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kiss me with that same amount of emergency again; skin on skin, my nails digging into your back, your lips now exploring my neck. when will i see you again?

in my imagination we're sitting in your car then you ask me to dance in the multi-storey carpark. it feels like it's 2018 again when i was scared to tell you I loved you so I said thank you and goodnight.

kiss me like the night you sent me home on sunday. hearts racing, hands in my hair while you ask me to keep it down because my parents could hear us.

I want to see you in paradise. If I get there, the first person I want to see is you. I want my family there but I want to see you and touch your face while tears roll down my face in pure joy. Eternity is a long time, so I hope to hold your hand through all of it.