🥹sweet musics! 🥹

That no one asked for, but I found some of the lines from Seven Swans to be quite lovely...so here we are.

I am joining all my thoughts to you.

If I'm alive this time next year, will I have arrived in time to share?

I can see a fireside turn blue, and I can see a lot of life in you.

To see you, to meet you, to see you at last.

Will I be a part of what you've made?

I think the dress looks nice on you.

We stayed a long, long time but I'm not afraid to die.

Be still and know your sign. The beast will arrive in time.

You gave your ghost to be alone with me.

Lake or lamb, there is none to harm.

What the water wants is sun kiss and land to run into and back.

I'll hit the earth with you.

And what if I put off my inheritance?

Hold to your gun, man and put off all the beast.

And so I go to hell, I wait for it but someone's left me creased.

I've never known a man who loved me.

You woke me up again and I'm still asleep but you woke me up to be holy.

Hold on, hold on to your old ways or put off, put off every old face.

My father burned into coal, my mother saw it from far. She took her purse to the bed.

Keep your word, disguise the vision 'til the time has come.

Break a glass against the table. Break a promise if you're able.

Put off on your son, take instead the ram.

I was the best man in a size too small. You were my best friend, going at it all.

And what if I told you I was still in love with this?

I still know you and I still like you.

So faithful, so few.

And I’d said something that had happened in my youth that was severely fucked up

And there’s something comforting about being told “i understand now” and I love, fucking adore, this pet name. “It’s alright now, little one” like bitch those words alone will make me start blubbering.

My standard was “just don’t hurt me”

And I almost felt the need to thank someone if they treated me kindly.

But that’s not how it is anymore and it’s still like. 🥺 holy shit you’re like. A good person

Like on FaceTime doing the dishes, while I’m colouring because I like hearing his voice and he likes hearing my giggle

And even if we’re not holding a conversation. He’s there, even though he can’t be.

Like, it means so much to me after SO much. Eighteen years of turmoil and now there’s this puppy that feels the happiest when he HEARS MY LAUGH. Like shit I didn’t realise those people were out there.

PECK: It’s been a very long road for him and a very trying road, but I think he’s doing relatively well and he seems to be in good spirits. He’s been able to hear some of the songs [from Illinois] that he hadn’t thought about in a long time and say, like, why did I write that lyric? Just really sweet moments like that where you’re like, oh, this is a real human who’s kind of able to take in something that he wrote probably what feels like a lifetime ago.

And his health is on the mend. He’s back to walking and he just wants to be physical again. He kept saying “I just want to be able to run again,” and I know he’ll get there. We’re all here for him and sending him energy.

I can't explain the state that I'm in//The state of my heart//He was my best friend

happy autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place season to all those who celebrate

Lemme go listen to all too well byeeeee 🥹 🍀 🍁🍂

She's reacting to Sabrina's new album in the second photo !