you're gonna carry that weight.

#stephen’s a better person than me bc if she looked at me like that i would let her wreak havoc on the entire multiverse no questions asked

It's cold, and he shivers in his leather jacket. The sound of his clattering teeth echoes inside the car. His bone-deep tiredness has nothing to do with physical exhaustion, it comes from deep within and it doesn't go away no matter how much he sleeps. He's just so tired. Of himself. Of being alone. Of his whole goddamn life. He's a wreck and doesn't have the energy to care.

The human body can handle only so much pain before the heart stops. Is it the same with the soul? How much pain can the soul manage before it shatters into a million pieces? And is it possible to die from a broken soul? Dean is not even sure he has a soul. Maybe it burned away in the fire and left him a burnt-out shell of what he was supposed to be.

- Stanford era Dean excerpt by Sana @sobernatural

~