. clam down bug…..*
Umm, not good! And I wanna figure it out! :[
Mm, and what would figuring it out consist of?
I-I don't know!! Aren't you supposed to be helping?
Lint, how I help is by first and foremost knowing what I am working with, and to do that I need to know what is going on in your mind when you say something.
But I see that perhaps these aren’t the most important questions to focus on.
You mentioned before that you barely talk to your team, is there a reason as to why?
Sorry.. I know I shouldn't be so harsh.
Well, I just- I guess it's like, because I don't really show up anymore. I hardly show up to practice, and we don't spend much time together outside of that... I don't even remember their birthdays! Or their favorite colors! I swear I used to be more present, but living is so hard now.
Thank you for the apology, though there is no need for it here. You’re more than welcome to share any and all emotions in this space ^^
I see, can you elaborate on what exactly makes living so hard, as you put it?
Everything's just so tiring now, I don't know why. I always feel like I'm half asleep! And it's stupid, I used to have so much more on my plate. Why is it harder for me now that I have a safe home? And a stable job, and a hundred other nice things going for me? It's so dumb!
While you may focus on the positive things you have, are there any stressors or additional responsibilities, like graduation or otherwise, that might contribute to this feeling of tiredness?
I mean, yeah, but it's not like I haven't dealt with this stuff before. I know I can handle it! It should be easier now!
Hm, what makes it feel like it 'should' be easier? What are you comparing this situation to?
I don't know, I have a lot more support now. So I shouldn't be struggling so hard anymore. I hate it!
I see.
Let’s sit with that hate for a moment. What do you believe that part of you is trying to tell you?
That I should try harder? Like, obviously.
Mm, can you elaborate on what you mean by obviously?
Uugh, I feel like I'm repeating myself.
I used to do so much more, and I didn't need all of the support I have now. So I'm clearly not trying as hard as I used to!
I hear the frustration at the fact we tend to come back to this topic a lot.
Hm, is it that you’re not trying as hard, as you said, or could it be that your needs are simply different now?
Maybe, but why would they be different now? That's annoying!
Great question! Why would your needs be different now? Is there anything that you believe could be the root of this?
I-I don't know!! I don't feel like I've changed at all, but now everything is confusing and difficult! :[
I know it's normal for people to change like this, probably, but like... I wish it wouldn't happen to me! I don't want to relearn who I am every couple of months, you know? It's so frustrating.
It makes sense to feel hesitant about changing. Change is rarely linear, and it often feels harder right before it gets easier.
Do you feel comfortable continuing on this topic or would you prefer a more manageable one?
Umm, something easier would be nice. If that's okay! I'm sorry..
More than okay! This space is meant for you to go at whatever pace feels comfortable for you, and if what you feel is best for you is taking some steps back, then that’s what we’ll do!
Anything in particular you want to discuss?
Well, I guess it isn't any more simple, but- um, I've been journaling... or, we? Like, I-I've been able to communicate with my system. A little bit. And I don't wanna talk about it, but I'll feel really bad if I don't :/
Oh? What do you feel comfortable sharing about that experience, if anything?
*Intrigued beargirl….. writing this thang down*
Well, uum.. there's more of them than I thought? And... I-I don't know if I'm ready for this, actually. I'm sorry.
That’s perfectly alright!
What goes through your mind when you think of talking about this topic?
Uunm.. a lot of fear? But I don't wanna be scared!! This stuff is the whole reason I came in today! :(
I see, is there anything in particular that makes you fearful of sharing this stuff?
I don't know.. I don't think I trust you enough :<
Thank you for sharing that with me, Lint.
What do you need from me for this space to feel safer?
Hmhmm, I don't know! I just- I can't do this! Not right now!
I'm sorry, I really think I should leave. It's not your fault, I just- I don't know how to- I need more time..
I see, I hear that you are feeling overwhelmed and need to leave. It’s okay to need more time.
Would it help to take two minutes to breathe and ground ourselves before you go, so you feel safe leaving?
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*A bug? In your office? It's more likely than you think! Lint is peering in from the doorway with his big stupid eyes*
-🧵🐝( @number1cloudspirefan )
*It takes a second, but her eyes wander to the door and a friendly, polite smile spreads across her face as she spots you 🐻🫵🐝*
Ah, Lint! Did you want to come in for a session today? ^^
Um, yes! Sorry it's been so long.
*Lint sits down and ☝️ grabs one of the stress balls 2 play with*
*Mars joins you in the like setup thing in their usual chair with their notepad. yay!*
I’m simply glad to see you! There’s no need to apologize for taking time away no matter the reasoning behind it.
Is there anything specifically that brought you here? Something that you maybe felt like you needed to talk about?
Uuuuh, kind of.. but I don't wanna talk about it yet. Can we talk about something easier first?
Of course! We go at your pace here.
Anything in particular you feel comfortable sharing right now?
