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your pov

You wake up to the sounds of birds chirping and soft breathing coming from the other side of your shared bed.

You turn over to see your boyfriend, Wooyoung, sleeping ever so peacefully.

He's so cute when he's sleepy.

You think to yourself as you get up super carefully so as to not wake him from his beauty sleep.

You walk out of your room into the kitchen and start on some breakfast for the two of you.

As you're in the cupboard looking for some spices to add to your eggs, you feel arms wrap around your waist.

You turn around to see the most beautiful, handsome, gorgeous man ever.

Wooyoung.

Standing there with a bright smile.

You giggle and his natural aegyo and blush.

You brush it off with “I made you some breakfast babe~”

Wooyoung chuckled a bit and thanked you with a kiss on your cheek.

He sat down as you passed over his plate and sat yourself next to him.

As you both are eating he strikes up some small talk.

“How did you sleep, sweetheart? Did you sleep well?” he asks with a warm smile and a head tilt.

“I did, corazon.” you reply with a bashful look.

He stared at you while you took another bite.

“You know it’s rude to stare.” you say with a sarcastic tone.

He just giggled and went back to finish his plate.

You finish up your food as well and ask him what he wants to do today as it’s his day off after a longgggg time.

“I think today we should take it slow and hang out here, at home.” he says while helping you clean up.

You just nod at him and smile. Liking the idea of spending the day cuddled up to your boyfriend.

Wooyoung takes your hand in his and pulls you with him to the couch where you binge watch your fav movies.

You eventually find yourself in his arms laying on his chest (basically on top of him) and you feel yourself drifting off to sleep.

You try your hardest to stay awake because you want to stay in this moment, being so pleasantly in each other's presence without any disruptions.

Ultimately you can't fight it off anymore and you let yourself take in his scent and fall asleep on him.

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You softly wake up because you feel slightly uncomfortable, so you move your hips acutely.

As you find a comfortable spot you here a soft groan, so soft it's short of a whisper. 

You're slow to realise what that noise was but then you look down to see that you're straddling Wooyoung's hips. He's asleep.

At the realisation, you feel butterflies flood your stomach.

You decide to move your hips again to confirm it was you that caused his reaction. And to your pleasant surprise.

Wooyoung groans again, this time a bit louder. "baby keep going.." he mumbles in his sleep.

You gasp at his words and giggle to yourself, fully awake now. 

This causes him to wake up.  As his eye flutter open he catches you looking at him with a soft smirk.

He rubs his eyes and smiles at you "what?" he chuckles.

You just blink at him and lean down to kiss him.

At first he was caught off guard but then he melts into the kiss, moving his hand from your side to your neck, pulling you in closer.

The make out is soft but full of passion.

You pull back to look at him, hes pouting, missing the way you feel against his lips.

Hes so cute, fuck.

He cups your face, looking at your every feature, admiring how beautiful you look, lips plump from kissing, a glimmer in your eyes, soft skin.

He leans in and kisses all over your face.

Slowly making his way from your forehead to your cheeks, to your jaw, then on your neck.

Making you let out soft sighs.

“Wooyoung-” you try to bring his attention to the tv that has turned off due to lack of interaction.

He grunts and sweeps you up bridal style, taking you to your shared bedroom, locking the door behind him.

He sets you down onto your bed and climbs on top of you. He doesn't hesitate to touch your body.

Feeling your body, touching your sides, admiring how stunning you look right now.

“My god baby, your body is heaven,” he says as you bring your hands up to your face, shying away at his compliment.

He whines at your reaction “please dont hide your face, i want you to know just how angelic you are,” he grabs your wrist, gentle but firm, moving your hands down from your face.

He starts kissing your neck again “your curves, your scent, your voice.. My god your voice” he groans. Turning you on slightly.

You feel yourself getting hot and your eyes roll to the back of your head. Wooyoung notices.

He grows hungrier, he bites down on your neck, probably leaving a mark. You whimper against his teeth.

“Ahh.. wooyoung… feels so good,”

He loves your reaction, seeing you squirm under him. He licks the bite mark ands sucks on your neck.

