* / silver linings .

As you are mine. Haha I love you and your hormones. It brings me back, too. Honestly I think back to the day we met almost ten years ago. You were always my “celeb crush” but the moment I laid my eyes on you, I just knew. We are. We’ve got a suave young man haha massage? You got it. Are you okay though? Do you want to leave? I have no problem stepping out if you need to get home to relax, babe. Also, I’ll hold your heels and pick you up. I got you, baby.

I love you, sweet Seb, always and forever. Catch me crying all over again at this wedding, even though I thought I'd hold it together better after Joe & Kelsea's. You're so cute, you sap. I swear that your massages are life-giving. Nothing else compares. I made a better wardrobe choice as far as shoes are concerned, so... save a dance for me?

I could not have asked for anyone better to go on this journey with. I swear, Chris and Seb planned for this to happen so they could raise little besties together. You really don't. I love next day shipping so much, it is going to save me. I am always going to be a call away, no matter the time.

Do you have a name or anything picked out? Nursery themes? Anything like that? I promise there's no rush at all, so screw anybody that's trying to tell you otherwise; I'm just excited and curious, I promise!

You and me both. I know we always had these plans to have a big family, and I just have to link myself that all our dreams are coming true. Oh god, axe haha thank god he’s got your chill personality because he’s honestly the coolest kid I know. I’m not even biased. In my defense, my wife always needs to be happy ;) tell me, is there anything I can do to make it easier? You know I’ll jump through everything to make sure you’re okay.

You and me both, my love -- you're the best thing that's ever happened to me, and attending weddings together just takes me back to ours -- and then our vow renewal -- and it just makes me all misty-eyed, though the hormones probably aren't helping. My chill personality, your killer genes? We're in trouble when he gets older, baby -- I just know it. You being so present makes it the easiest, but I do have one request... rub my back tonight before we go to bed? I might've overestimated how much I wanted to walk around in heels today and will be paying for it later.

It really does, baby. Sometimes I can’t believe this is our life. You really are my dream come true. How are you feeling? Can I get you anything?

I'm on cloud nine every day, my love -- lucky every morning I wake up, getting to do it next to you... and sometimes with our little plus ones. I still think Axel's growing more and more into your facial expressions. He'll give me a look one time, and I swear it's because he knows his daddy can make a funny face at me and win me over. I'm feeling good, honestly -- really good. Tired, achy, all the usual things, but more grateful than anything that we get to do this again. It's the most special thing in the universe.

Margot, same to you. You have no idea how amazing it has been going though this with you. Your advice is everything. I'm feeling nervous, but exciting. I think we do. But I still feel like I am forgetting something. Is that normal?

Shush, you're so cute. It really has been a dream walking this one with you, you know? You truly don't get it 'til you get it, that's for sure! Oh, 100% -- that's what overnight delivery is for! So glad I'll have you for the newborn phase, too; those middle of the night wake ups can get lonely.

its been a while hasn't it? i was going to offer to send you photos, but not sure if jacob already did? life has been so busy, i'm so happy to have a small break. plus i'd love to hear what you've got going on! also congratulations! i almost forgot i saw the good news! @margoteliise

It has been! I haven't seen any pictures from Jacob, no, so I would love nothing more than to get any you're willing to share from you! How are things going? Are you two adjusting well? From one mama to another, postpartum is not for the faint of heart -- so if you need anything at all, don't hesitate to reach out! A home-cooked meal or someone to help you tidy up your place is just a phone call and a flight away, promise. Thank you, lovely! It was a big surprise, but a welcome one nevertheless. Seb and I are over the moon; I love that man so much.