Solo.de.paso

I also have a headcanon that Kim likes to push Marinette’s buttons, because seeing someone as tiny and sweet and adorable as Marinette becoming irrationally enraged is probably really hilarious to him.  He takes full advantage of her protectiveness of Cat Noir on a fairly regular basis.  Every time he does it, her reactions just get more and more zealous and exaggerated.  

It started out with a poll in the school newspaper, asking who everyone liked more out of the duo.  Marinette scoffed loudly when Kim announced that Cat Noir had nothing on Ladybug.

The next day, he staged a loud conversation with Max, debating the benefits of Lucky Charm and the drawbacks of Cataclysm.  Marinette started listing times the akuma wouldn’t been defeated without Cat Noir’s help.  She took extra pleasure in detailing the fight with Dark Cupid.

A week later, Kim chose to focus on Ladybug for his essay on influential Parisians.  The next morning, Marinette came in with a dozen cupcakes with black frosting, decorated with green paw prints.

Kim didn’t get any.

Adrien was usually around when these arguments erupted.  (Marinette let him eat Kim’s cupcake.)  He didn’t know Marinette felt this strongly about his alter-ego, but he’s flattered.  And he knows Kim only does it to make her upset, so he doesn’t take the things he says personally.

This goes on for over a month, until one day they’re in gym class. They’re learning self-defense or boxing or something.  They’re all covered in padding and have thick gloves on.  Kim picks Marinette as his sparring partner, of course, and starts in again.  This time, he’s vicious.

“Ladybug would be better off without him…  He picked such a lame name, too…  How many times has he been mind controlled by an akuma?” (“Shut up!  That’s because he takes hits for Ladybug all the time!”)  Frown lines mar her face.  A vein in her temple starts to twitch.  She’s grinding her teeth so hard that everyone around her can hear it.

“She should fire him and get a new sidekick.”

Marinette snaps.  With Kim in full protective gear and without her Ladybug strength, she’s not afraid to punch him full force.  She surprises everyone, especially herself, when she knocks him completely off his feet.  He’s airborne for a split second before crashing onto his back.  The whole class stares.  She’s almost still angry enough to not be upset at hitting a civilian, but Kim’s laugh silences her conscience.  Kim shuts up for the rest of the lesson, though Marinette is still seething internally.  

          ❝ don’t you realize that you’re the only one i have left ?! ❞

https://www.quotev.com/quiz/10172699/What-role-would-you-play-in-a-fantasy-world

like he knows, he knows that ladybug was in love with someone else, but when the person you love digs their claws into that one spark of hope that’s ingrained so deep that it’s basically a part of who you are… like what could he have done? 

suddenly, there was a girl he loves more than anything else in the world wrapped up in his arms and telling him, “i love you. i choose you. i want to be yours.” and he even tries to deny it because he doesn’t think it’s possible, but she insists. and his fragile little heart inches close because it’s what he wants. he wants her to love him so much, and a part of him still believes it’s possible, no matter how hard he tries to deny it.

and when the real ladybug comes in and vehemently tries to smother that spark, no matter how well-meaning her words and actions might be, he doesn’t have the capacity to lose that hope. he has a girl he’s loved forever finally loving him back, and then a girl from his worst nightmare who tells him that it’ll never happen.

i don’t blame him for choosing the sentimonster. if i was him, i would’ve too.

this is a boy who has known little love in his life, but has such a big heart to give it. and he aches for it, like it’s a missing part of him, so when the opportunity arises, he’ll take whatever he can. because, like i said before, reality can be a nightmare. the truth hurts. so in the end, he loses that hope again and accepts that ladybug loves someone else.

Fandom: Pandora Hearts

hahaha yes i’m back with another follow spree… being of semi-hiatus for so long (i think it was half a year oof. i was floating around and such but you know not being active and making edits) i’ve noticed that my dashboard has shifted to fandom i’m not in and i have a bit of a dead dashboard.

please reblog if you post any of these:

fire emblem series

cardcaptor sakura

animal crossing

fruits basket

boku no hero academia

legend of zelda

chihayafuru

noragami

fairy tail

fullmetal alchemist

idolish7

pandora hearts

if you make graphics/gifs that’s a bonus too!!!

I am writing on this post again for two reasons.  First, is to acknowledge that this reply I made to this well over three years ago, was pretty dumb and was coming from someone who was in a primarily male dominated environment (the military) and this was the legally established way of referring to women in that setting, and the reasoning for it.  Our government decided that “female” was the safest way to refer to women.  I am not using that as an excuse though, the original post is totally correct, it is creepy and dehumanizing, and I apologize for my ignorance and trying to defend a life style, and unfortunately the military is a life style, that I can now see is horribly toxic.  I am proud to say that I am no longer in active duty, and after a long period of transition and self acceptance, I’m no longer part of that toxic life style either.  I am far more aware person than I was three years ago.  Aware of my privilege, the shit my society puts minorities through, and that it needs to change.  

The other reason I am writing this is because quite out of the blue this post got some how resurrected and I began receiving direct messages saying everything from “how small are your balls?” to “I’m so sad you haven’t killed yourself yet.”  One “unwoke” comment on a post over three years old is enough to message someone telling them to kill themself?  If there is any other reason for it I would love to know what I could have done on this site to warrant that, but this post has been the most controversial thing I’ve ever posted, and these messages only began after @bulbasaurfan93 @question-why-not and @manie-sans-delire-x commented and brought this post back.  I don’t know how it reached them, or why, but I would like to ask everyone who has been sending hateful messages to me over a three year old post that stemmed from obliviousness to please think twice over doing so.