“..i want more, baby~”

He hums “you want more hm? Tell me what you want, talk to me, I want to hear your voice.” he says in between kisses.

You whine “please wooyoung, i need you- you keep teasing,”

He pulls back and you squirm at the missing warmth from your neck, where he was.

“You want me to stop?” he smirks.

You sit up and pull him in by his shirt collar, "I want to feel you. I want you to take those sexy hands and put them to use.” you say into his ear, making him shiver from your breath on his ear.

He chuckles at your command, taking his hands from your sides and starts feeling up your body again, “keep talking like that.. Fuck, baby you turn me on so much”

he crawls down your body, lifting your shirt up, just enough to where your belly is exposed.

You try to cover yourself up because you’ve been insecure about your belly for almost your whole life. He grunts and pulls your hands away before you're able to cover yourself up. He plants kisses on your stomach as he continues to go lower and lower.

You skew underneath him, feeling his breath, tickling your skin as he goes down.

Still fully clothed, wooyoung uses his hands to feel up your heat, he's bothered by your shorts getting in the way of your pleasure. He brings himself back up to reach your face, hovering over you.

“May I take off your shorts?” he asks with a thick deep voice, looking deep into your eyes.

You look at him with half doe eyes, you nod slowly, unsure about letting him see you without clothes on.

You guys have never really been this intimate before, sure you've had heavy, steamy make out sessions, and touched each other over clothes but you have never gotten to the point of sex. At least, not until now.

He goes back down and starts to undo the button on your shorts, sliding them off with ease, tossing them to the side, leaving you in your shirt and panties.

He licks his lips, scanning your exposed legs and slowly moving his eyes back up to look you in the eye.

You're watching him as he navigates your body, letting your head fall back onto the pillow as he makes eye contact with you.

He can see that you're feeling shy, never being this exposed in front of wooyoung before.

You feel a lump start up in your throat. tears welling in your eyes.

“You doing okay princess?” he asks with a soft tone in his voice now. You hum “yeah, just- you've never seen me like this before, this all is still new to me.” you start to get choked up.

He comes back up to your face, bringing his hands up to your neck and face, “oh no, baby, we don't have to do this if you don't want to, we can go back to the couch-”

“No, I want to do this, I really want this Woo..” you say as you sit back up, swiping a tear that escaped your eye.

You pull him into another kiss, this time the kiss is long and sloppy.

Getting heated again, you climb on top of wooyoung and straddle his hips again, rocking your hips back and forth, onto his.

He moans into the kiss, you feel something growing from underneath you.

You moan into his mouth as he brings his hips up into yours, grinding against your heated area.

Desperate to feel you.

He's tugging at your shirt putting his hands up under your shirt, his hands making their way up to your boobs, playing with the lace of your bra. Making your breath hitch, causing him to smile into the kiss.

Your hand moves up to feel his abs through his shirt, he groans under your touch. He pulls back from the kiss and slips his shirt over his head and tosses it to the side, not caring about where it lands.

You take this moment to scan his torso, tracing his abs with your fingers, drooling slightly at the sight. Him watching you with a small smile on his face, loving the feeling of your touch on his bare skin.

You look him in the eyes and go down to plant small wet kisses on his chest, holding eye contact.

Wooyoung, slowly licking his lips as he watches you.

You move down to his waist, you stop and look up at him, as if to ask him if he's okay with this. He bites his lip and nods quickly, “please princess, i want more..” he whines, moving his hips up.

You use your fingers to hook around his waistband and tug them off, throwing them to the side.

You see the tent that has been forming from all the friction, pushing against the fabric of his boxers.

Head thrown back, hair messy, some strands of hair loose over his face. His chest heaving, uneven breath escaping his parted lips.

Fuck. he looks so hot right now.

His hand reaching down to pull off his underwear, you grab his hand and push it off to the side. You place your hand over the clothed hard on and rub him, earning moans from his soft, plump lips.

“Ahh.. yn- shit-” his breath picks up as he rocks his hips up into your hand.

You feel him growing harder with every stroke. His hand running through his hair, lips quivering and a string of moans coming from him.

