in the middle of darkwhere

a person really important to me said that this picture is the perfect fusion between me and the rocks, an abstraction of my body, flesh turned to stone. something is changing. 🐚🦷🥚 film self portrait, october 2019 #skin #flesh #body #rock #solitude #silence #diary (at Calignaia, Livorno) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4uTTCkIdsd/?igshid=cssm019a7r3g

Turin rhymes with autumn, for sure 🧥🍂🍷🌰🌫♥️ #ilovemyhome #iloveautum #ilovewintercoats #ilovethosecolours #film #diary (at Turin, Italy) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4kVsNQIWxO/?igshid=1gg2hoc02f6rl

it was the first time in my life that I shoot a stranger, without she was aware of it, like I was the subject, like it was a self portrait. I really love the results of this little experiment 🧪💎💫 #carpediem #notaselfportrait #butalmost #peaceofmind #nature #sea #wind #film #diary (at Calignaia, Livorno) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4cjOfWIFiC/?igshid=hm8g135m55tx

dov'ero una settimana fa, dove vorrei essere adesso, dove tornerò tra un anno. alla mia natura di lupo ormai devo aggiungere di mare. il mio passato da nuotatrice e ballerina sintetizzato in spalle importanti e punte sempre tese. crescendo il mio samhain vira dal nero-bosco al porpora-roccia ma sempre di sangue resta. autoritratto a pellicola con ultimo bagno, 23 ottobre 2019 ~ where I was a week ago, where I would like to be right now, where I'll be back in a year. to my wolf nature now I have to add a sea dog side. my past as a swimmer and a dancer is synthesised in important (I don’t like to say big) shoulders and always stretched tiptoes. while I’m growing up my samhain turns from a black-forest to a purple-rock tone but always linked with blood. film self-portrait with last sea bath, October 23, 2019 #selfportrait #mimesis #skin #rock #fire #samhain #halloween #film #diary (at Calignaia, Livorno) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4ScSa5ooCX/?igshid=h9zlruco935b

the more I grow the more I love portraiture, perhaps because the more I get old the more I know myself and consequently also people around me. these ones ended particularly well ⚡️💫⭐️ I’m a happy kitten 🐈🚀💃🏻 taken one week ago and it’s film of course 🖤 #ilford #disposablecamera #morning #light #gestures #diary (at Livorno, Italy) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4PlbA9ofU1/?igshid=1phrmup91kke4

today I urgently need some happy memories 🧬🔮💫💝 random film 2019 #lifeonatrain #lifeonfoot #preciousmemories #solitude #analogue #diary https://www.instagram.com/p/B3jv2MaIbwr/?igshid=13vggk1bhog99

the day we met was today exactly ten years ago ⏳🔮⌛️ our empathies were so synchronised that, just after few hours from our first sight, we created all this intense and heartfelt beauty outside and such a poignant, solid and worth living relation inside that I feel blessed every day of my tiny existence because you’re in my life. thank you for being so special with me 🖤🌹🖤 #intheheart #friend #sister #tenyearschallenge #epicwin #memories #diary (at Turin, Italy) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3SFyf1Ih9f/?igshid=1uia47ba92vpr

doppelgänger with an almost quite invisibile detail of the incredible The Garden of Earthly Delights painted by the master Hieronymus Bosch between the 1490 and 1510. even when I took this self portrait in august I was an almost quite invisible detail compared to the majesty of Mother Nature. ⛰🌊🌬 film 2019 #lookalike #petiterobeblanche #naked #nude #white #pale #skin #feline #alien #rock #nature #wildness #diary (at Calignaia, Livorno) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3NJt2kojGu/?igshid=1k0glkvhhbl8u

that time I called naples home 🌋 film 2017 #cimiterodellefontanelle #viadeitribunali #solitude #analog #diary (at Naples, Italy) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3C__G_oCjY/?igshid=rwrpn6w2yxqe

summer pieces ⛲️🧩🌊 #film #disposablecamera #lovely #memories #vibes #places #hungover #silence #diary https://www.instagram.com/p/B22JbiHoDC3/?igshid=1jcdil3fuqmy8

yesterday’s diptych made me wanna play the associations’ game more than ever 🧩 so here it goes again ✨ the first picture is, of course, a self portrait and totally embodies my present, as I perceive myself nowadays (even though it has about ten years), the second one is a terrible lomography film that I would never posted if I didn’t felt a link between the two images. maybe it’s just the indigo of the room that recalls the sky, maybe it’s all that pitch black, those shadows that reveal more while they’re hiding. 🧛🏻‍♀️🐚🕯🌙 #selfportrait #feline #alien #indigo #lilac #silence #diary https://www.instagram.com/p/B2rt11-o-f6/?igshid=8c8x7d2ilmj8

this period of the year is fashion week in milan, everything hovers around it: it’s enchanting but also overwhelming and can take your breath and blow your energies away. my mind spins so fast because of the hundreds of incitements that hit her and this brought me somewhere else, to seek breathing and feeling relieved in a way - this time particularly, to those rocks in calignaia again in the first picture, that instantly calls the other one in my head taken with a very heartfelt optical bench by the amazing @lumieresetombres last summer 🐈🦴🖼⚰️💫 #pussy #rocks #feline #paleness #silence #film #diary https://www.instagram.com/p/B2pFCaNoF1e/?igshid=oi7wp6maiywb

the first picture has a special place in my heart and it was taken thirty seconds after the last self portrait I posted, the second one is one of my favourite corner at the non-catholic cemetery of rome and it was taken about seven or eight years ago. 🌑♣️🌑 my never ending love for statues, graveyards and silence. 🖤 #black #pale #bones #solitude #silence #diary https://www.instagram.com/p/B2cIXSko9ff/?igshid=1k76ybe57u78c

rock on rock, clinging. this is how I feel - post the wrong self portrait instead of the good one because it fits me the most: an act of self acknowledge and care. // film self portrait taken one week ago in calignaia ⛰🐚🌙 #selfportrait #paleness #feline #alien #silence #diary https://www.instagram.com/p/B1_eldfIXEi/?igshid=uxsefe4altwb

those colours, forever (dolphin love ah ah ah ah ah ah) 🧡💙💜🖤 film 2019 #diary #mars #venus #wild #free #silence (at Pianoro Di Calignaia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1zHHKuIoBn/?igshid=mjhse8rfhzsc