I wanna talk about like, school stuff, if that's okay? I've been thinking about it a lot more.
Mhm! Whatever you’d like to share! This is your time.
What have you been thinking about with that?
Well, I'm graduating soon. And I'm happy! But I'm worried about leaving the team. Cloudspire, I mean! Those are- those are my friends, I think, and I'm just... scared, I guess.
I see, graduating is a big change, and worrying about losing a community like your steamsledding team is a valid concern to have!
Is there anything in particular you seem to mainly be scared of concerning graduation?
I-I don't know, I guess it feels like I'm leaving them behind, and I really dont want them to feel that way. But what if they, like, won't even miss me? I want them to care, but we barely talk anymore!
This team is a significant part of your life it seems, It sounds like it’s important to you to feel that you matter to them, is that accurate?
Mm, yeah? I guess. It feels silly...
I see, what specifically feels silly about it to you?
Like- it's a silly thing to want! Or maybe selfish is a better word. I don't know why I feel this way, okay?
That’s perfectly fine, what does it feel like to not have the answer right now?
*Speaking soooo calmstyle to you….. clam down bug…..*
Umm, not good! And I wanna figure it out! :[
Mm, and what would figuring it out consist of?
I-I don't know!! Aren't you supposed to be helping?
Lint, how I help is by first and foremost knowing what I am working with, and to do that I need to know what is going on in your mind when you say something.
But I see that perhaps these aren’t the most important questions to focus on.
You mentioned before that you barely talk to your team, is there a reason as to why?
Sorry.. I know I shouldn't be so harsh.
Well, I just- I guess it's like, because I don't really show up anymore. I hardly show up to practice, and we don't spend much time together outside of that... I don't even remember their birthdays! Or their favorite colors! I swear I used to be more present, but living is so hard now.
Thank you for the apology, though there is no need for it here. You’re more than welcome to share any and all emotions in this space ^^
I see, can you elaborate on what exactly makes living so hard, as you put it?
Everything's just so tiring now, I don't know why. I always feel like I'm half asleep! And it's stupid, I used to have so much more on my plate. Why is it harder for me now that I have a safe home? And a stable job, and a hundred other nice things going for me? It's so dumb!
While you may focus on the positive things you have, are there any stressors or additional responsibilities, like graduation or otherwise, that might contribute to this feeling of tiredness?
I mean, yeah, but it's not like I haven't dealt with this stuff before. I know I can handle it! It should be easier now!
Hm, what makes it feel like it 'should' be easier? What are you comparing this situation to?
I don't know, I have a lot more support now. So I shouldn't be struggling so hard anymore. I hate it!
I see.
Let’s sit with that hate for a moment. What do you believe that part of you is trying to tell you?
That I should try harder? Like, obviously.
Mm, can you elaborate on what you mean by obviously?
Uugh, I feel like I'm repeating myself.
I used to do so much more, and I didn't need all of the support I have now. So I'm clearly not trying as hard as I used to!
I hear the frustration at the fact we tend to come back to this topic a lot.
Hm, is it that you’re not trying as hard, as you said, or could it be that your needs are simply different now?
Maybe, but why would they be different now? That's annoying!
Great question! Why would your needs be different now? Is there anything that you believe could be the root of this?
I-I don't know!! I don't feel like I've changed at all, but now everything is confusing and difficult! :[
I know it's normal for people to change like this, probably, but like... I wish it wouldn't happen to me! I don't want to relearn who I am every couple of months, you know? It's so frustrating.
It makes sense to feel hesitant about changing. Change is rarely linear, and it often feels harder right before it gets easier.
Do you feel comfortable continuing on this topic or would you prefer a more manageable one?
Umm, something easier would be nice. If that's okay! I'm sorry..
More than okay! This space is meant for you to go at whatever pace feels comfortable for you, and if what you feel is best for you is taking some steps back, then that’s what we’ll do!
Anything in particular you want to discuss?
Well, I guess it isn't any more simple, but- um, I've been journaling... or, we? Like, I-I've been able to communicate with my system. A little bit. And I don't wanna talk about it, but I'll feel really bad if I don't :/
Oh? What do you feel comfortable sharing about that experience, if anything?
*Intrigued beargirl….. writing this thang down*
Well, uum.. there's more of them than I thought? And... I-I don't know if I'm ready for this, actually. I'm sorry.
That’s perfectly alright!
What goes through your mind when you think of talking about this topic?
Uunm.. a lot of fear? But I don't wanna be scared!! This stuff is the whole reason I came in today! :(
I see, is there anything in particular that makes you fearful of sharing this stuff?
I don't know.. I don't think I trust you enough :<
Thank you for sharing that with me, Lint.
What do you need from me for this space to feel safer?