You can see his pre cum seeping through the fabric, you stop your movements which causes Wooyoung to whine. You pull off his boxers and wet your lips, looking up at him to watch his reaction, you move your head closer to the head of his cock.

Licking the tip so painfully slowly, “ah- oh fuck- baby..” you smirk at wooyoung’s reaction, liking the way he whimpers for you.

You wrap one hand around the base of his cock, moving your head down to take him into your mouth. Lips wet, you start slowly, sucking him off, each bob fitting more and more of him into your mouth.

Woedoyoung throws his head back, mouth open in an ‘O’ shape, his chest heaving up and down, “ahh- oh my god- princess, you're so good at that. Fuck-” he huffs out, trying his best not to let his moans take over.

You lick a long stripe along the underside of his cock and you feel him twitch in your mouth, indicating he's close.

Wooyoung whines out your name, “yn- baby, you make me feel so good. Dont- fuck- dont stop- Im so close..” he chokes on his moans.

You keep sucking slowly, taking your time tasting him. You bob your head so deep that you almost choke on him, gagging slightly.

Three more times and hes twitching again, only this time his breath is uneven and hes squirming from your touch. “Shit- baby- im cumming- oh fuckk” he lets out an elongated groan as he bucks his hips up, wanting to ride out his high.

After his moans have died down, you pull yourself away from him and wipe your mouth, swallowing his seed. Salty and sweet, slightly bitter.

You bring your face back up to his, smirking "you sound so pretty, moaning my name." he lets out a pathetic huff at that.

"never thought you'd be the dominate one.. I kind of like it." he chuckles out with what little breath he still has in his lungs.

You peck his cheek "I think we should do this more often," you smile at him "I've always thought about sucking you off, you know? And that was so much hotter than I had ever imagined."

"Oh yeah? Well, I've always thought of eating you out.." he smirks as he kisses your lips "I guess we have to explore that too." He wraps his hand around the nape of your neck and brings your face to his, making out with you once again.

You squeal into his mouth.

He pulls away and you whine "I've always imagined doing it in the shower.." his eyes scanning for a path towards the bathroom.

He stands up next to the bed and gestures for you to jump into his arms.

You wrap your arms around his neck and legs around his waist, giggling into his neck as he walks you two over to the bathroom.

He's already kissing you when he puts you back down and peeling off your clothes.

"baby, you don't know how long I have waited for this moment." he admits and he turns on the water for the shower.

You just giggle at him and rub his chest slowly.

"c'mon, the waters warm now-" he grabs your hand and pulls you in with him.

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The set is dimly lit, all soft reds and blacks, the kind of lighting that makes skin glow like it’s already slick. Cameras positioned, crew quiet, air thick with the industrial sweetness of lube, latex, and the faint, metallic tang of sweat and adrenaline—though here, it’s not so much anticipation as it is tedium, everyone waiting for the next instruction, the next cut.

Haechan is perched in his director’s chair like always—legs spread, arms crossed, black hoodie up, expression is half-lidded, mouth slack, utterly unruffled. Bored as fuck.

He likes to watch the scene as a whole, not the parts: the shudder of a shoulder, the matched arch of spines, the geometry of bodies weaving a single shape. There’s no eroticism to it anymore, at least not for him. If he feels anything, it’s the dull, satisfying click of a puzzle piece snapping into place.

Hundreds of scenes, maybe a thousand, have blurred together since he started this job. He’s watched every way a person can cum, and half the ways a person can fake it. He has memorized the pitch and cadence of moans, the difference between a real orgasm and a theatrical one, and the precise window—usually less than three minutes—before a boner becomes a liability on camera

His discipline is legendary; he’s never popped wood on set, not even once, not even when he was nineteen and the girls were all older and he had something to prove. He’s immune—a fucking monk

To him, porn stopped being exciting years ago. It’s just product now. Lighting. Framing. Sellable shots.

So today is supposed to be like any other. The schedule says: opening vignette, oral, first position, second position, cumshot, credits. The contract talent are already running lines and limbering up in the green room. There’s nothing on the call sheet that reads as unusual.

But then you walk onto set.

You’re new—he knows this before you even speak.

