thinking about walking in on the yandere touching himself to you<3 as punishment, not letting him touch you and only getting off to a flesh light infront of us or tying him and overstimming the poor boy
pairing: submissive yandere (your insert) × harsh female reader
content: masturbation, usage of toy, name calling (fem.rec), degrading, humiliation, implying of punishment, mentions of underwear licking and “peeing”. (actually means to cum) (it’s gross, i know. 😭), no aftercare :(
note: thank you so much for the request! apologies if it took a few days. i was kinda out of it and i keep forgetting to finish this. 🥲 also the peeing part was actually not about taking a real piss, OKAY. 😇 anyway, hihi, i hope you enjoy it ! i will be using this as a base for the next request, so stay tuned for that. NOT PROOFREAD !!!!!
if this is your first time seeing this post, it’ll be better to read from the start since there are other parts for this! i just didn’t put the links in since i felt lazy.
hearts, comments, and reblogs are all appreciated.
coldness filled the room, bringing the boy a side of uneasiness that came along with it. your yandere has been going off the deep end ever since you left the town, with nothing to do and nothing to hold onto. however, that was how he felt weeks ago. today was the day you were finally going home and he couldn’t wait. the passing of time feeling like eternity when you’re not around.
“it’s okay, she’ll be home in any minute now.”
he mumbles reassurances to himself, pacing back and forth inside the room, trying to find comfort to something— attempting to hold onto anything. as the clocked marched on, his mind began to run with thoughts that confused him. due to your nature being the kind to be self-reliant, you didn’t bother telling him what time you’ll be at the airport. you only texted him and said you’ll be home in half an hour. he knew he should’ve not let you go home without being picked up from the airport. either way, he still trusted you enough to let you do your thing.
as he walked all over the place, he could not help but grew more impatient, longing for you. the boy’s little walks then led him to the tiny laundry basket that was also inside the room. as he opened the cover, his palms became sweaty even when the room was in an almost-freezing state. his worries became replaced with thoughts— scenarios that were unholy and lewd. before he could think properly, his hands were already reaching for your unwashed underwear inside the basket. you wouldn’t be mad at him if he just relieves himself a little bit, right? he just can’t help it..
“i’m sure s-she’ll understand.. yeah.. mommy’s good. i am good. so she’ll still give me my reward even if i break just one rule, right?..” he slightly smiles to himself, sighing shakily as he brings the small fabric to his nose. he moans at the smell hitting him, finally finding the comfort he’s been looking for. after sniffing the fabric, he then shakily sticks his tongue out, licking the underwear. he could only moan harder and tilt his head back slightly from his actions. lowering the piece of fabric, he silently mumbles apologies for what he had done, and what’s about to be done.
the said boy walked over to the bed and placed himself on the big, fluffy matress. he laid above, shifting into different positions so that he could find the comfortable one. after finding the most comfortable one, which was laying on his back with his legs spread out, he then places your underwear on the nightstand. after properly putting it down, he lets out a whimper, unhooking the button of his pants. his heart lets out a corresponding beat towards the clank of the button as he finally removed it, even with shaky hands.
he spat a glob of saliva onto his palm, doing the action continuously to ensure that he’ll have no trouble with lubricating himself later on. his lips became a mess after, though. it had tiny, short streaks of drool on the sides as well as dripping slightly on his lower lip.
anyway, after getting the right amount, he shifts to his other hand so he could pull his undergarment down and free himself down there. his dick immediately sprung out which was due to his hardness beforehand. there was already pre-release at the tip.
with a trembling hand, he uses it to coat his dick before moving it in motion. he moved his hand— shaky and erratic. slick sounds releasing as he worked his hand up and down his shaft slowly. each stroke made his breath hitch, may it be a proper or unsteady stroke.
he let out little whimpers which he couldn’t hold back even when he tried to. he felt disgusted, and somehow aroused. grossed out but somehow enjoying it. he hated himself for being weak, for being an impatient, desperate boy. but he discards all of that, too distracted due to the heat building up inside his stomach.
just when he’s close to grasping that reward he’s been craving for, is when he lets himself go and fall due to a little desperation. he couldn’t help but think about how disappointed you’ll be. sure, he already convinced himself that you’d definitely understand him, but even his heart wasn’t buying it.
he stutters out and moans, heart pounding as he sped up his motion, chasing for a release. he has been going for a few minutes now. the noises had gotten a lot louder, same with his whining. he could feel the heat curling inside his body— just waiting, waiting to be released. he was close, eyes rolling back, and tongue slipping out a little.
he could feel— he could feel the heat— stopping, not because he finally got to relieve himself, but because it was cut short. the creaking sound of the door opening had interrupted his chasing for his high.
fuck. it was you. he is definitely screwed.
you dismissed him with anger fueling in your voice. you didn’t and would have never expected him to disobey like this so you tsk to make him hear how dissatisfied you were with his actions. even with you standing on the doorway, you could still see from afar that he was starting to tear up. he looked like a beat up puppy, lost and afraid. it was a sight to see, honestly. too bad, boys who do bad things get punished rather than rewarded.
“get your toy inside the drawer, now. and remove your clothes.”
“b-but— i want to e-explain fir—”
he was trying to protest but you weren’t having any of it. you’d still win either way. so he just nods, removing the saliva off his hand by wiping it on his shirt. after wiping it clean, he then removes it along with his lower garments before reaching for the drawer. he was already scared since you’ll be punishing him, but further afraid since he heard the words your toy instead of just a toy. it implies you’ll be using him— breaking him without your help, thus indirectly.
you finally walked inside the room, setting your things aside before sitting on the bed to face him. he was now holding the fleshlight, in which you refer to as his toy. you cooed at his state, bony but pleasing-looking hands clutching the skin-colored fleshlight you had bought almost a month back as a “present” for him.