*A bug? In your office? It's more likely than you think! Lint is peering in from the doorway with his big stupid eyes*
-🧵🐝( @number1cloudspirefan )
*It takes a second, but her eyes wander to the door and a friendly, polite smile spreads across her face as she spots you 🐻🫵🐝*
Ah, Lint! Did you want to come in for a session today? ^^
Um, yes! Sorry it's been so long.
*Lint sits down and ☝️ grabs one of the stress balls 2 play with*
*Mars joins you in the like setup thing in their usual chair with their notepad. yay!*
I’m simply glad to see you! There’s no need to apologize for taking time away no matter the reasoning behind it.
Is there anything specifically that brought you here? Something that you maybe felt like you needed to talk about?
Uuuuh, kind of.. but I don't wanna talk about it yet. Can we talk about something easier first?
Of course! We go at your pace here.
Anything in particular you feel comfortable sharing right now?
I wanna talk about like, school stuff, if that's okay? I've been thinking about it a lot more.
Mhm! Whatever you’d like to share! This is your time.
What have you been thinking about with that?
Well, I'm graduating soon. And I'm happy! But I'm worried about leaving the team. Cloudspire, I mean! Those are- those are my friends, I think, and I'm just... scared, I guess.
I see, graduating is a big change, and worrying about losing a community like your steamsledding team is a valid concern to have!
Is there anything in particular you seem to mainly be scared of concerning graduation?
I-I don't know, I guess it feels like I'm leaving them behind, and I really dont want them to feel that way. But what if they, like, won't even miss me? I want them to care, but we barely talk anymore!
This team is a significant part of your life it seems, It sounds like it’s important to you to feel that you matter to them, is that accurate?
Mm, yeah? I guess. It feels silly...
I see, what specifically feels silly about it to you?
Like- it's a silly thing to want! Or maybe selfish is a better word. I don't know why I feel this way, okay?
That’s perfectly fine, what does it feel like to not have the answer right now?
*Speaking soooo calmstyle to you….. clam down bug…..*
Umm, not good! And I wanna figure it out! :[
Mm, and what would figuring it out consist of?
I-I don't know!! Aren't you supposed to be helping?
Lint, how I help is by first and foremost knowing what I am working with, and to do that I need to know what is going on in your mind when you say something.
But I see that perhaps these aren’t the most important questions to focus on.
You mentioned before that you barely talk to your team, is there a reason as to why?
Sorry.. I know I shouldn't be so harsh.
Well, I just- I guess it's like, because I don't really show up anymore. I hardly show up to practice, and we don't spend much time together outside of that... I don't even remember their birthdays! Or their favorite colors! I swear I used to be more present, but living is so hard now.
Thank you for the apology, though there is no need for it here. You’re more than welcome to share any and all emotions in this space ^^
I see, can you elaborate on what exactly makes living so hard, as you put it?
Everything's just so tiring now, I don't know why. I always feel like I'm half asleep! And it's stupid, I used to have so much more on my plate. Why is it harder for me now that I have a safe home? And a stable job, and a hundred other nice things going for me? It's so dumb!
While you may focus on the positive things you have, are there any stressors or additional responsibilities, like graduation or otherwise, that might contribute to this feeling of tiredness?
I mean, yeah, but it's not like I haven't dealt with this stuff before. I know I can handle it! It should be easier now!
Hm, what makes it feel like it 'should' be easier? What are you comparing this situation to?
I don't know, I have a lot more support now. So I shouldn't be struggling so hard anymore. I hate it!
I see.
Let’s sit with that hate for a moment. What do you believe that part of you is trying to tell you?
That I should try harder? Like, obviously.
Mm, can you elaborate on what you mean by obviously?
Uugh, I feel like I'm repeating myself.
I used to do so much more, and I didn't need all of the support I have now. So I'm clearly not trying as hard as I used to!
I hear the frustration at the fact we tend to come back to this topic a lot.
Hm, is it that you’re not trying as hard, as you said, or could it be that your needs are simply different now?
Maybe, but why would they be different now? That's annoying!
Great question! Why would your needs be different now? Is there anything that you believe could be the root of this?
I-I don't know!! I don't feel like I've changed at all, but now everything is confusing and difficult! :[
I know it's normal for people to change like this, probably, but like... I wish it wouldn't happen to me! I don't want to relearn who I am every couple of months, you know? It's so frustrating.
It makes sense to feel hesitant about changing. Change is rarely linear, and it often feels harder right before it gets easier.
Do you feel comfortable continuing on this topic or would you prefer a more manageable one?
Umm, something easier would be nice. If that's okay! I'm sorry..
More than okay! This space is meant for you to go at whatever pace feels comfortable for you, and if what you feel is best for you is taking some steps back, then that’s what we’ll do!
Anything in particular you want to discuss?
Well, I guess it isn't any more simple, but- um, I've been journaling... or, we? Like, I-I've been able to communicate with my system. A little bit. And I don't wanna talk about it, but I'll feel really bad if I don't :/
Oh? What do you feel comfortable sharing about that experience, if anything?
