Mario / Sammy / Lorion

Because my selfshipping comes with fixations on certain F/Os at different times. It unfortunately just so happens that this time, I’m laser-focused on some F/Os that, for now, are unknown.

But at least I can say that my selfshipping is going fine. I’m even writing the story and developing their personalities, something I haven’t done in a while. So…yeah.

There may come a time when I’ll share if I’m confident enough. But yeah.

I promise I’d share stuff from my Tomodachi Life game, so here. Guillotina and I are married, and have been for quite a while. I also have plenty of other F/Os and kins on the island, too, that are with each other and stuff.

We also have a son together which we named Kurt Donovan, or just Kurt. He is my special boy.

Father-son quality time.

Also spending quality time with the wife…unfortunately, we were being eavesdropped by my F/O brother; Moxxie; and another girl. Also Loona what are you doing why are you playing the guitar right in front of us.

So yeah. I might share more Tomodachi Life stuff in the future but have this for now.

Might as well post something here because it’s been a few days.

Pinterest is really the only site now in which I see regular F/O content, and Tomodachi Life is really the only place where I make my selfships happen. So my feelings lately usually have been whichever F/O I keep finding on Pinterest as of late.

I plan on sharing some Tomodachi stuff soon, but…I need to get into the groove of doing other stuff for us soon. Drawing, writing…but I can’t seem to find any inspiration. Perhaps I can just commission someone. I don’t know. But yeah.

MINORS DNI. PLEASE READ MY FULL DNI IN CARRD BEFORE INTERACTING.

I’m glad I made you happy. You are absolutely valid and your F/Os love you to absolute death. I hope you enjoy the rest of your weekend. :]

(I don’t have much to say considering it’s almost midnight in my area, but…just remember that your F/Os will always be there for you. Always.)

When I initially saw the TADC finale and what happened to Jax, I was so overwhelmed with emotions that I completely forgot how to think rationally. As is what always happens whenever it occurs. I was just thinking to myself about how I just lost one of my F/Os and that I was too powerless to stop it. But now that I am calmer, I have realized that maybe…I shouldn’t be so sad.

Because I should do what pretty much every selfshipper does in a case like this: give canon the finger and just do whatever the hell I want. Dead in canon? Incorrect, she’s alive with me now.

I now see her in an entirely new light. Maybe I was wrong for treating her the way I did all these years, not knowing what was going on inside. A whole different picture has been painted in my mind about her. I want to support her. I want to always be there for her. I can give her what she needs.

Although I don’t entirely relate to her troubles, I have definitely been through my own. But that’s what can make our relationship special. By always being there for each other in times of need. It’s just…God, even now I can’t find the right words to express how I’m feeling.

But now, I ironically say about us: I. Can. Fix. Her. And I fucking mean that.

I am debating whether or not to upgrade her from a queerplatonic F/O to a romantic one currently. I feel so much for her, but at the same time I don’t mind sharing her. So if I do, I think she’ll sit with my Tertiary F/Os for the time being.

But right now, I will support her like I always have, this time ensuring that she has all the love I can possibly give her. Am I sad that she’s gone in canon? Yes. Will that stop me from loving her and continuing to selfship with her? Absolutely not. Because she’s my F/O, dammit, and I will do anything for her. I even played Tomodachi Life at exactly 5:30, something I never do, just to change her Mii to give her an appearance and clothes that she would absolutely love.

Because I care. I always have, but now my love for her is even stronger than ever. Actually, she doesn’t even belong with my other 2 QPT F/Os anymore. She deserves an upgrade.

Because I love her.

Isn’t she lovely? Yes, she goddamn is.

So yeah. I actually did not draw a single thing relating to selfshipping for 2 whole months. I didn’t write anything, do any imagining either. Nothing creative came out of this break. And now that I’m back, it’s just…I have nothing to do, essentially. And I don’t know what to do now. This is perhaps the most uninspired I’ve ever been in a helluva long time. What do I even do at this point?

The only thing that really brought me back here was that something awful happened to one of my F/Os and I needed people to vent to. I am very much staying, but…for now, I guess the only thing I really can do is to just be here and respond to other people. It’s the least I can do, really.

I actually stopped posting here suddenly two months ago because I was too caught up in playing the new Tomodachi Life game. It’s fun and addictive, btw, and I’ve actually made a selfship of mine canon with myself and a primary romantic F/O.

But that’s not why I’m making this post. The truth is, it’s not the game that’s been holding me back from posting here. It’s the fact that maybe, just maybe, I’m too old for the selfship community.