“since you wanna act all big and tough now, i guess you don’t need my help anymore, right?”
you broke the silence, tilting your head to the right as the words left your mouth. he could feel a pang hit his heart with the thought of not needing you anymore. of course he does need you! the desperation just got to him.. and so he quickly shakes his head no rapidly and fastly, panic settling on his face as he doesn’t want you to think about yourself like that.
“i--it’s not like that, mama... i swear— swear i just couldn’t wait any longer and i thought you wouldn’t arrive that earl--”
you hush him, cutting off his rambling. he quickly stops talking, looking at you with doe eyes.
“i was about to give you the best reward i could ever give but here you are, fucking it up. you know you might not get another chance, hm?”
you said, looking down at your index finger as it grazes the toy rather than his hand. he nods furiously to let you know he understands you. after that, with the use of the same hand, you guided the fleshlight towards his already-wet cock. he was squirming in the process, trying to avoid the toy’s insides to wrap around him. please’s left his mouth, begging you to stop and begging for you to forgive him. you acted as if you were deaf, ignoring his pleas as you finally inserted his shaft fully inside the silicon toy. you earned a loud groan from him, making you smile smuggly.
“see? it hasn’t even done anything and yet you’re already moaning like a whore. i guess you really don’t need me after all.”
you sigh sarcastically, acting as if you were hurt and with you knowing how easy he was— he was quick to reassure you in hurried breaths.
“no, no, no, m--mommy— i need you, need you s’much.. please don’t s-say things like tha— hah! ”
a moan suddenly fell from his lips which cut off his words. you had caught him off guard by moving the toy in a quick but short time. you did it since you didn’t want to get bored by his blabbering, your mind only focused in making him play with his dick.
“you just gonna blab or start?”
you loosened your grip on the toy and let go, fake yawning as you looked at him with a bored expression. that was the signal to finally make him start to work. he didn’t want to be inside the toy but he’d rather endure it than see you be bored at him. guess he has to put on a show to make you entertained then.
finally, after what felt like years, he started to put his hand on the toy so that he could begin moving it. it was already slicky since his dick still had saliva from all the spitting he had done a while ago. his breath hitched as he finally pushed the toy fully down around him. he whined at the contact, his thighs trembling uncontrollably as he starts to move the toy up then down.
his voice cracked, breathy moans filling the room. as he continuously moves the toy at an erratic but slow pace, he couldn’t help but squeeze his eyes slightly, making it half-lidded. he was starting to water a little from the sudden sensitivity. you saw this and immediately tormented him for the fun of it.
“keep your eyes open. i’m sure you aren’t that dumb and can still follow a simple rule, right?”
you placed your palm on your cheek as you spoke. he quickly opens his eyes, shifting them to meet your gaze. you couldn’t help but look at his face in awe. his eyes were similar to a void, no thought behind those iris. his mouth was slightly agape with wet drool that started to dry on both sides of his lips. his face was pure on sweating with hair lightly wet. what a scene it was, fully knowing that he just started a few minutes ago.
“i should just keep you like this forever, hm?”
he finally acknowledges your words, shaking his head.
“n-nooooo.. n-ngh! want i--inn.. wann’ be in, p-pleasee-”
he was starting to turn dumb-like, words all slurry since he could not talk properly anymore. you could also see that he was still moving his hips but not the toy anymore. he was the one fucking toy now, his lower body doing all the work. he didn’t break eye contact as he did his actions, lips parting oh so slightly until you could full on see the insides of his mouth.
“t--touchh me, please..” he begs, lips forming into a messy pout as he bites back a cry. he wanted to be held in any form of way as he was still deprived of the comfort he’d been needing. of course, knowing the devil you were, you shook your head no, resulting the boy to finally release a sob.
“issokay, i understand.. but wait! wait, m-mama, i’m g-going to pee. wait, p-please, hngh-”
he didn’t know what he was saying anymore, too fucked out to even understand the words coming out of his mouth. pee? you thought. you were puzzled, so you didn’t give him answer since there wasn’t one that you could give anyway. as you shifted your eyes back to his cock, you could somewhat see that it was all red and pent up.
by now, he was still fucking the toy fast and hardly. all you could hear was noises of squelching, whimpering, and loud moaning. hell, he was even starting to shout loud cries but you were far too distracted to even quiet him down since you were enjoying this too much.
“o-ooohh! a--ah!- momm’, sorryyy, i’m going to-”
he grips the sheets with the use of his free hand to keep him stable as he arched his back. a sorry was the last thing you heard before he cries out, releasing his load inside. whimpers left his mouth as he saw the toy drip out his cum. oh, so that’s what he meant. cute.
his body then retorts back from arching, making him shudder in the process.
he apologizes in defeat. you almost fell for the act but good thing you remembered this was his punishment for disobeying. with “no mercy” still in your head, the words that fell from your lips left him biting his lip anxiously.
“no aftercare for you, hun. i won’t even hold you until you make it up to me. this is your punishment for not following rules, sorry not sorry.”
you went on to ramble, letting him know that actions come with consequences. he didn’t fight back, only nodding in defeat. in reality, you did want to hold him and caress him but it wouldn’t do him good since he might start to get spoiled.
“clean yourself up. i wanna sleep.”
was the last thing you said before exiting the room, leaving the boy all alone.