MarilynHdz

I hate it heeeere

Had a dream that i was at a school abroad in korea and it was beautiful i basically said id never been more happy

I wanted it so badly to be you, but ive kind of always known that it wasn’t. Or more like that im not the one for you. And ive tried so hard to come to terms with it but you’re still the best man I know. But if you’re finally getting your happily ever after then im happy for you! You deserve all the happiness in the world.

BRUUUUH MY CRUSH PROBABLY HAS A NEW CRUUUSH

I miss when you used to do whatever I asked

I recently found out you asked someone out, and it wasn’t as devastating as I thought it would be to hear. But it keeps popping up in my head, reminding me that you clearly dont see me in that way. I just want you to be happy. Ive known all along that i wasn’t someone you would want but i still let myself be delusional. Its hard when you’re the best man i know

Yesterday i was talking to your little brother about scams in Rome and fist bumped me to demonstrate and then out of nowhere you walk by and you say yeah this is what they do, and you fist bumped me and then grabbed my wristajdkdkkdkdk I audibly gasped (hopefully it could played off as shock about the scam) but i was internally screaming and giddy anyway I still have decided to not have a crush on anyoneeee

I saw you today, and i was nervous and i thought you were pretty but why was i so indifferent just a month ago

I thought i was finally contempt with not being the person for you. But today you sat next to me and INITIATED an entire conversation with me and I once again was over the moon how can i get over you