marlxne;

i must confess. i have not been struck with the update. am i... immune. have i been looked over for this plague. WHAT IS THIS. -hides the fuck away so it can't find me-

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                                  An unwelcome sound GRINDING into his already-suffering                                   temples, Sirius pushed aching knees into the icy floor of the                                   stone bathroom, chills and whispers of aches flooding through                                   the air; it was not a welcome place to be, and he was still damp                                   from the Quidditch match, rain beating mercilessly on the                                   windows. Hands clung to his robes, now half-soiled, beads of                                   sweat bore his forehead and he didn’t dare explain why he was                                   in the GIRL’S lavertory.

                                                        “I’m sorry my misery is                                                                                                         such an inconvenience.”

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        Another match had come and gone. The remnants of which         remained the same each go about. A battered cheek, worn         bloodied still with pride. The rush of adrenaline beating still         from her lion heart. The glow of victory nearly radiating from         her presence. Usual bits of mud had washed clean, evidence         of the storming sky dripped still on the golden hair than stuck         to her cheeks, framing the slightly amused expression on her         bemused face. What was she to make of the weakened friend,         cast down to the floor, attacked by his own body it seemed.        

⸢                           ❛ – Amusement more than anything.                               Can’t even manage to wait to boot                               until another lavatory comes along.                               Have your  v i c e s gotten the best                               of you again? Or maybe someone                               has finally gotten even, hmm, yes.   ❜                                                                           Sirius of all people had garnered a few                                                                           enemies. What a treat that would be.                                                                           Her frame remained propped against                                                                           the frame of the door, eyes cast over                                                                           the sickly friend, a rare wave of small                                                                           compulsion to comfort set in, but she                                                                           had long ago decided he was not the                                                                           type to desire her comfort.'Twas rarely                                                                           sought, sparingly given. Only to friends.

alright i am going to get on those starters i owe. post some memes. another starter call. i just want you all to attack me with ideas and plots. i have a bunch brewing in my head as well if you want to hear those. just come hither. do it.

[2:37:20 AM] IM A LITTLE DISTRACTED BY THE FAC THAT LILY IS GOING TO SELL OUR BABY

[2:37:32 AM] goodnight remus!!

[2:37:42 AM] i think we could get like

[2:37:45 AM] a solid 100$ for him

[2:39:23 AM] 100$????? MY CHILD IS ONLY WORTH 100???

[2:39:55 AM] well with the scar people might see him as used

[2:40:00 AM] so we might only get 80$ :/

⋆ : Minor personality flaw or quirk

✢ : Physical advantage

✣ : Physical disability/disadvantage

✦ : Fatal flaw

✧ : Mental or emotional strength

❋ : Belief they have

✩ : Belief they've questioned/struggled with

✪ : Critique they have about others

✫ : Pet peeve

✬ : Something minor they enjoy

✭ : An obscure interest

✮ : A moral standard

✯ : Way they could see themselves dying

✰ : Weird thing they want to try or have tried

★ : A socially unacceptable thought they've had

✱ : Someone or something who or that has played a part in a fantasy or daydream

        It's  d u p l i c i t o u s.   The way her mind tricks,  teases,         into a false sense of security, lulls into calmness.    And         somehow she does not expect the storm ?   Which only         strives to make a   mockery   of her  fleeting  happiness.          NEVER again,  she curses to the wind,   NO more,  a cry         of helpless mercy. She’s raised, and practiced in the art         of covering scars ,  even as the tear themselves open to         ooze out once more. The mind betrays its own ally.  It’s         a burden she bares on her own,   slipping away into her         shadowland,  where the lightness is starved,  eaten up .         Lost.  To the fallen girl.  To the falling girl.  Fleeting and         tiresome she is  forced  to wait out the  storming terror .         A L O N E.

⸢                           ❛ – If I wanted company I                                would have asked for it.  ❜                                                                               If she chose to brood in  silence                                                                               that was her prerogative. Not for                                                                               friends to make a mockery of. To                                                                               attempt and riddle out what made                                                                               her go  deeper in this rabbit hole.