You’re the new girl, and it’s obvious. Everything about the way you stand—towel wrapped tight enough to choke arterial flow, eyes darting, breath lost somewhere in your chest—screams “first real gig.” No fake lashes, no caked-on foundation, no stage persona yet to hide inside. Just you, raw and exposed, skin already flushing from the robe drop and the sudden attention of three different lenses, each click and whirr doubling your nerves.

The scene’s supposed to be “natural couple, first time,” but the male lead—some generic, muscle-thick dude with a jaw you could sand plywood on—has all the sexual chemistry of a dishrag.

You think his name might be Chad? Whatever. He doesn’t even pretend to care. He’s flipping through his phone right up to the second “places, everyone,” gets called, barely glancing your way except to ask if you’re “tight with overs or can you take a big zoom.” You have no idea what that means, so you just nod, and he laughs without looking up.

When the camera rolls, Chad’s hands come at you—too fast, all palm, no finesse. It’s like he’s using your clit as a joystick: sharp, dry, mechanical. The friction stings. You keep waiting for him to notice you’re not… primed. He doesn’t.

You try to smile, a tiny “I’m good, keep going” nod, but it’s not in your voice yet. You’re trying—God, you’re trying—Your hips roll, hoping to catch a better angle, your own fingers twitching at your side, desperate to take over. Gasps, soft and uncertain, slip from your lips; you keep pitching your lines higher, like maybe you can sell it if you play the wide-eyed ingenue and act surprised by touch itself, but it’s obvious it’s not hitting right.

The crew is silent, but not out of respect. You can feel the collective disappointment in the air, a staleness that grows with each awkward grin. You catch the boom guy’s reflection in the glass; he looks like he’s holding his breath, his mouth twisted in a grimace like he’s physically pained by how forced it all sounds.

The camera operator is already bored, drinking his coffee with one hand while the other steers the gimbal dutifully back and forth. The only person actually watching is the director, Haechan, who hasn’t blinked for what feels like five minutes.

You’ve heard a dozen rumors about him—strict, never smiles, hates ad-libs, will shut down a scene if the lighting is off by half a stop. But he’s never once yelled, never once embarrassed talent in front of the crew. He just sits there, hoodie up, one knee bouncing, hands clenched on his clipboard. Judging by the little twitch in his jaw and the way his pencil is slowly being crushed into splinters, this is not the performance he wanted.

Chad misses his mark again, hand slipping, and you yelp, an ugly real sound through the room like a burst of microphone feedback.

Haechan’s jaw ticks.

“Cut,” he snaps, voice sharper than usual. The crew freezes.

Every head in the room snaps up—boom guy, focus puller, even the veteran makeup artist, who’s been boredly lint-rolling pubes off the sheets for the last twenty minutes. Chad, the male talent, straightens up like a scolded puppy, dick bobbing stupidly.

Haechan rises from his seat slowly. The room suddenly feels smaller. The whole crew tries to look busy, but everyone’s watching him from the corners of their eyes.

He crosses the set in three long strides, he doesn’t bother with the fake set stairs—just swings one leg up onto the platform and steps directly into the “bedroom,” the mock-up of a midcentury hotel suite they’ll probably tear down by tomorrow.

Haechan steps right up to the mattress, looming at the edge, and for a second you think he’s going to just call it—wrap early and go home. But then he looks down at you.

You stayed at your position: sprawled on the sheets, hair a mess already, thighs parted. Your skin is sticky with the glycerin spray they use to make people look “just-fucked.” Your chest rises and falls fast.

“Move,” he tells Chad, low, no room for argument. Chad scrambles off the bed.

Haechan doesn’t sit where Chad was. He remains standing at the edge, close enough that you can smell his cologne—something expensive and dark, undercut with the faint salt of skin.

He doesn’t touch you. Not directly.

Instead he reaches for Chad’s hand. The one that was just pawing, ineptly, at your clit, dry and imprecise and barely tolerable. Haechan’s fingers close around Chad’s wrist. His grip is gentle but absolute. Chad doesn’t even try to resist.

Then, with infinite patience, he starts to move Chad’s fingers over your clit, guiding it in slow, deliberate circles. He moves it exactly the way you like it; not pressing hard, just... teasing. Perfect pressure. Lazy figure-eights that make your hips twitch involuntarily. Just shy of too gentle, slow enough to make you ache.

