Maladaptive Purple (still in progress)

so are we going to talk about how madd not only ruins your perception of time but also gives you absolutely shit short term (and eventual long term) memory because i’ll wait

I panic over lost time more than I should. I also have a hard time remembering anything other than trauma. Yay me!

I really wish that I had my para’s phone number so that I could call her when I get scared and anxious and she can make me feel braver and less alone

I can’t open Spotify without immediately daydreaming of fictional scenarios smh 😔

Well fellas. Just had a dream where my (significant other) para was falling asleep with me and holding me in his arms. Now I can’t be stable anymore

My love is in love with me in head. No wonder I'm unstable. I'm fairly happy though for being in an imaginary relationship. Goals?

Daydream about swimming in an underground cavern / natural pool.

That would be so cool.

Keep your feet on the ground.

"And your head's in the clouds."

Drifting off into the fantasy is so tempting, but please keep your feet firmly rooted on the ground. Stay focused on the present.

Doing the best I can.

does anyone have any music recommendations? my daydreams are getting stale

Whitney Peyton just dropped a new single. I'm going wild over it. #GiveItGas

Does anyone create paras based off fictional characters or celebrities and now u feel like u have an actual connection to that character/person bc of the para ?

All the time. All my friends are rich, so I'm never internally broke.

I daydream about us cuddling all the time. :(

Daydream about being a mermaid.

Yes, ma'am. Mermaids are the best.

She's so pretty.