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today was my last day of school so all my friends signed my shirt and one of them wrote "don't pull a Neil Perry" I'm crying 😭
you seem pretty dead for a poet so society
I know for a fact that the poets all contribute a subscription to their shared home, as Keating covers most of the rent. So here’s who has what.
Neil
The Netflix. Neil is just really reliable, and I feel that because of it, he contributes on of the most important streaming services. All of them use Netflix a crap ton, so at least Neil gets his money worth.
Todd
Disney+. You can’t tell me that Todd was not a Disney kid. He literally knows all the classic Disney movies, even the less popular ones. He’s the main user of it, but on occasion the others will use it as well.
Charlie
Paramount +. It’s the only way he can watch South Park and Ninja turtles. He needs to stay up to date on both, so it’s pretty logical that he pays for Paramount+. The show is constantly in the background in his room, so at least Charlie gets his money worth.
Knox
I imagine he’s extra rich, so he totally pays for the Apple TV. The main thing they watch on it are the Charlie Brown movies and episodes. Knox is a snoopy lover at heart.
Pitts
He’s totally paying for the groups Prime Video account. It’s not the most popular, but it’s got some good stuff on it. And it has some pretty alright tv shows and movies, so at least it doesn’t totally suck.
Meeks
He’s paying for the crunchyroll. I know in my heart of hearts, they all like anime. But each is into a different genre. So they have a tradition, where each week a different poet gets to choose that weeks anime theme. It keeps people from getting violent (Charlie)
Cameron
He pays for the HBO Max. It’s got some good stuff, and Cameron especially liked watching the Final Destination series when he’s sick or something. Besides that, the other poets like watching Looney Tunes on it.
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Neil, despite everything, never cried in front of his father in that film.
I don’t think he even teared up.
Because he knew it wouldn’t do anything. He knew his tears would have no impact on his father, or just make the situation worse for him.
You know who he did cry in front of?
Keating.

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Nolan’s speech about Neil’s death to the boys he spent most of his life with equated his whole existence to being a good student in 3 sentences and moved on to reputation control
How lonely do you think he felt looking out into the snow? Did he think of his friends? Do you think he knew, at least, that they loved him? Or do you think he grew uncomfortable at the thought, believed that they wouldn't understand or forgive him? Do you think he hoped that when he dies they'd still hold him kindly in their memory? And if he thought of Keating, what? Did he wish his father were like him instead? Or did he feel unheard by Keating, too, since just earlier when he told him he was trapped, but Keating didn't understand? Did he miss them? Did he feel sorry? Do you think he was frightened, or too tired to be scared?
fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you :(
little anderperry doodle..... i've never drawn them before and i needed to change that
i take drawing requests! send me stuff in my ask box and i might get around to doing it :)
“Acting's got to be one of the most wonderful things in the world. Think about it, most people, if they're lucky, get to lead half an exciting life, right. If I get the parts I could live dozens of great lives. To be or not to be!”
finished colouring this dead poets society / anderperry deleted scene
nulla dies sine linea = "no day without a line"
Ohmydays I’m crying
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Charlie dalton hiding behind a mask of jokes and laughter, never being too serious- never letting anyone get close enough to be so serious. Every emotion he has, every negative feeling, every experience he just locks away in a joke to his friends, pretending that he doesn’t actually care when all he does is care. You saw him after he left Hager’s office after the phone call to god. Tears in his eyes, and yet he’s still laughing and cracking jokes around everyone. You can see how much it affected him. YU can see the pain in his eyes and In his walk. He locks himself into his room, alone, to finally feel something, but at some point he starts to question if he ever felt anything to begin with. He’s jealous of his friends- of Neil, mainly, who feels so loud and who isn’t ashamed of what’s inside of him, and Knox who can love so passionately and deeply, but meanwhile charlies just. There. Like if he even tried to open up seriously, no one would take it seriously and everyone would play it off as a joke, because he’s always joking and he’s always fine and he’s always okay, he has to be, he’s strong, he’s funny, he’s confident- he’s Charlie. He’s always the listener, never the one to get listened to.
Charlie dalton crying, non stop after Neil kills himself. His suicide genuinely broke down a wall within him. He doesn’t bother to act anymore, he just can’t bear the idea of acting like everything is fine when his whole world shattered around him and there’s nothing he can do or could have done. And yet still, he’s jealous. He’s jealous of Todd for being held when he heard the news, for everyone clamouring around him and making sure he’s okay- who was there to hold him when he found out that his best friend- his brother, had killed himself? Who was there for him? He was jealous of Todd being so loud, for finally screaming and yelling when he never had before. He was filled with envy that the rest of them could sing at Neil’s ceremony when he was so filled with grief and guilt that all he could do was stare as the tears kept falling- did they ever stop? Did he ever miss him less? Did it ever stop hurting?