“Like this,” Haechan says, and his voice is all gravel and velvet, the kind of voice you can feel in your spine. Haechan’s eyes never leave yours.

You bite your lip. Hard. Trying not to whimper.

You try not to react. ‘I am a professional. I am being paid for this.’ you thought. But your body doesn’t get the memo.

Heat lances through your core, pooling there, making your thighs tense and your toes curl against the sheets. You force your breath to stay even, but it helps nothing. Haechan’s gaze is a hand all by itself, pinning you to the bed, and your body starts to betray you: nipples tightening, hips rocking up, a sound leaking out that was never in the script.

He watches all of it. His pupils are blown wide, nearly swallowing the brown of his irises.

He's still guiding Chad's fingers under his, but it might as well be his hand. The rhythm is his. The control is his. Every tiny hitch in your breath, every flutter of your lashes—he sees it. Drinks it.

Chad’s breathing gets weird and shallow, but Haechan doesn’t even acknowledge him. Chad might as well be a prop now—a toy in the director’s hand, moving exactly the way Haechan wants.

Seconds stretch. Haechan keeps Chad’s rhythm brutally consistent, never speeding up, never varying, until your entire lower body is shaking. You want to close your eyes, to escape the intensity, but you can’t look away from Haechan.

You don’t dare make a sound. You do anyway.

It’s a soft, broken whine. It feels like being split open under stage lights. You can’t remember the camera or the crew. It’s just you and him and the steady, inescapable pressure building inside your skull.

You’re trembling now. Not acting. Not really. The way Haechan’s guiding—precise, patient, almost tender in its cruelty.

Haechan’s throat bobs. Once. Hard.

He leans in just a fraction—enough that his breath ghosts over your knee.

“Better?” he murmurs. It’s quiet, like it’s meant only for you.

You nod. Barely. Eyes glassy.

There’s the tiniest smile at the corner of his mouth before he finally releases Chad’s hand. Chad stumbles a little, like he’s forgotten how to stand on his own, but Haechan has already forgotten him.

“Good girl,” he says, so soft it’s almost sweet. Then louder, to the crew: “Reset. We’re going again. And Chad—” He finally looks at the guy. “Watch. Learn.”

Haechan steps back to his chair. Sits. Crosses one leg over the other.

But under the table, out of frame, he has to adjust himself. Discreet. Jaw clenched.

He’s trying for nonchalance, but his face—so carefully neutral a minute ago—is barely holding together.

Because fuck.  

He’s so hard it hurts.

And he knows—deep in his gut—that this scene isn’t going to end with just one take.

Not with you looking at him like that.

The cameras roll again. Reset. Lights adjusted just so—soft, warm, flattering. The room hums with low chatter from the crew, but Haechan’s world has narrowed to one thing: you.

He’s back in his chair, legs spread wide like always, one elbow on the armrest, chin in his hand. To anyone watching, he looks the same—cool, detached, the veteran who’s seen every angle, every fake orgasm, every scripted moan.

Except right now, his pulse is hammering in his throat.

Chad’s back between your legs, trying again. Better this time—sort of. He’s following the rhythm Haechan drilled into him earlier, but it’s still mechanical. Predictable. Your body responds anyway because you’re a professional (or trying to be), arching just enough, lips parting on soft, breathy sounds that hit Haechan like a punch.

He watches your face—the way your brows knit when the pressure builds, the flutter of your lashes when it almost tips over, the way your mouth falls open on a silent gasp before the sound actually escapes. Those little, real reactions. The ones no one else notices because they’re too busy staring at tits or ass or whatever the money shot demands.

But Haechan notices.

He notices everything.

“Camera two, tight on her face,” he calls out, voice steady even though his grip on the armrest is white-knuckled. “Capture the eyes. The lips. Make it intimate. She’s the star—sell that.”

The operator nods, zooms in. Haechan’s gaze flicks to the monitor feed beside him—your expression filling the screen in high def. Cheeks flushed, pupils dark, lips swollen from biting them. Every tiny hitch, every shiver.