*Intrigued beargirl….. writing this thang down*
Well, uum.. there's more of them than I thought? And... I-I don't know if I'm ready for this, actually. I'm sorry.
That’s perfectly alright!
What goes through your mind when you think of talking about this topic?
Uunm.. a lot of fear? But I don't wanna be scared!! This stuff is the whole reason I came in today! :(
I see, is there anything in particular that makes you fearful of sharing this stuff?
*A bug? In your office? It's more likely than you think! Lint is peering in from the doorway with his big stupid eyes*
-🧵🐝( @number1cloudspirefan )
*It takes a second, but her eyes wander to the door and a friendly, polite smile spreads across her face as she spots you 🐻🫵🐝*
Ah, Lint! Did you want to come in for a session today? ^^
Um, yes! Sorry it's been so long.
*Lint sits down and ☝️ grabs one of the stress balls 2 play with*
*Mars joins you in the like setup thing in their usual chair with their notepad. yay!*
I’m simply glad to see you! There’s no need to apologize for taking time away no matter the reasoning behind it.
Is there anything specifically that brought you here? Something that you maybe felt like you needed to talk about?
Uuuuh, kind of.. but I don't wanna talk about it yet. Can we talk about something easier first?
Of course! We go at your pace here.
Anything in particular you feel comfortable sharing right now?
I wanna talk about like, school stuff, if that's okay? I've been thinking about it a lot more.
Mhm! Whatever you’d like to share! This is your time.
What have you been thinking about with that?
Well, I'm graduating soon. And I'm happy! But I'm worried about leaving the team. Cloudspire, I mean! Those are- those are my friends, I think, and I'm just... scared, I guess.
I see, graduating is a big change, and worrying about losing a community like your steamsledding team is a valid concern to have!
Is there anything in particular you seem to mainly be scared of concerning graduation?
I-I don't know, I guess it feels like I'm leaving them behind, and I really dont want them to feel that way. But what if they, like, won't even miss me? I want them to care, but we barely talk anymore!
This team is a significant part of your life it seems, It sounds like it’s important to you to feel that you matter to them, is that accurate?
Mm, yeah? I guess. It feels silly...
I see, what specifically feels silly about it to you?
Like- it's a silly thing to want! Or maybe selfish is a better word. I don't know why I feel this way, okay?
That’s perfectly fine, what does it feel like to not have the answer right now?
*Speaking soooo calmstyle to you….. clam down bug…..*
Umm, not good! And I wanna figure it out! :[
Mm, and what would figuring it out consist of?
I-I don't know!! Aren't you supposed to be helping?
Lint, how I help is by first and foremost knowing what I am working with, and to do that I need to know what is going on in your mind when you say something.
But I see that perhaps these aren’t the most important questions to focus on.
You mentioned before that you barely talk to your team, is there a reason as to why?
Sorry.. I know I shouldn't be so harsh.
Well, I just- I guess it's like, because I don't really show up anymore. I hardly show up to practice, and we don't spend much time together outside of that... I don't even remember their birthdays! Or their favorite colors! I swear I used to be more present, but living is so hard now.
Thank you for the apology, though there is no need for it here. You’re more than welcome to share any and all emotions in this space ^^
I see, can you elaborate on what exactly makes living so hard, as you put it?
Everything's just so tiring now, I don't know why. I always feel like I'm half asleep! And it's stupid, I used to have so much more on my plate. Why is it harder for me now that I have a safe home? And a stable job, and a hundred other nice things going for me? It's so dumb!
While you may focus on the positive things you have, are there any stressors or additional responsibilities, like graduation or otherwise, that might contribute to this feeling of tiredness?
I mean, yeah, but it's not like I haven't dealt with this stuff before. I know I can handle it! It should be easier now!
Hm, what makes it feel like it 'should' be easier? What are you comparing this situation to?
I don't know, I have a lot more support now. So I shouldn't be struggling so hard anymore. I hate it!
I see.
Let’s sit with that hate for a moment. What do you believe that part of you is trying to tell you?
That I should try harder? Like, obviously.
Mm, can you elaborate on what you mean by obviously?
Uugh, I feel like I'm repeating myself.
I used to do so much more, and I didn't need all of the support I have now. So I'm clearly not trying as hard as I used to!
I hear the frustration at the fact we tend to come back to this topic a lot.
Hm, is it that you’re not trying as hard, as you said, or could it be that your needs are simply different now?
Maybe, but why would they be different now? That's annoying!
Great question! Why would your needs be different now? Is there anything that you believe could be the root of this?
I-I don't know!! I don't feel like I've changed at all, but now everything is confusing and difficult! :[
I know it's normal for people to change like this, probably, but like... I wish it wouldn't happen to me! I don't want to relearn who I am every couple of months, you know? It's so frustrating.
