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the older i get, the worse my panic attacks get.

it’s so sad to go back and read posts from 5 years ago and remember how lonely i felt and how much i wanted to be in the bay but it just did not work out for me. i’m happy where i am now and lucky to be surrounded by my best friends and family again. community is really everything y’all <3

when he says “you’re hot” but leonard cohen said, “there is a moment in every day when i kneel before the love i have for you. then i remember that i am still that man. and i know that my life’s work is to be that man, who leans over a white tablet humbled in his constant and signifying love for you. it is eight twenty-seven in the evening. once again the thought of you has rescued me from the puzzle of my indifference…”