Your eyes flicker to him.

Just once at first. Quick. Like you’re checking if he’s still watching.

He is.

Always.

You hold it this time. Longer. Your gaze locks with his across the dimly lit set—through the haze of lights and lenses and bodies moving around. It’s not acting. Not really. There’s heat in it. Question. Challenge. Need.

Haechan doesn’t blink.

His jaw flexes. He shifts in the chair—subtle, but fuck, the friction against his straining cock makes his vision white out for a second. He forces himself still. Professional. In control.

“Slow it down,” he directs, quieter now, almost to himself. “Chad—tease. Don’t rush. Let her build.”

Chad obeys. Your hips roll up instinctively, chasing the touch. A soft whimper slips out—real, broken—and Haechan’s breath catches audibly. He covers it with a cough, but his free hand drops to his thigh, fingers digging in hard enough to bruise. Anything to stop himself from palming over his jeans right here, right now, in front of the whole crew.

Your eyes find him again. This time they stay. Glassy. Pleading. Like you’re performing for him. Not the camera. Not the future viewers. Him.

He swallows thickly. Leans forward just a fraction.

“Camera one—lower angle on her thighs,” he says, voice rougher. “Show the tremble. The way she’s shaking for it.”

The shot changes. Your legs part a little more, muscles quivering under soft skin. Another sound escapes you—higher, needier—and Haechan’s control frays another inch.

He’s never been this hard on set. Never this invested. Never this fucking gone.

You arch again, head tipping back, but your eyes snap right back to his like a magnet. Your lips part around a silent word that hits him like a physical blow—his name, unmistakable even from here, the shape of those syllables burning into his retinas.

He exhales through his nose. Slow. Controlled.

“Good,” he murmurs, low enough that only he himself can hear it. “Just like that. Keep looking at me.”

He draws in a slow breath, like he’s trying to breathe around something lodged in his ribs.

And he knows—deep in his gut, where logic has already left the building—that this isn’t just a scene anymore.

This isn’t normal.

He’s directed hundreds of girls. Thousands of takes.

But this is different.

You’re not performing at the camera.

You’re looking at him.

And the worst part—the part that makes something tighten low in his stomach—is that he doesn’t want you to stop.

That’s the problem.

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The break is short—five minutes, tops. Just enough time for the crew to stretch, grab water, reset lights that don’t actually need resetting. Haechan uses it to pull you aside, away from the main set, into the little curtained-off “green room” corner that’s really just a folding chair and a folding table with bottled water and a half-eaten box of donuts.

He leans against the wall, arms crossed, hoodie a bit low over his eyes like he’s trying to hide how intently he’s looking at you. Professional. Always professional.

“Hey,” he starts, voice low so no one else hears. “You’re doing good out there. Really good. But listen—I know this industry chews people up if they push too hard. Especially the first few shoots.”

You nod, heart already doing that stupid flutter thing because he’s actually talking to you like a person, not just talent.

He drags one hand across his jaw, the shadow of stubble catching on his palm. “Look—I know it’s your first real set. This place, the lights, being so exposed. It’s a lot. The crew’s always more intense than you expect. They can be…” He shrugs, searching for the word, “overstimulating. Even when they don’t mean to.” He looks up, and for a split second, you could swear you see his mouth tighten, like he’s angry on your behalf.

You nod, because he’s right—it is a lot. Your body is still humming, not from what Chad did, but from the before and the after, from the fact that you can still feel Haechan’s eyes on you from across the room, even now.

He licks his lips, eyes flicking to your face, then quickly away. “I know the expectation is—” He gestures, vague, like he can’t be bothered to say the words ‘orgasm’  or ‘squirting’ out loud.

“You don’t have to cum for real every take,” he continues, eyes flicking over your face like he’s reading a script he’s memorized. “Fake it. Sell the build-up, the tremble, the little gasps—most viewers can’t tell the difference anyway. And honestly? Forcing it every time strains your pelvis like hell. I’ve seen girls limping off set after a long day. Don’t do that to yourself.”

Your breath catches. He’s… thoughtful? Actually concerned? You’ve heard horror stories about directors who don’t give a fuck, who just yell “harder” until someone cries. But here he is, warning you about your own body like he cares if you walk out of here okay.

