(daydream¹⁰⁶)

welcome to my daydreams. this blog is dedicated solely for Mark, and everything i dream up here is entirely the love and pride i have for him.

please stay a while, i insist, and indulge in your love for NCT's wonderful Mark Lee.

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sometimes you're a fleeting thought sometimes you're a whole daydream

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#askmarksdaydreams : your asks. #marksdaydreams.shortform : a short blurb, mood or vibe. #marksdaydreams.fic : longer one-shots. #marksdaydreams.forhim : updates, other content & fansite photos of mark. #marksdaydreams.moodboards : moodboards for mark. #marksdaydreams : tracking.

➥ info & disclaimers;

about me: she/her; 1999; intp;

disclaimers: i am not a solo stan. i do not write smut, but there is and will be suggestive content on my blog. while i cannot monitor everyone who views my content, i primarily cater to an 18+ audience. i do not encourage minors interacting with my content. please be mindful of the fact that while i love mark as an idol, these have nothing to do at all with who he is as a person and they reflect my personal opinions, not that of the artist.

it's been a while. i can't believe i write so much and yet i didn't have any words for what i felt this past week.

i am genuinely so proud of Mark. when the shock of the announcement settled, it really hit me, the depth of what he chose for himself. it must have been an incredibly hard decision to come to. he grew up doing this. he did nothing but work for this day and night since he was a child. so to look back on his life and to decide to bow out so gracefully at his peak must have been very, very hard.

whatever he does from now on, i am waiting to see. i will forever miss his interactions with NCT. whatever pain we NCTzens suffered from this, i am sure the neos must have had it worse. they grew up with him, learnt from him, made him who he is. i hope i am able to see a new Mark, someone he can be authentically. i hope i get to see his dreams take shape in real time, and be there to cheer for him. if and when he decides to get back on stage, i will be there then as well.

as for all the wonderful people who left such sweet messages in my asks, thank you so much for checking in! i will try and get back to everyone in a few days.

i have been wondering what i shall do with this account. i haven't been very active on it these past years and yet i come back to such lovely messages and responses every time. but i wish to write with Mark for a long time. he is a daydream that is precious to me, and i want to indulge in the quiet peace he has made for us.

i do have to say, even after ten years, he still gives me so much to learn from. he is truly my dearest and most treasured muse.

"Well, my boyfriend's in a band, he plays guitar while i sing Lou Reed..."

if this isn't about a rock band enemies-to-lovers slow burn 70k on ao3 then i don't know what is. i absolutely love this song.

please, it is 2am, the last thing you need is to think about how the cold metal of his piercing damn near sizzles when it's pressed against your neck, how cheekily he shows it off, saying "you wanna find out?" when you ask him how it feels, how he whines when he feels you shiver, how –

I'm in love with your writinf I love the way you write Mark ok bYE

that is so, so sweet, and i'm so grateful you took the time to join me in my daydream.

saw this on pinterest and immediately thought of mark.

i fucking love mark wow i love him.

his dedication to doing what he loves is so inspiring – he gives us so much strength without even realizing it. his cute antics and goofy nature makes us forget that he works so hard even though the others think he's perfect.