Charlie dalton snapping, finally, after years of emotions hidden behind this facade of happiness, preforming like a court jester, escaping from him. His knuckle colliding against Cameron’s face, as if it could bring cameron just an inch of the pain that Neil’s death had brought to him. As if anything could ever compare to the gaping hole in his chest that Neil’s death had brought, the hole that nothing could ever fill, the kind of hole that filled him with this deep bubbling rage and a deep lack of care for anything anymore. There was no point in pretending to be happy, pretending to be okay- he wasn’t even sure if he could try anymore. If he did, it wouldn’t be believable. Neils death shattered him, broke every thing that he knew about himself and the world. He’d given up.
Do you think Neil actually liked planes or was that something else he was supposed to like?
He also has two baseball players and a little red Harvard flag above his bed at Welton (attached to the backside of the cabinet which is why you can't really see it except for in very specific blurry shots), which I frequently wonder about in the same way. His father wanted him to go to Harvard, so it makes sense he'd have a flag there, but did he like baseball? Was he just expected to have normal boyish interests? I wonder about his interests a lot.
The sticker directly under the Harvard flag says, "King Size Brains," by the way, and I think that reflects the pride and expectations in intellect and education that both Neil had for himself and Mr. Perry placed on him
Purely for selfish reasons I'm gonna say he actually liked planes :')
Reblog with your eye color, zodiac sign and favorite season.
Just wondering :)
Ok.
Blueish grey, Virgo, Spring
@cluckyhylian @moonflower-wings-of-fire @samthelocalshadow @istanthecapitalisticoctopusboy
dark brown TvT
Gemini (im an ai guys)
Summer cuz no school
Dark teal, Leo, and Autumn
@biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist @bardorsomethinglikethat @ellie-moonbeam
Ooo thats a pretty eye color wren :3
Hazel green, Aries, Autumn
@patroclus-is-the-bigger-person @hyyl18 @ellie-moonbeam @mustard-in-a-bottle @theaterkidest2009 @valdezsimp02
Black (really black promise), Leo, Winter
@rustytyperwriter @patroclus-is-the-bigger-person @achillesfinch14 @wolf-john-wolf @kiraandhervibes @maliciouslittlewhiteboy @leninthestarlight @glassesghosties + open tags
idfk it changes all the time but lets just say hazel, pisces, anddddddd autumn :]
@myphycopharmacologist @ink-stained-ambition @lusxnei6 @queerbookbitch + open tagsss
Blue, cancer, autumn?
@randylastname @strawbxrrypies @raven-cyclist @gemwesper +open <3
greeney- browny- blueish (idfk bro), Gemini, autumn!
@multishipper33 @djyapyap33 @deltenner @peskybirdonyx + open tags <3
blue with gold flecks, Aries, autumn(ik Spring is my b-day month but i love autumn)
@hawkflame999, @pufferishofpeace15, @randomfic, @sharktaco901, @4nt1soc1al-bl0b, @yuritadami10akayurihoshi, @merthaevelynk, @djyapyap33, @somestrangestone, @justalilgremlincreature, @iburntthenoodles, @xen-isnt-here, @mcwhoremic, @tox1ctraits, @ranchersghost, @multishipper33, and open tags! /nf
Brown, Leo, and winter ig I mean every season gives me allergies so I lowkebhate all of them lol
@lavendermoon48 @sunshine-snake @beanzdabean @yourlocalavian @lotustired @yosanoschainsaw @iicor
Happy pride btwwww
Thx for the tag :)
Brown, sagittarius, and autumn (like late autumn early winter)
Npt! @just-a-zelda-fan @lizzable @cat-l0ver555 @druidbottles @lonk082 @l3ominor @starshineandbooks @gooserings-main @dontyoucallmyhighlightsgay @nameismizuki @zayzaycomics @bobasbag @palmolli and anyone else :)
Green Hazel, Capricorn, and Winter ‼️
@bumbylbee @crown-of-ash @dcidrags @eightglass @gone-in-the-woods @gh0stwithaheart @kutie106 @pipsqueak317 @starsp1rals @stargazin-on-mars @write-with-will and anyone else!!
Blue, Libra, Fall?
@demigod-jack-hearth @what-is-going-on-im-confused @blacklicoriceisgood @ruler-of-nothing-important
Dark brown, cancer (😭), fall :D
@what-is-going-on-im-confused @canisdir @potted-plant-official @purple-dinosaur27 @snowheartart @duality-the-chaos-god @dizzycloudzzz @m1niethasilly @guardian-of-thespirit + open tags 😋
Black black sorrow, black as it can be—
I mean dark brown, Capricorn and winter or autumn though we don’t really have a defined autumn over here
@theoneautisticthespian @themushroomstheyfoundme @smoky-salmon @sylviecalifragilistic @overwhelmedfernfrond @endlessnebula +open tags
thanx for taggin!!
dark brown [or black, i literally can’t locate my pupils], cancer, autumn! :]
tagss
Yippee thanks for the tag!
Dark Brownish, Virgo, uhhhh autumn!
Tags below!
Ty for the tag :)
Very dark brown, Sagittarius, summer!