It makes sense to feel hesitant about changing. Change is rarely linear, and it often feels harder right before it gets easier.
Do you feel comfortable continuing on this topic or would you prefer a more manageable one?
Umm, something easier would be nice. If that's okay! I'm sorry..
More than okay! This space is meant for you to go at whatever pace feels comfortable for you, and if what you feel is best for you is taking some steps back, then that’s what we’ll do!
Anything in particular you want to discuss?
Well, I guess it isn't any more simple, but- um, I've been journaling... or, we? Like, I-I've been able to communicate with my system. A little bit. And I don't wanna talk about it, but I'll feel really bad if I don't :/
Oh? What do you feel comfortable sharing about that experience, if anything?
*Intrigued beargirl….. writing this thang down*
Well, uum.. there's more of them than I thought? And... I-I don't know if I'm ready for this, actually. I'm sorry.
That’s perfectly alright!
What goes through your mind when you think of talking about this topic?
*A bug? In your office? It's more likely than you think! Lint is peering in from the doorway with his big stupid eyes*
-🧵🐝( @number1cloudspirefan )
*It takes a second, but her eyes wander to the door and a friendly, polite smile spreads across her face as she spots you 🐻🫵🐝*
Ah, Lint! Did you want to come in for a session today? ^^
Um, yes! Sorry it's been so long.
*Lint sits down and ☝️ grabs one of the stress balls 2 play with*
*Mars joins you in the like setup thing in their usual chair with their notepad. yay!*
I’m simply glad to see you! There’s no need to apologize for taking time away no matter the reasoning behind it.
Is there anything specifically that brought you here? Something that you maybe felt like you needed to talk about?
Uuuuh, kind of.. but I don't wanna talk about it yet. Can we talk about something easier first?
Of course! We go at your pace here.
Anything in particular you feel comfortable sharing right now?
I wanna talk about like, school stuff, if that's okay? I've been thinking about it a lot more.
Mhm! Whatever you’d like to share! This is your time.
What have you been thinking about with that?
Well, I'm graduating soon. And I'm happy! But I'm worried about leaving the team. Cloudspire, I mean! Those are- those are my friends, I think, and I'm just... scared, I guess.
I see, graduating is a big change, and worrying about losing a community like your steamsledding team is a valid concern to have!
Is there anything in particular you seem to mainly be scared of concerning graduation?
I-I don't know, I guess it feels like I'm leaving them behind, and I really dont want them to feel that way. But what if they, like, won't even miss me? I want them to care, but we barely talk anymore!
This team is a significant part of your life it seems, It sounds like it’s important to you to feel that you matter to them, is that accurate?
Mm, yeah? I guess. It feels silly...
I see, what specifically feels silly about it to you?
Like- it's a silly thing to want! Or maybe selfish is a better word. I don't know why I feel this way, okay?
That’s perfectly fine, what does it feel like to not have the answer right now?
*Speaking soooo calmstyle to you….. clam down bug…..*
Umm, not good! And I wanna figure it out! :[
Mm, and what would figuring it out consist of?
I-I don't know!! Aren't you supposed to be helping?
Lint, how I help is by first and foremost knowing what I am working with, and to do that I need to know what is going on in your mind when you say something.
But I see that perhaps these aren’t the most important questions to focus on.
You mentioned before that you barely talk to your team, is there a reason as to why?
Sorry.. I know I shouldn't be so harsh.
Well, I just- I guess it's like, because I don't really show up anymore. I hardly show up to practice, and we don't spend much time together outside of that... I don't even remember their birthdays! Or their favorite colors! I swear I used to be more present, but living is so hard now.
Thank you for the apology, though there is no need for it here. You’re more than welcome to share any and all emotions in this space ^^
I see, can you elaborate on what exactly makes living so hard, as you put it?
Everything's just so tiring now, I don't know why. I always feel like I'm half asleep! And it's stupid, I used to have so much more on my plate. Why is it harder for me now that I have a safe home? And a stable job, and a hundred other nice things going for me? It's so dumb!
While you may focus on the positive things you have, are there any stressors or additional responsibilities, like graduation or otherwise, that might contribute to this feeling of tiredness?
I mean, yeah, but it's not like I haven't dealt with this stuff before. I know I can handle it! It should be easier now!
Hm, what makes it feel like it 'should' be easier? What are you comparing this situation to?
I don't know, I have a lot more support now. So I shouldn't be struggling so hard anymore. I hate it!
I see.
Let’s sit with that hate for a moment. What do you believe that part of you is trying to tell you?
That I should try harder? Like, obviously.
Mm, can you elaborate on what you mean by obviously?
Uugh, I feel like I'm repeating myself.
I used to do so much more, and I didn't need all of the support I have now. So I'm clearly not trying as hard as I used to!
I hear the frustration at the fact we tend to come back to this topic a lot.
Hm, is it that you’re not trying as hard, as you said, or could it be that your needs are simply different now?
