feel like a devastating but liberating realization i keep having again and again is that everything i think i’m good at i actually am not, i simply have the potential to be and must start from 0 to achieve. i think what makes it different this time is i’m ready to stop blaming my parents and just accept my position and move on lmaoo. i have always understood the raw materials i was working with and was angry with the world for mismanaging them but now they are truly mine to work with. like wtf am i even complaining about

brands dont even do their own marketing anymore they just post inspo pics on ig and send emails with their moodboard screenshots

the fact that all these words meant to evoke the fearful sublime are now just autoresponses to get through professional interactions

spring starts january 2nd

sometimes i need to look at fashionnova to know exactly how i want something to fit me before embarking on a journey to find the item from somewhere else

the instagram malena psychosis has got to end

starting to feel like using this site may have been keeping my mind sharp 🤔🤔

i think crop tops are giving me body dysmorphia

im SAD!!!!!!!!!!