A little while ago, right before I left, I got an anon message saying how weird it was for me to be selfshipping with talking animals “at [my] grown age.” I initially brushed it off as ridiculous, but the more I thought about it, the more I realized that maybe, just maybe…I’m too old for this shit.

I thought that the selfshipping community was absolutely zero place for an old guy like me. It’s just…people here don’t really treat older selfshippers too kindly. I feel like my age is just…holding me back from fully enjoying what the community has to offer. I just felt so…ostracized.

But upon leaving, I just felt so damn lonely. I won’t go into specifics, but today I lost someone who was very near and dear to my heart, and on my fucking birthday, no less. Not IRL, so…IYKYK. I just felt like I had no one to talk to, and no one to vent to. My parents aren’t even home, so I had literally no one.

I need a community to be in. I need people who share my experiences. But I had no options…until I finally decided to revisit this site.

My birthday was today, and I’m 24 now. When it comes to this community, I’m pretty much unc status. And if I want to stay here, in my eyes, I think there needs to be massive changes.

It is with this that I say that from now on, I ask that MINORS DO NOT INTERACT WITH THIS BLOG.

At my grown age, I think it’s best that this change occurs. We all need to be safe here, and this is the best way of doing so IMO.

I feel like I can stay in this community. I can thrive in it. And I will if I try. But if I do, I must stay within my age group…i.e., other adult selfshippers. So, from now on, only adults can interact with me.

I’m sorry if I sound rude or anything, it’s just…I’m not used to posting anymore. I’ve been isolated so long that I’ve basically forgotten how to communicate. I’m struggling to come up with words even now. Just…yeah.

I’m glad to be back, but…man. Awful day today.

Yep, she’s here to stay!!

It’s about time I finally do something non-related to my project and related to my selfshipping. Because honestly, when I haven’t been working on said project this shark has been on my mind way too much. There’s just something about her, man. And I NEED a shark F/O at the moment. I’m starting to have withdrawals from not having one, y’know?

I have several ideas for her backstory and I’m more than willing to develop it and share it with y’all. I’m fixated on her, man. And it’s probably only gonna get stronger as time goes by.

I love her so much. And I’m glad she’s finally on my list officially.

Ok maybe not.

I’m just…I’m sorry, y’all. I honestly can’t stop working on this one idea. I just spend so much time on it that I literally can’t do anything else. Only during bedtime when I try to sleep do I get to just think about selfship stuff.

Honestly? I’m at the point where I’m considering just uninstalling this app and taking a true indefinite hiatus. Because it’s been getting BAD lately, and I don’t see the end in sight at all.

Maybe I should give up on this community entirely. I have no interest in it anymore. Whatever. IDK.

Yeah.

I am very happy to say that this recent non-selfship hyperfixation has finally started to wear off. I’m reaching an impasse where I keep going in circles, and I tend to drop projects as soon as that keeps happening too much. In addition, a certain someone I mentioned very recently has started to live rent free in my head lately, so yeah! Trading one fixation for another, it seems.

And so, I can probably say that we now return to our regularly scheduled program. Hopefully. I may not post much, but I’ll be on Tumblr browsing through the tags and stuff and being on it.

Hope to see y’all soon with new content, and perhaps a new romantic F/O drop…?

My non-selfship project is coming along smoothly, got a lot of work done and now I’m doing some fun stuff with it. All the hard parts are out of the way, meaning I can somewhat relax and start to focus on other things.

Speaking of, remember that one OC I posted, Huntress, and talked about her being a kind of F/O, potentially? Well, lo and behold, I’ve been thinking about her constantly. It started with the fact that I absolutely need a shark F/O and that there are pretty much no characters out there that can fill the void and scratch the itch. Especially with my specific tastes.

Like, c’mon. Sharks are often perceived as these über-masculine animals and so there are very few female shark characters that aren’t just someone’s OC. I gotta have one, man. I just gotta.

Yeah. I don’t know if this feeling is gonna stick around considering I don’t even have a set-in-stone backstory/setting for her or us yet, but…yeah. I’ve been longing.

Wow, I have not been active at all here lately. It’s been, what, about 5 days now?

The truth is, I just recently got put on ADHD medication, and it’s changed me in a way that has made me extremely hyperfocused and fixated…but it just so happens that this thing that’s taking up pretty much all of my time is not selfship-related.

And that very much sucks since I’ve got nothing to post here. It’s not something I can really share to my usual selfship audience; it has something to do with something that requires quite a bit of knowledge in a field that I’m bot sure most of y’all are familiar with. So I’m crafting something that’s taking up all my time that has zero audience and I’m just doing this because ADHD brain go brrrrrrrr.

