mallina 2.0

1. So my bf doesn't have a f4t gf

2. "You've lost so much weight"

3. For the jealous remarks

4. To wear anything I want

3. To be easily picked up

4. For swimsuit season

5. For thin arms

6. For the thigh gap

7. For pretty privilege

8. For visible bones

9. To be the skinny friend

10. To see the numbers drop

11. To not be an American statistic

12. So my body isn't the first thing people notice

“ew she’s so fat”

‘fatspo’

etc

Party Grunge Spo

i hope this is the kind of vibe you were looking for.

I believe in control, the only force mighty enough to bring onrder in the chaos that is my world.

I believe that I am the most vile, worthless an useless person ever have to existed on this planet, and that I am totally onworthy of anyone’s time and attention.

I believe in oughts, musts and shoulds, as unbreakable laws to determine my daily behaviour.

I believe in perfection and strive to attain it.

I believe in salvation trough starvation.

I believe in calorie counters as the inspired word of god, and memorise then accordingly.

I believe in bathroom scales as an indicator of my daily succeses and failures.

I believe in hell, cause sometimes I think I live in it.

I believe in a wholly black an withe world, the losing of weight, recrimination for sins, the allegation of the body and a life ever fasting.

THIN COMMANDMENTS

1) If you aren't thin, you aren't attractive

2) Being thin is more important than being healthy

3) You must buy clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, anything to make yourself look thinner

4) Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty

5) Thou shall not eat fattening food without punishing afterwards

6) Thou shall count calories and restrict intake accordingly

7) What the scale says is the most important thing

8) Losing weight is good, gaining weight is bad

9) You can never be to thin