He must say this to every new actress, right? Standard protocol. Still, the way he’s looking at you—soft around the edges, almost gentle—makes your stomach flip.

“And if anything hurts,” he adds, quieter now, “even a little. You tell me. We stop. No questions. Got it?”

You swallow. Nod again. “Got it.”

He gives you the tiniest smile—just a twitch at the corner of his mouth—then pushes off the wall. “Good. Take two in a bit. Drink some water.”

He walks away first, leaving you standing there with your pulse in your throat and a sudden, embarrassing rush of warmth between your legs.

Because fuck.  

He noticed. He cared. And now all you can think about is his voice saying “tell me” and “stop” like he’d actually listen, like he’d protect you mid-scene if you needed it.

By the time they call action again, you’re already slick. Not from Chad’s earlier fumbling. Nope. It was from Haechan’s five-minute pep talk. From the way his eyes lingered when he said “good.” From imagining what it would feel like if those careful, controlled hands were the ones touching you instead.

Chad slides back between your thighs, condom on, positioning himself. You spread a little wider, trying to look natural for the three cameras positioned around the bed.

He pushes in slow—standard porn entry shot, nothing special.

But your brain short-circuits.

You picture Haechan instead.

The way he’d hold your hips steady. The way he’d watch your face the whole time, cataloging every twitch like he did earlier. The low, wrecked murmur of “just like that” right against your ear. The way he’d probably tease you first—slow rolls, shallow thrusts—until you were begging without words.

Chad moves. Steady. Mechanical. Like a metronome with abs.

You close your eyes for a second. Imagine it’s Haechan’s weight pressing you down. Haechan’s breath on your neck. Haechan’s cock stretching you, filling you, owning every gasp.

Your body reacts before your mind can catch up.

The coil tightens fast—too fast. Heat rushes low, thighs trembling for real this time. Your nails dig into the sheets. A broken whimper slips out, unscripted. Your thighs lock around Chad's waist so hard he grunts in surprise.

Chad keeps going, oblivious.

But across the set, Haechan freezes.

He’s watching the monitor, jaw slack for half a second before he recovers. Your eyes find his through the haze—glassy, desperate—and you don’t look away.

You come.

Hard.

For real.

Waves crashing through you, back arching off the bed, a choked sob of his name almost escaping before you bite it back.

Your walls flutter and clench around Chad (poor Chad), but behind your eyelids it's Haechan you’re seeing. It's Haechan destroying you, it’s Haechan you’re coming for.

The cameras keep rolling.

Haechan’s hand shoots up—silent signal to keep shooting—but his other fist is clenched so tight on the armrest the knuckles are bone-white. His breathing is shallow. Visible. He’s staring like he’s forgotten how to blink.

“Cut,” he finally rasps, voice wrecked. Too late. The take’s already gold.

The crew starts clapping—thinking it’s great acting.

You’re still trembling, aftershocks rolling through you, thighs slick, heart hammering.

Haechan doesn’t clap.

He just watches you.

And when your eyes meet again—post-orgasm haze and all—there’s no pretending anymore.

He knows.

You know he knows.

And the look on his face says this shoot just changed everything.

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The set lights dim one by one, the crew packing up with the usual post-shoot chatter—someone laughing about how the take was “money,” another clapping you on the shoulder with a genuine “First gig and you killed it, girl. Natural. We’re booking you again for sure.” Chad gives you a fist bump and a wink that feels oddly hollow now. You smile, thank them, heart still racing from the aftershocks, thighs sticky under the robe you’ve hastily tied.

You glance toward Haechan’s chair.

It’s empty.

He’s already gone.

No goodbye, no “good work,” no lingering look like before. Just… vanished. The director who’d been staring holes through you for hours suddenly can’t even meet your eyes on the way out.

The disappointment hits sharper than it should. You tell yourself it’s nothing—he’s busy, he’s a pro, he probably does this every shoot. But the ache between your legs pulses in protest, like your body knows better.

Meanwhile, across the city, Haechan barely makes it through his apartment door.

