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[pm] Tess is…? But why didn’t anyone…? 

[pm] No one told you? I... Fuck. I thought someone would have told you or else I would have, but I mean, I didn't think to because I've been um, busy. with Ryan and yeah. If I knew... I'm so sorry.

[pm] I’d like that. I don’t know if that is an option for me right now though. I don’t know if I’m allowed to leave given the circumstances. 

[pm] We can wait. I want to wait. I'm not ready to leave the apartment.

[pm] I’ve never been. Seems rather hot and crowded though. Why?

[pm] I want to go there and I want to leave London. I wanna go other places, too, but yeah, maybe you could come.

[pm] Technically we could go anywhere. If you wanted to. I am fine either way. 

[pm] Yeah? We should go then... Just not yet. How do you feel about India?

[pm] You know I understand. We can not be in his house? We can get out own place again. 

[pm] I don't know where else to go, and I don't know if I want to leave yet. It's all just weird. Where could we go?

[pm] Why would I be mad, Mal? You have a gift, you can use it as you choose. I wouldn’t have stopped you even if you told me. 

[pm] Thank you. That means a lot to me. It's just kinda weird... Like he's gone, but not gone, you know? And I'm in his house.

[pm] We won’t talk about it then. 

[pm] No, it's okay. I kinda wanted to tell you. I just didn't want you to be mad.

[pm] That’s okay you know. You have the right to do that. 

[pm] Yeah, it's just... I don't know. I didn't want to talk about it, I guess.

Can we please not talk about this.

[pm] I don't want to talk about this.

That’s a first.

I guess I'm just familiar with sex.