Mo

Did I suddenly get hot ? Like I’m messing around with my ex then he has the audacity to want to star dating again , my great friend told me he has a crush on me .. my other friend asked me to be friends with benefits and my best friends brother likes me ... wuttt is happening.

So I havnt seen one of my ex’s in a long time We where on and off for 9 years. Well we saw each other Friday and offcourse it was like nothing has changed better actually I slept over and we just had a great time he is what I’ve been waiting for. But I’m just so used to him being the bad boy type that I’m not sure if I could fully trust him. I realized that I am still madly in love with him I forgot about everyone else and i felt like i was 16 again. I remember the first time I saw him my heart stopped . So I decided not to talk to him anymore even tho I know he’s the one I’m not ready. I have to many plans for myself that I know if he would ask me to stay I will . I would put my life on hold for him again and I can’t do that.