I wish I could have them be my forever. I wish it could forever be a rainy day so that we could lay together in the puddles with our clothes soaking up the water. I wish I could meet them in the park and sit on the swings as I poor my heart out to them. I wish that we would never turn old. I with that it would never change. I wish that I could live in a constant lull of a sweet routine. I wish for my life to not feel in the shadows.
But I also wish for more.
I wish for a constant sunny day. I wish to love myself on my own and sit in the sun. I wish for people to know my name when I walk by. I wish to no longer be that girl no-one knows. I wish to never be in the middle.
I cry silent tears each night, for I cannot choose.
Shal I be the ground, or the sky?