Do you ever feel like everyone would be much better off without you there? Like you’re a burden. A drag down on all your relationships. Everyone you speak to regularly actually hates you and you’re just someone they tolerate? I have been in this mindset for weeks, and I can’t dig myself out of it. I was up so late last night just in my head thinking of ways I can suddenly disappear without anyone knowing where I went. Am I that hard to love? That hard to hold a conversation with? That hard to be a friend for? Why am I even here anymore.