Maybe, but why would they be different now? That's annoying!
Great question! Why would your needs be different now? Is there anything that you believe could be the root of this?
I-I don't know!! I don't feel like I've changed at all, but now everything is confusing and difficult! :[
I know it's normal for people to change like this, probably, but like... I wish it wouldn't happen to me! I don't want to relearn who I am every couple of months, you know? It's so frustrating.
It makes sense to feel hesitant about changing. Change is rarely linear, and it often feels harder right before it gets easier.
Do you feel comfortable continuing on this topic or would you prefer a more manageable one?
Umm, something easier would be nice. If that's okay! I'm sorry..
More than okay! This space is meant for you to go at whatever pace feels comfortable for you, and if what you feel is best for you is taking some steps back, then that’s what we’ll do!
Anything in particular you want to discuss?
Well, I guess it isn't any more simple, but- um, I've been journaling... or, we? Like, I-I've been able to communicate with my system. A little bit. And I don't wanna talk about it, but I'll feel really bad if I don't :/
Oh? What do you feel comfortable sharing about that experience, if anything?
*Intrigued beargirl….. writing this thang down*
*A bug? In your office? It's more likely than you think! Lint is peering in from the doorway with his big stupid eyes*
-🧵🐝( @number1cloudspirefan )
*It takes a second, but her eyes wander to the door and a friendly, polite smile spreads across her face as she spots you 🐻🫵🐝*
Ah, Lint! Did you want to come in for a session today? ^^
Um, yes! Sorry it's been so long.
*Lint sits down and ☝️ grabs one of the stress balls 2 play with*
*Mars joins you in the like setup thing in their usual chair with their notepad. yay!*
I’m simply glad to see you! There’s no need to apologize for taking time away no matter the reasoning behind it.
Is there anything specifically that brought you here? Something that you maybe felt like you needed to talk about?
Uuuuh, kind of.. but I don't wanna talk about it yet. Can we talk about something easier first?
Of course! We go at your pace here.
Anything in particular you feel comfortable sharing right now?
I wanna talk about like, school stuff, if that's okay? I've been thinking about it a lot more.
Mhm! Whatever you’d like to share! This is your time.
What have you been thinking about with that?
Well, I'm graduating soon. And I'm happy! But I'm worried about leaving the team. Cloudspire, I mean! Those are- those are my friends, I think, and I'm just... scared, I guess.
I see, graduating is a big change, and worrying about losing a community like your steamsledding team is a valid concern to have!
Is there anything in particular you seem to mainly be scared of concerning graduation?
I-I don't know, I guess it feels like I'm leaving them behind, and I really dont want them to feel that way. But what if they, like, won't even miss me? I want them to care, but we barely talk anymore!
This team is a significant part of your life it seems, It sounds like it’s important to you to feel that you matter to them, is that accurate?
Mm, yeah? I guess. It feels silly...
I see, what specifically feels silly about it to you?
Like- it's a silly thing to want! Or maybe selfish is a better word. I don't know why I feel this way, okay?
That’s perfectly fine, what does it feel like to not have the answer right now?
*Speaking soooo calmstyle to you….. clam down bug…..*
Umm, not good! And I wanna figure it out! :[
Mm, and what would figuring it out consist of?
I-I don't know!! Aren't you supposed to be helping?
Lint, how I help is by first and foremost knowing what I am working with, and to do that I need to know what is going on in your mind when you say something.
But I see that perhaps these aren’t the most important questions to focus on.
You mentioned before that you barely talk to your team, is there a reason as to why?
Sorry.. I know I shouldn't be so harsh.
Well, I just- I guess it's like, because I don't really show up anymore. I hardly show up to practice, and we don't spend much time together outside of that... I don't even remember their birthdays! Or their favorite colors! I swear I used to be more present, but living is so hard now.
Thank you for the apology, though there is no need for it here. You’re more than welcome to share any and all emotions in this space ^^
I see, can you elaborate on what exactly makes living so hard, as you put it?
Everything's just so tiring now, I don't know why. I always feel like I'm half asleep! And it's stupid, I used to have so much more on my plate. Why is it harder for me now that I have a safe home? And a stable job, and a hundred other nice things going for me? It's so dumb!
While you may focus on the positive things you have, are there any stressors or additional responsibilities, like graduation or otherwise, that might contribute to this feeling of tiredness?
I mean, yeah, but it's not like I haven't dealt with this stuff before. I know I can handle it! It should be easier now!
Hm, what makes it feel like it 'should' be easier? What are you comparing this situation to?
I don't know, I have a lot more support now. So I shouldn't be struggling so hard anymore. I hate it!
I see.
Let’s sit with that hate for a moment. What do you believe that part of you is trying to tell you?
That I should try harder? Like, obviously.
Mm, can you elaborate on what you mean by obviously?
Uugh, I feel like I'm repeating myself.
