Every End Is A New Beginning.

Best advice my 19 year old roommate gave me

She hides it well so it’s not easy to see. But look at her smile and in the corner you’ll find the smallest hint of a sadness she can’t make disappear.

I’ve been stuck on you for so long that I don’t even remember what it feels like to want anyone else.

She’s pretending she don’t miss you. You’re pretending you don’t care. Ego is a hell of a drug.

You know, sometimes I wish I’d known it’d be our last time. Our last kiss, our last touch, our last conversation. I wish I’d known because I would have paid attention to the details. The way you tilted my chin up with your hand before your lips brushed mine, the way your gentle hands caressed my skin, the way you smiled whenever I tried to make you laugh, even though what I said wasn’t remotely funny. But I didn’t. I didn’t pay attention. Because how was I to know it was the last time, that there wouldn’t be one to follow? All I see when I try to remember are your ghosts that still haunt me - but one day they’ll eventually leave me too. You turn into more of a stranger with every passing day.

I need you to know that I loved you. Even when waterfalls flooded my eyes and my body was pierced with the pieces of my shattered heart, I loved you. But that was the problem. People say love is hard. That was not hard. Loving you was the most natural thing I’ve ever done. It was realizing that no matter how much I loved you, it would never make you treat me right. Leaving you, that was the hardest thing I never thought I would do.

Is the person you’re waiting for even waiting for you?

I wish I could have stayed in your life, but I was too much and not enough at the same time.

The best revenge is to improve yourself.

I wish I could have stayed in your life, but I was too much and not enough at the same time.

The best revenge is to move on, get over it, and continue to succeed. Never give someone the satisfaction of watching you suffer.

But I guess that’s what love really is. They ruin you, and once the opportunity comes to hurt them, you pass it up. Because you don’t destroy the ones you love.

I pushed everyone else away because they weren’t you.