Your Time

This is a Korean movie wherein a teacher grants his student's desires but the students break the conditions which cause them to pay for their choices and be stuck in a mirror. 

In my realization about why is it a nightmare, I created a reflection in my blog titled “Nightmare”. Now my realization about why mirror? I think it’s because of our other side which we can see in our reflection in the mirror. The other side or should I say the nightmare. Read my “Nightmare” reflection for you to understand what am I saying! Just click the link below:

We all have different personality 

Same goes for attitude

There’s good and bad 

Yin and Yang 

And because of our determination to be good for us to to be like by the people

We act, pretend rather and fool everyone even ourselves

And because we fool ourselves we think of our attitude, our dark side as a nightmare 

We are so afraid to face our dark side, were ashamed of our attitude that we forget that this nightmare is part of us

All we want is to be happy that we fool ourselves and forget this nightmare

Until we realize that we cannot be totally happy without it 

Because were erasing ourselves 

There is no good if there is no bad 

Life is our center

Our source

Our start and finish line

Our pleasure 

The birth of our soul, body, family & friends, and material things

But it’s hard to fight for it if it’s not yours

And you can’t do anything even if it’s yours when your sick and you cannot cure yourself or simply there is no cure

Now you're facing the fight of COVID-19

Where it’s the battle of life or should I say YOUR life

You can’t cure it but you can prevent it! 

P.S I’m making myself more open try it let’s make ourselves more better! Oh by the way this is true story!!

I have a friend name Michael but I call him Teddy because he’s cute. He knows I have a crush on his best friend Tristan and almost everyday I tell him all his best friend and I’s moments. Every time I feel sad and heartbroken Michael was there to comfort me and encourage me, I feel grateful for him. One day, I told him I’m moving on because I don’t wanna be hurt anymore and he told me that he like me since 3rd of school I was so shocked and felt bad because I’ve been telling him everything I felt for his BEST FRIEND. I said sorry right away for telling him those things he said it’s fine.

I kept saying I don’t wanna hurt or give you wrong hopes but he kept on insisting to let him love me. He even wanted to be a rebound and of course the day came and said I can’t hurt you anymore I love you as a friend and that’s all I can give. One day, I heard that he’s dating Jade and I’m so happy for him but they broke up! He’s telling me everything like what I used to do with him and started falling for him but I know he loves Jade so I became the bridge and they’ve comeback together. It hurts like hell, it’s like we changed places and I regret letting him go.....

Because of the virus right now which I don’t really wanna talk about but keep safe guys.  These questions came in my mind

I don’t know myself 

Who am I?

And what is my purpose?

How am I going to kill this boredom?