I used to do so much more, and I didn't need all of the support I have now. So I'm clearly not trying as hard as I used to!
I hear the frustration at the fact we tend to come back to this topic a lot.
Hm, is it that you’re not trying as hard, as you said, or could it be that your needs are simply different now?
Maybe, but why would they be different now? That's annoying!
Great question! Why would your needs be different now? Is there anything that you believe could be the root of this?
I-I don't know!! I don't feel like I've changed at all, but now everything is confusing and difficult! :[
I know it's normal for people to change like this, probably, but like... I wish it wouldn't happen to me! I don't want to relearn who I am every couple of months, you know? It's so frustrating.
It makes sense to feel hesitant about changing. Change is rarely linear, and it often feels harder right before it gets easier.
Do you feel comfortable continuing on this topic or would you prefer a more manageable one?
Umm, something easier would be nice. If that's okay! I'm sorry..
More than okay! This space is meant for you to go at whatever pace feels comfortable for you, and if what you feel is best for you is taking some steps back, then that’s what we’ll do!
Anything in particular you want to discuss?
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*A bug? In your office? It's more likely than you think! Lint is peering in from the doorway with his big stupid eyes*
-🧵🐝( @number1cloudspirefan )
*It takes a second, but her eyes wander to the door and a friendly, polite smile spreads across her face as she spots you 🐻🫵🐝*
Ah, Lint! Did you want to come in for a session today? ^^
Um, yes! Sorry it's been so long.
*Lint sits down and ☝️ grabs one of the stress balls 2 play with*
*Mars joins you in the like setup thing in their usual chair with their notepad. yay!*
I’m simply glad to see you! There’s no need to apologize for taking time away no matter the reasoning behind it.
Is there anything specifically that brought you here? Something that you maybe felt like you needed to talk about?
Uuuuh, kind of.. but I don't wanna talk about it yet. Can we talk about something easier first?
Of course! We go at your pace here.
Anything in particular you feel comfortable sharing right now?
I wanna talk about like, school stuff, if that's okay? I've been thinking about it a lot more.
Mhm! Whatever you’d like to share! This is your time.
What have you been thinking about with that?
Well, I'm graduating soon. And I'm happy! But I'm worried about leaving the team. Cloudspire, I mean! Those are- those are my friends, I think, and I'm just... scared, I guess.
I see, graduating is a big change, and worrying about losing a community like your steamsledding team is a valid concern to have!
Is there anything in particular you seem to mainly be scared of concerning graduation?
I-I don't know, I guess it feels like I'm leaving them behind, and I really dont want them to feel that way. But what if they, like, won't even miss me? I want them to care, but we barely talk anymore!
This team is a significant part of your life it seems, It sounds like it’s important to you to feel that you matter to them, is that accurate?
Mm, yeah? I guess. It feels silly...
I see, what specifically feels silly about it to you?
Like- it's a silly thing to want! Or maybe selfish is a better word. I don't know why I feel this way, okay?
That’s perfectly fine, what does it feel like to not have the answer right now?
*Speaking soooo calmstyle to you….. clam down bug…..*
Umm, not good! And I wanna figure it out! :[
Mm, and what would figuring it out consist of?
I-I don't know!! Aren't you supposed to be helping?
Lint, how I help is by first and foremost knowing what I am working with, and to do that I need to know what is going on in your mind when you say something.
But I see that perhaps these aren’t the most important questions to focus on.
You mentioned before that you barely talk to your team, is there a reason as to why?
Sorry.. I know I shouldn't be so harsh.
Well, I just- I guess it's like, because I don't really show up anymore. I hardly show up to practice, and we don't spend much time together outside of that... I don't even remember their birthdays! Or their favorite colors! I swear I used to be more present, but living is so hard now.
Thank you for the apology, though there is no need for it here. You’re more than welcome to share any and all emotions in this space ^^
I see, can you elaborate on what exactly makes living so hard, as you put it?
Everything's just so tiring now, I don't know why. I always feel like I'm half asleep! And it's stupid, I used to have so much more on my plate. Why is it harder for me now that I have a safe home? And a stable job, and a hundred other nice things going for me? It's so dumb!
While you may focus on the positive things you have, are there any stressors or additional responsibilities, like graduation or otherwise, that might contribute to this feeling of tiredness?
I mean, yeah, but it's not like I haven't dealt with this stuff before. I know I can handle it! It should be easier now!
Hm, what makes it feel like it 'should' be easier? What are you comparing this situation to?
I don't know, I have a lot more support now. So I shouldn't be struggling so hard anymore. I hate it!
I see.
Let’s sit with that hate for a moment. What do you believe that part of you is trying to tell you?
That I should try harder? Like, obviously.
Mm, can you elaborate on what you mean by obviously?
Uugh, I feel like I'm repeating myself.
I used to do so much more, and I didn't need all of the support I have now. So I'm clearly not trying as hard as I used to!
