𓇚 Le Désir d'Être Inutile 𓇚

Text your bf the argument over text, somehow resulting in 2000 words of semi-usable text

Refuse to be sitting down in one place for more than 3 hours at a time

go on walks and ABSOLUTELY REFUSE TO GET PSYCHED OUT remind yourself that what you write will not be and does not need to be a perfectly crafted mind blowing revelation for the ages

Decide you love how the writing process makes you doubt yourself

Decide you hate how the writing process makes you doubt yourself

Sleep

Get excited about how having put something down on paper further reveals your thoughts to you

Make peace with the fact that meaning always melts into itself and that writing is necessarily a contortion of the truth

Rush your conclusion, as always