Keys clatter on the floor. He doesn’t bother with lights. The hallway is dark, just the faint blue glow from the streetlamp outside bleeding through the blinds. He kicks the door shut behind him, back slamming against it for a second as he drags in a ragged breath.

His cock is still painfully hard—has been since that last take, since your real, broken orgasm rolled through you while staring straight at him. The memory is burned behind his eyelids: your lashes fluttering, lips parted on that choked little sound, the way your hips jerked like you couldn’t help it, like it was *him* making you come apart.

“Fuck,” he hisses, already fumbling with his belt.

He doesn’t even get the jeans all the way down.

They catch at mid-thigh, boxers shoved just low enough to free himself. His hand wraps around his length—hot, leaking, so sensitive the first stroke makes his knees buckle. He slides down the door until he’s sitting on the cold floor, legs splayed, head tipped back against the wood.

He doesn’t tease himself. No slow buildup. He’s too far gone for that.

He starts fast. Rough. Fist tight, twisting at the head on every upstroke, thumb smearing the pre-cum that’s been leaking since the second you locked eyes during that final thrust.

His mind replays it in filthy, high-definition detail.

Your face on the monitor—close-up, just like he’d ordered. Brows pinched, mouth slack, eyes glassy and fixed on him like the cameras didn’t exist. The way your tits rose and fell with every shallow pant. The tremble in your thighs when Chad pushed in deeper. The exact second your walls must have clenched—because your whole body arched, spine bowing off the sheets, a soft, wrecked whimper spilling out that wasn’t scripted, wasn’t fake.

He groans low in his throat, hips jerking up into his hand.

“Fuck—look at you,” he mutters to the empty hallway, voice hoarse. “Coming so pretty for me… weren’t you?”

He imagines it’s him between your legs instead.

Not Chad’s clumsy rhythm. His.

He pictures pinning your wrists above your head with one hand, the other gripping your hip hard enough to leave marks. Slow at first—teasing, shallow rolls just to watch your frustration build, to hear you whine his name. Then deeper. Harder. Bottoming out every time until your nails dig into his back, until you’re shaking, begging, “Haechan—please—don’t stop—”

His strokes speed up. Sloppy now. The wet sound of his fist echoing in the quiet apartment.

He replays your eyes—those little glances you kept throwing him between takes, like you were performing just for him. The way they went wide and hazy right before you tipped over the edge. The way your lips formed that silent, desperate shape—his name? A plea? He doesn’t know, but he pretends it was both.

“Wanted it to be me, didn’t you?” he growls, hips snapping up harder. “Wanted my cock stretching you open… fucking you until you couldn’t breathe… until you came all over me like that again—”

His free hand fists in his hoodie, yanking it up so he can see himself—thick, flushed, veins standing out, slick shining on every downstroke. He imagines it’s your wetness instead. Your heat. Your tight, fluttering walls gripping him so good he can barely think.

He pictures flipping you over, face down, ass up—grabbing your hips and slamming back in while you muffle your cries into the sheets. Or maybe on your back, legs over his shoulders so he can watch every inch disappear inside you, watch your face crumple every time he hits that spot that makes you sob his name.

His balls draw up tight. Heat coils low and vicious.

“Fuck—gonna fill you up,” he pants, voice cracking. “Gonna come so deep you’ll feel me for days… gonna make you come again just watching me lose it inside you—”

The first pulse hits like a shockwave.

He chokes on a moan, head slamming back against the door as he spills over his fist—hot, thick ropes streaking across his stomach, dripping down his knuckles. His hips jerk through it, riding the waves, imagining it’s your cunt milking him dry instead.

He keeps stroking through the oversensitivity until it hurts, until every last drop is wrung out, until he’s trembling and gasping against the wood.

When it’s over, he slumps there on the floor—jeans still tangled around his thighs, hoodie rucked up, cum cooling on his skin—and lets out a long, wrecked laugh.

Because he’s fucked.

Completely, irreversibly fucked.

He just came harder than he had in years… to the memory of a girl he’s directed for one single day.

And tomorrow?

Tomorrow there’s another shoot.

With you.

He drags a hand down his face, still breathing hard.

“Shit,” he mutters.