it’s not living (if it’s not with you)

It devastates me how much of my life I’ve spent daydreaming. I so desperately want to be content with the real world.

The vicious cycle of “my daydreams r so fucking cringey & stupid & they make no sense whatsoever” & “who the hell cares if they’re stupid & don’t make sense who am I trying to impress”

thinking abt that one time I went to bed & had a dream with all my paras there & they just ran away from me 😐

It’s so hard to come to terms with the fact that I’m an adult in the real world when the only things that matter to me don’t exist

having sumn traumatic happen to u & now it’s all u can daydream about 😍

what do maladaptive daydreamers think of reality shifting?

I fucking wish my daydreams were about something normal but no I just had to be into fnaf & creepypasta when I was a kid & now I’m big 20 with a crush on freddy fazbear 😐

every day I wonder what my life would be like if I wasn’t obsessed with a fantasy world I created

just found out there’s a big link between madd & ocd & honestly that explains so much

Feel like shit just want 2 be held by my paras

sobbing violently over the death of a para then remembering they’re not real & crying even harder