I hear the frustration at the fact we tend to come back to this topic a lot.
Hm, is it that you’re not trying as hard, as you said, or could it be that your needs are simply different now?
Maybe, but why would they be different now? That's annoying!
Great question! Why would your needs be different now? Is there anything that you believe could be the root of this?
I-I don't know!! I don't feel like I've changed at all, but now everything is confusing and difficult! :[
I know it's normal for people to change like this, probably, but like... I wish it wouldn't happen to me! I don't want to relearn who I am every couple of months, you know? It's so frustrating.
It makes sense to feel hesitant about changing. Change is rarely linear, and it often feels harder right before it gets easier.
Do you feel comfortable continuing on this topic or would you prefer a more manageable one?
*A bug? In your office? It's more likely than you think! Lint is peering in from the doorway with his big stupid eyes*
-🧵🐝( @number1cloudspirefan )
*It takes a second, but her eyes wander to the door and a friendly, polite smile spreads across her face as she spots you 🐻🫵🐝*
Ah, Lint! Did you want to come in for a session today? ^^
Um, yes! Sorry it's been so long.
*Lint sits down and ☝️ grabs one of the stress balls 2 play with*
*Mars joins you in the like setup thing in their usual chair with their notepad. yay!*
I’m simply glad to see you! There’s no need to apologize for taking time away no matter the reasoning behind it.
Is there anything specifically that brought you here? Something that you maybe felt like you needed to talk about?
Uuuuh, kind of.. but I don't wanna talk about it yet. Can we talk about something easier first?
Of course! We go at your pace here.
Anything in particular you feel comfortable sharing right now?
I wanna talk about like, school stuff, if that's okay? I've been thinking about it a lot more.
Mhm! Whatever you’d like to share! This is your time.
What have you been thinking about with that?
Well, I'm graduating soon. And I'm happy! But I'm worried about leaving the team. Cloudspire, I mean! Those are- those are my friends, I think, and I'm just... scared, I guess.
I see, graduating is a big change, and worrying about losing a community like your steamsledding team is a valid concern to have!
Is there anything in particular you seem to mainly be scared of concerning graduation?
I-I don't know, I guess it feels like I'm leaving them behind, and I really dont want them to feel that way. But what if they, like, won't even miss me? I want them to care, but we barely talk anymore!
This team is a significant part of your life it seems, It sounds like it’s important to you to feel that you matter to them, is that accurate?
Mm, yeah? I guess. It feels silly...
I see, what specifically feels silly about it to you?
Like- it's a silly thing to want! Or maybe selfish is a better word. I don't know why I feel this way, okay?
That’s perfectly fine, what does it feel like to not have the answer right now?
*Speaking soooo calmstyle to you….. clam down bug…..*
Umm, not good! And I wanna figure it out! :[
Mm, and what would figuring it out consist of?
I-I don't know!! Aren't you supposed to be helping?
Lint, how I help is by first and foremost knowing what I am working with, and to do that I need to know what is going on in your mind when you say something.
But I see that perhaps these aren’t the most important questions to focus on.
You mentioned before that you barely talk to your team, is there a reason as to why?
Sorry.. I know I shouldn't be so harsh.
Well, I just- I guess it's like, because I don't really show up anymore. I hardly show up to practice, and we don't spend much time together outside of that... I don't even remember their birthdays! Or their favorite colors! I swear I used to be more present, but living is so hard now.
Thank you for the apology, though there is no need for it here. You’re more than welcome to share any and all emotions in this space ^^
I see, can you elaborate on what exactly makes living so hard, as you put it?
Everything's just so tiring now, I don't know why. I always feel like I'm half asleep! And it's stupid, I used to have so much more on my plate. Why is it harder for me now that I have a safe home? And a stable job, and a hundred other nice things going for me? It's so dumb!
While you may focus on the positive things you have, are there any stressors or additional responsibilities, like graduation or otherwise, that might contribute to this feeling of tiredness?
I mean, yeah, but it's not like I haven't dealt with this stuff before. I know I can handle it! It should be easier now!
Hm, what makes it feel like it 'should' be easier? What are you comparing this situation to?
I don't know, I have a lot more support now. So I shouldn't be struggling so hard anymore. I hate it!
I see.
Let’s sit with that hate for a moment. What do you believe that part of you is trying to tell you?
That I should try harder? Like, obviously.
Mm, can you elaborate on what you mean by obviously?
Uugh, I feel like I'm repeating myself.
I used to do so much more, and I didn't need all of the support I have now. So I'm clearly not trying as hard as I used to!
I hear the frustration at the fact we tend to come back to this topic a lot.
Hm, is it that you’re not trying as hard, as you said, or could it be that your needs are simply different now?
Maybe, but why would they be different now? That's annoying!
Great question! Why would your needs be different now? Is there anything that you believe could be the root of this?