Npt!! @kissrosier @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @rara3swhimsy @huckleberrysigh @laced-in-ruin @sad-traffic-cone @buckelys-starb0y @luvieville @leninthestarlight @poetscherry @sspadfoot @space-girliee @eyes-withoutt-a-facee + anyone else who wants to <33
Grey/blue/green, scorpio, fall<3
@peterpettigrewismyhomeboy @nicherry123 @moonywithatrafficcone @hazey-dazey111 @deadthingalive + open tags<3
bluey gray, Gemini AND FUCKING AUTUMN I MISS IT SO BAD
@arikakari @engelssong @withdevovotion @mudiguess @sorryilovejegulus @lillylovesarcticmonkeys @koomiesworld
blue/purple/teal, taurus and summer!! im loving it right now its amazing
@maxwell-edison @wiseheartheroes @withdevovotion @em0tionallymotionsick @mossy-of-the-valley @hazey-dazey111 @souperache @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @lightsabersandbluecookies @idontgottatellyoucrap+ open!
you have purple eyes???? huh??
anyways
hazel, taurus, FALLL I MISS IT SO BAD
open tags!
light blue, aries, fall!
@yourlocalbadgerscales @lostcavernanchor @radiant-sunlight-angel @kutie106 @chickencentaur @simonsays-begaydocrime
@swanboyy @sunchasingthestar @hibi-flower @raeprise
greyish blue, gemini, spring!!
@youfoundheavenn @mj-rulesdaw0rld @drowningbyloverslane @sammiiiithedummest
green, taurus, spring !!!
@mike-wheeler-offical @clowvie @noonenothingeveratall @funkopop547
Yellow, cancer, spring 💛
@andibelievethem @angry-avaocardo @awesomepeoplehangingouttogether @bylerbean @bylerthewise @ellietalkswaytoomuch @epsilonstars @flickergatedaughter @gayfandomslover @galacticinquisitorpsion @halflitpages @heyimcelery @ilovebylerandstonathan @iloverobinbyckley @kittemi @lunareclipse2727 @loonyloonylupin35 @mj-rulesdaw0rld @mikeandwillsweddingofficiant @michaelqueerlerslipstares @michaelqueerlerslipstares @mikewheelerisaqueerler @nicointhecloset @newdreamlove21 @pewe7777 @picklemebyler @r5kittykat @rubyrider6000 @ronancepilled @sourcarmellia @sootstar22 @stargazingthemoooon @wiseheqrt @whylee-wheeler @yoursleepdemon @zombiegrains ig
blue, Libra, fall
@nigripes-lover @1nfinitesource @m1dnightdancer @ellietalkswaytoomuch @faramirsonofgondor @dyinginmybed @moonywithatrafficcone @lycheeeejelly @redwinesupanover @holliewoodnot @chewing-on-lead
hazel, leo, winter
@kiwistarrrzz @amazingdylan @starry-eyed-stag @gettingfurtheraway @not-new-jeans @hollanovhattrick @abandoned-sewer-rat +op3en
Ty for the taggg
brown, gemini, winter
@thehyperfixationistlass @thatmusicaltheaternerd @ch3rryreality @lucystark12 @embers-to-ash @wolfstarwitch70 @velvetnemesis @pjo-tvs-version @choosadex @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @leoluser12345 @reggie-little-mermaid @sageinthe-stars @bouncingdogs @michellequeerler-irl
ooh yay!
green (with central heterochromia so they have a circle of yellow/orange in the middle), pisces, and autumn!
taaaags: @blackoutbitch @barium-nitrate @bonkytheclown @sisterdanielsrosary @strawberrysunrise15 @whatrhymeswithjakeateee @probshouldbesleeping @annaleigh12 @peopleinhellwantslurpes
thank u for the tag bby!
brown, scorpio and winter
tags: @darrencriss-is-superior @statecfgrace @xx-all-purpose-nerd-xx @scarletmooon
Thank you for the tag bae ;)
Eye color: brown unfortunately
Zodiac sign: Taurus, not into zodiac signs btw
Favorite season: winter or fall
NPT: @skeletazz @starkissedhyacinths @ssuperkaya @charlieforelephants @visualisvery @in-your-wall-s @rtcobsessedgworlie @killer-bug-boi @musicals-and-moonlight and open tags because I’m lazy
thank youuu
grey/green/blue, Sagittarius, winter/fall
@siriuslyobsessed394 @folkloresencen @carryingthebranner
so dark brown that its js a soulless black, Taurus but everyone’s first guess is Leo, and AUTUMNNNN
@in-your-wall-s @glutenfree-pancakes @ineffablelyqueerwolfstarshipper @m0nt3cr15t0 @heartattackinblackdye
I have dark brown eyes, my sign is Cancer, and my favorite is winter!! :D
@definitelyfrankiero @czache78 @makeyourwaytofreedom @quantumm76 + open since class is starting
my eyes are dark brown, I'm a Leo and my favourite season is probably spring :)
@beanscool @drpeppercreamsodaa @still-we-sleep @thetheaterkidwriter + open tags
Listening to Porch Light by Noah Kahan and somehow thinking of Charlie Dalton and his dead best friend Neil Perry
performative male knox

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