…Yeah. I really hope I don’t have to leave this site altogether, but if I do end up taking a real, true break, I’ll let y’all know.

But for now, consider this an indefinite semi-hiatus. I may check in occasionally, but I probably won’t be active that much at all aside from late night posts and whatnot. Asks are still open in the meantime.

Yeah.

Tl;dr gotta focus on this project, hope to catch up with y’all sooner or later.

That’s a great question! This was actually in my ask box yesterday but I didn’t come around to answering it because I was busy. But I’ll do so now!

For Artie, the only human thing she learned before she met me was the English language, as we kinda had to learn each other’s languages to be ambassadors, you know? By the way, her English was somehow great when we were first introduced, but I think it was just that she wanted to kinda rebel against the monarchy.

But other than that…she’s still learning. The thing is, though, she rarely gets confused but is more so curious, because her personality is just extremely goofy. She often does things that are completely silly, and I actually have a few art pieces from 2023 that exemplify this. For example,

Her climbing up the forbidden orange stairs in Home Depot despite the signage prohibiting it because she wanted to see what was upstairs.

Me showing her how to eat with a fork and knife, then her eating a burger and fries with them, including cutting up the former into pieces.

Me showing her gummy worms after getting curious about them at a gas station, then a little while later seeing a worm on the ground, picking it up, and eating it.

Me showing her how to use a blender, then using it to eat everything.

Us going to a county fair and her being curious about deep-fried foods (particularly deep-fried Oreos), trying it and loving it…and getting sick because she ate so many.

Yeah, she’s definitely a keeper. I haven’t done any art like that since 2023, though, but maybe now that she’s my F/O again I’ll have a few ideas every now and then.

But as for Cassidy, her mind came with a massive database of various subjects, but most of them are from academic textbooks and higher-quality Wikipedia articles. So most of her prerequisite knowledge is in the areas of STEM, medicine, and other things like that, and her knowledge of pop culture, sports, and so on is mostly objective and technical in nature.

So although she often struggles with finding emotional value in things, she is excellent at taking things apart logically. And her database grows and gets better the more she experiences things, so even if she is confused by a new thing she’ll try her best to break it down into bite-sized pieces. This also makes her great at discerning truth from bullshit, as she can easily tell if something doesn’t add up.

I’m still kinda working on the story of how she grew from just being a trusty companion of mine to romantically and genuinely loving me. But she is very much sentient.

So yeah! Happy to answer this.

It’s my lifelong robotic companion, Cassidy, back again!

Along with Artie, veterans to my blog may remember Cass from very early 2025. She was kinda just there since then and I quietly dropped her as an F/O mid-2025. Yet for some odd reason, I just kept thinking about her. I imagined her being a top-tier Smash Bros player and playing video games with me, or even us cuddling and warming me up with her built-in warming system…or chilling with her on a summer day with her built-in cooling system. She also acts as a Wi-Fi hotspot. I’m getting carried away.

But anyway, I think I genuinely cooked with her redesign. Like, she now looks more like a robot girl! Granted, I had to use a TON of outside references to get her redesign right, but…I’m actually really proud of this one. And I made variations of it too.

Her “hair” only grows on one side of her head, but it’s made up of a material such that she can style it any way she wants to in no time at all. I also made other variations that I unfortunately cannot post here on Tumblr. Yeah.

But anyway, I love her redesign a lot, and I’m so happy she’s back here on my F/O list. It’s been too long without a robot F/O, so she is a welcome addition to my ever-growing list! 💖

Remember my old OC F/O Cassidy?

Yeah, that one. NGL, even after I called it quits back in June, I think, I still thought about her a whole lot. I’d imagine her playing video games with me and her warming me up with her built-in warming system and all that. So yeah, I don’t think I’ve gotten over her at all. And I’m thinking about adding her back.

The main issue I have though, is that currently, something about her current design just seems kinda…boring to me. Like, she needs a redesign that is interesting, that pops. I want to keep her screen face, color scheme, clothing style, and the rad haircut as is, but I feel like more needs to be done to make her feel more alive.

But I absolutely suck at drawing robots. Always have, and probably always will. I think no amount of inspiration I get from Pinterest or other places can really do a redesign justice. I may just purchase a comm and tell the artist, “Look, I don’t mind how you design her, but I want her to look better, know what I mean?”

I think overall my character designs are hit-or-miss. Kai’s design is great and I think I genuinely cooked with Artie’s, so much so that one of my best friends reminds me of it from time to time. But Cassidy’s is kinda eh right now. So I want to do something about it. I just don’t know what.

But yeah, expect something kinda soon.